My name is Xiao Sheng. I have a sensitive personality and low self-esteem, and I often have some dark thoughts.
Ever since I can remember, I knew I didn't have a mother, but my father was good. He would spend time with me during his holidays. However, his holidays were too few, and I heard that his job was quite dangerous.
I am very selfish. I don't want my father to be in danger. It doesn't matter if something happens to people in the world, as long as my father is still alive.
But I can't stop my father from working hard.
Until I was four years old, my father found a mother for me. This mother was very gentle, and there was no calculation in the look in her eyes that made me dislike her.
No one looked at me with pity.
She always says I'm cute.
But I often hear others say that I don’t like to laugh, talk, or be likable, and even have a bad personality. They don’t like me, but they have to please me only because of my grandparents and dad.
I initially suspected that this new mother was also pretending.
But I soon discovered that she was not.
She makes me happy every day.
She remembers everything I say, and even if she forgets it sometimes, she will apologize to me when she remembers it.
She really cares about me.
In the face of all that hypocrisy, Mother Wanwan was completely different. I don’t know when it started, but I just started calling her Mother.
Later, my mother gave birth to my younger brother and sister.
When other families only have one child due to family planning.
I have younger brothers and sisters.
I am happy.
At this time, someone spoke in my ear again.
Mom and Dad won’t like me anymore if I have younger brothers and sisters.
I was scared and panicked, and even wanted to hide in the dark and ignore everyone.
I am sick.
I overheard the doctor telling my mother that I was autistic.
I don't understand what autism is.
I just want to hide myself.
But mom and dad are worried.
My grandparents always look sad when I can't see them.
When I saw that my parents had gone through so many twists and turns and the doctors they found for me were all in vain, and when I heard that they still couldn't cure me, I secretly cried in my room.
I feel guilty.
I love mom and dad.
I shouldn't be sick, I told myself.
Gradually, I stopped hiding and began to accompany my younger brothers and sisters as they grew up, changing their clothes and putting on their shoes.
I raised hunting dogs with my younger brothers and sisters.
Play in the sand with my younger brothers and sisters.
Build a snowman in the yard.
Let’s grab some candy together at Xinyu.
Sing a chorus together.
I feel so happy.
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When my younger brother and sister were three years old and I was eight years old.
Our whole family also traveled to Hong Kong and many cities in the south, and saw many different cities.
But happiness passes quickly.
I found out that I was not my parents’ biological child when I was in the first grade of junior high school.
But the third grade is the strictest.
My 'mother' suddenly stopped me at the school gate.
"Xiao Sheng, you rebellious son, I am your biological mother. You eat and drink well in the Xiao family and enjoy being a young master, but I, your biological mother, suffer every day. You are so unfilial."
I was so scared that my face turned pale.
I know it's over.
My biological mother, who once kidnapped me, finally comes out again to destroy my happiness.
That’s right, the older I get, the clearer my childhood memories become, so I remembered that I was kidnapped when I was three years old and it was that woman named Baizhu who did it.
She was sent to prison and was said to have committed many crimes.
For the first time, I realized that there are times when my biological mother doesn’t love me. Blood relationship cannot make her love me, but it can make her hate me.
That day, Xiaoheng and Xiaoxi ran out to protect me.
The guard also chased her away.
I got in the car and I could faintly hear her cursing. She said I was unfilial and that I was not a good person.
But I’m definitely not a good person… there is a little man in my heart with a particularly vicious smile saying.
My family.
Mom, Dad, Grandma, and even Grandma, Grandpa, Uncle, and Great Uncle were all here.
Dad confessed the truth to me.
It turns out that my biological father is a hero.
Everyone is afraid that I will be sad.
Apologize to me. You shouldn't have kept these things from me.
I'm not angry because I feel that everyone is sincere.
I am too sensitive. I can clearly sense who is bad to me and who is good to me.
So, no matter how angry I was when that woman appeared, I am as happy as I am now when I see the love in my family's eyes.
At night, I secretly went to see my great uncle.
Yes, my great uncle is also a legendary figure.
He was once abducted and sold. Everyone else died, but he survived. He even had plastic surgery to become someone else and lived a life of luxury.
I idolize him 100%.
It’s not because mom and dad aren’t strong.
It's just because I'm so mean and I hold grudges.
My great uncle asked me why I was looking for him.
I said, "I want to learn advanced techniques and take revenge."
My great uncle smiled, patted my shoulder and said that he had a successor.
"Yes, that woman hurt you so much, how can you not seek revenge? So what if she's your biological mother? She's just a mother that provides cells. If you're really afraid of retribution, then I don't know how many unfilial ancestors would have suffered retribution long ago. People should live happily for a lifetime."
"However, one cannot be so mean as to cause trouble to others first. But once the other party causes trouble to you, you will retaliate with thunder. Do you understand?"
"I understand." I nodded.
Uncle Kane laughed happily, and although he didn't laugh, the little man in his heart was leaping for joy.
My mother knew that I had a good relationship with Uncle Kane, so she didn't stop me. She even touched my head and said that my happiness was the most important thing.
Before I went to take revenge on that woman, I investigated what she had done before and after she was released from prison.
Then all the pain she had done that had inflicted on others was returned to her.
Destroy jobs.
Let her reputation be ruined.
They kidnapped her and locked her in a dark room, where she received no response from anyone.
Listening to the woman screaming in fear in the dark, I looked at the blue sky in confusion and thought: Why can't so many people learn to respect others, and have to step on other people's corpses to get to the top to feel happy? But after changing her position, she didn't seem to be happy at all. Sure enough, the sick world needs a sick me to cure it.
I gave a weird smile into the distance.
A kind voice sounded faintly in the distance, "Xiao Sheng, stop playing, it's time to go to the family for dinner."
[This is really the end of the article. Thank you all for your company. The next article should be an imperial examination article. I will start again in a new beginning. Goodbye this time and see you next time. ]
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