As night fell, Su Ze had already fallen asleep.
When Ji Hanjun came back from washing the skirt, he saw Su Ze sleeping peacefully with the bear in his arms.
He had already changed into pajamas. Seeing that Su Ze was not covered with the quilt, he reached out to cover him with the quilt and set the air conditioner to the timer.
The person on the bed was sleeping quietly, with half of his face buried in the pillow, looking well-behaved and cute.
Ji Hanjun went to bed and held her in his arms. This kind of happiness was something he had never felt before.
He and Azawa had their identities swapped since childhood, and neither of them was loved by their parents.
The Liu family is selfish and only thinks about themselves and how to acquire endless wealth.
Yang Muxin just wanted an heir and treated her children like commodities without ever considering their feelings.
The moon was high in the sky, and the wind blew at night, rustling the trees outside.
Su Ze was woken up. When he opened his eyes, the room was dark, but he could feel that someone was holding him.
He couldn't sleep. The wind outside made him feel a little weird, and his thoughts couldn't help but recall the scene at school.
His head started to hurt again. When he thought of the way those people looked at him during the day, he felt inexplicably anxious and uncomfortable.
Su Ze carefully came out of Ji Hanjun's arms, picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table, turned on the flashlight and walked out of the room.
He remembered throwing the medicine on the sofa.
With the flashlight shining, I could see the white medicine bottle on the table at a glance.
He didn't know what was wrong with him. His heart felt heavy and uncomfortable, and he could always hear some abuse and insults in his ears.
Headache……
Su Ze fumbled for the medicine bottle on the sofa and unscrewed the cap with trembling fingers.
Crash—
He poured five or six pills into his palm and stuffed them into his mouth without blinking.
There was some water on the table next to the sofa. He took a sip of water and swallowed the medicine in one gulp.
Su Ze was about to put the cup on the table when he suddenly saw the ring on his hand and stopped abruptly.
The room was dark, with only the flashlight from the phone shining on it. When the light shone on the ring, the bear pattern could be clearly seen.
ring…
My eyes felt a little sore and misty, and gradually I could only see the outline of the ring.
The wind outside seemed to be getting stronger.
Su Ze raised his hand to wipe his eyes, put the cup on the table, but he didn't hold it firmly, and the cup fell to the ground and shattered into pieces.
The loud noise was particularly noticeable in the living room, accompanied by the sound of the wind outside.
Su Ze felt a little helpless. He was stunned for a few seconds and reached out to pick it up.
The whistling sound of the wind was mixed with the sound of hurried footsteps, and the hand that was about to touch the debris was suddenly grabbed by someone.
"This is glass, how can you pick it up with your hands!!!"
Ji Hanjun had anger in his eyes. When he saw that the person beside the bed was not there, he was so anxious that he only wore one shoe.
As I reached the stairs, I heard the sound of a cup falling to the ground.
"How many pills did you take!!!"
Ji Hanjun's eyes fell on the uncovered medicine bottle on the sofa, and he reached out to take it.
There weren't many pills in a bottle originally, 16 at most, but now almost half are gone.
An ominous premonition arose in his heart, and Ji Hanjun's pupils shrank slightly, looking at the person in front of him in shock.
“Spit it out now!!”
Su Ze looked at him quietly, without any reaction under his gaze.
There was no more medicine in his mouth, he had already swallowed it.
His jaw was suddenly grabbed and a hand touched his face.
Su Ze was pinched so hard that it hurt, and he kept his mouth tightly shut. It was obvious that the hand was trying to pry his mouth open.
Ji Hanjun's eyes were red, and he pleaded almost in tears.
"Azawa, please spit it out quickly, please, you can't eat too much, or something will happen."
Pain surged in his heart, and Su Ze opened his mouth obediently, but there was no pill left in his mouth.
His soft voice was especially clear in the darkness.
"I've already swallowed it. It's not actually a vitamin, is it?"
This is definitely not a vitamin, it's a psychotropic medication that stabilizes mood. You can only take one pill a day.
Su Ze reached out and knocked away the hand that was stuck in his jaw, then grabbed Ji Hanjun's wrist instead.
His eyes were red and tears rolled down his eyes and dripped onto the back of his hand.
"Ji Hanjun, I saw you go to the kitchen that day."
Once a morbid thought is formed, it cannot be eliminated.
Ji Hanjun knew that he was mentally ill, he was a monster, and he had serious emotional disorders.
Once he falls in love with someone, his possessiveness and desire to control him/her will make him/her want to lock that person by his/her side, no matter how bad the method is, he will keep that person by his/her side.
He had never felt love since childhood, and his personality became crazy and extreme. When he met Azawa, he felt that he could be loved.
Su Ze lifted up the sleeve of his pajamas, revealing several bright scratches on his arms under the dim light.
Just now, when Ji Hanjun was wearing a skirt, the sleeves on the dress were half-length sleeves, which just covered it.
That day, Ji Hanjun misunderstood that he wanted to leave with Liu Yuan, and went to the kitchen after returning.
He thought Ji Hanjun was unhappy about something, so he secretly went to the kitchen to find him.
Before he got close, he saw Ji Hanjun with his back to him, drops of blood dripping onto the floor.
His arms hung at his sides, and the wounds on his arms were clearly visible: two old scars that had already healed, and one new wound.
"Why are you hurting yourself if there's something you can't say?"
Ji Hanjun lowered his eyes: "This is my own business."
When Su Ze heard this, he was stunned for a moment, and the hand holding his arm began to tremble, as if he could not accept it.
"Aren't we lovers?"
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