On the other side, after Sun Youyou finished packing her things, she wanted to go to the billiard room to find Shen Yaning, but she met Qin Anlan as soon as she went out.
She subconsciously wanted to dodge, but... Qin Anlan didn't give her a chance at all.
He stood in front of her and said in a low voice: "Even you don't plan to see me?"
Sun Youyou: "Who said that? Aren't we friends? I'm also your psychiatrist. How could I possibly hide from you? However, I plan to go find Ningning, and you probably won't go."
Qin Anlan's eyes flashed with disappointment: "Are you just my psychiatrist?"
Sun Youyou: "What else?!"
She didn't want to think about it so much, and she didn't even take Ningning's worries to heart.
However, when Ningning asked him that day whether he had completely forgotten the white moonlight in his heart, he hesitated.
It was this hesitation that made her sober!
She is a qualified psychologist, how could she not know Qin Anlan's situation? Logically speaking, she should know it best. He just keeps that white moonlight in his heart. As long as he doesn't touch it or see it, then it's fine, no problem.
She ignored it, and she thought she had found true love!
It’s just a pity that that true love seems to belong to someone else.
It has nothing to do with me.
How can I possibly experience again what I have experienced before?
"I... Youyou, I don't believe you don't have feelings for me!" Qin Anlan said in a deep voice: "I know you psychologists have some bullshit rules, but it doesn't matter. I don't care. I will wait for you, no matter how long it takes. It's just two or three years. I believe my feelings for you can transcend time!"
Sun Youyou was surprised and shocked.
"You... Master Lan, I think you're overthinking it. I don't agree to be with you, not because of any rules, but because of you and myself..."
"Because of you? Because of you? Isn't it my problem?" Qin Anlan always attributed all the problems to himself. This is the responsibility a man should have.
"No, it's more my problem."
Qin Anlan shook his head in disbelief: "I don't believe it, you are lying to me. You can't even explain your problem, so don't lie to me with such words."
Sun Youyou: "...I didn't lie to you. Ningning didn't let me be with you because of me. As for you...maybe there was a factor as well."
"Then tell me clearly what the reason is. Even if I die, I must die with a clear understanding."
I finally managed to start a new relationship, but it’s over just like that. No one can accept it!
Qin Anlan couldn't accept it even more.
Sun Youyou sighed: "Qin Anlan, then my question is, have you really forgotten your ex, your white moonlight? Or has that person become your cinnabar mole?"
Qin Anlan was slightly stunned and looked at Sun Youyou in disbelief, not understanding why she asked this question.
"But, aren't you very clear about this issue?"
"It's because I know very well that I won't be with you. You can't let go of your feelings for her. Since you can't let go, I don't recommend you start a new relationship."
Just like herself, she has made great efforts and gradually got better through psychotherapy and physical treatment.
For her, this is already the luckiest thing, fortunately, Shen Yaning has always been with her.
"I...but you are in my heart. As for my ex, I don't care about him anymore!" Qin Anlan assured.
"No, I know you, so I know you won't..."
Qin Anlan was silent for a while, feeling something was wrong, and asked again: "What about your part?"
Sun Youyou: “…”
Are you trying to get to the bottom of this?
"You...I won't tell you. There's no possibility between us. At least, not until you've completely let go of your ex!"
Sun Youyou turned around and stopped looking at Qin Anlan, fearing that she would be angry to death.
"No, I want to know. Just let me know. At least, let me know the reason so I can change it."
It's impossible to really give up your feelings just because of Shen Yaning.
"I...don't ask anymore!" Sun Youyou didn't want to say anything, and her tone even began to become impatient!
"Youyou, has something bad happened to you that makes you unwilling to believe me and other men?" Qin Anlan didn't want to give up!
Although this meeting opportunity came by chance, he hadn't seen Sun Youyou for a long time!
Ever since she promised Shen Yaning that she would no longer have any contact with him, it became difficult for him to see her again.
"Yes, something bad happened to me. My ex had Bai Yueguang. I naively thought that I could defeat Bai Yueguang and become his true love. However, Bai Yueguang came back and refused to let me go. He imprisoned me, abused me, and even let Bai Yueguang teach me a lesson and lock me up for more than half a month. Do you know that suffocating feeling?
Without Ningning, I might have died at the hands of that scumbag. It was Ningning who saved me, so I will listen to Ningning's advice. You and that scumbag have the same experience, both of you have Bai Yueguang in your heart. If it weren't for Ningning's reminder, I might have fallen into the same trap. You are the one who almost died because of Bai Yueguang... I can't afford to offend you, and I don't want to offend you.
"Master Lan, is this explanation okay?!" After Sun Youyou finished speaking, her face turned pale and her breathing became a little rapid, almost unable to catch her breath.
Qin Anlan's face turned pale in an instant!
How could this happen? How could this happen?
So that's how it is. So... Youyou had experienced all this, so Shen Yaning rejected her.
So that's how it is.
What on earth did Youyou go through before?
"Youyou, I'm sorry... I didn't know..." Qin Anlan wanted to apologize, but it seemed to be useless!
"Don't you think it's too late to apologize now?" Sun Youyou looked at Qin Anlan coldly: "I'm feeling a little unwell, so I won't go out. Please tell them during dinner that I won't eat."
Then he opened his door and closed it with a bang.
Qin Anlan finally reacted and knocked on the door again, but no one answered!
"Youyou... I'm sorry!" Qin Anlan apologized sincerely: "I will wait for you, and you wait for me. When I have dealt with everything, I will come back to find you and we can be together again, okay?!"
The answer he got was...no one answered.
Qin Anlan shouted again: "Since you don't say anything, I will take it as your consent..."
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