Chapter 375 Tingxi, can you come to the hospital to see me?
"Li Tingxi, let go!" Su Youling was sweating profusely from the pain and was about to forcefully shake him off when she was suddenly pulled onto the bed.
Li Tingxi stared at her with bloodshot eyes, the burning, hazy light in his eyes suddenly dissipating slightly, and he asked in a daze, "Su Su? You came to find me in my dream?"
Overjoyed, he held Su Youling tightly in his arms, his body trembling uncontrollably, his face flushed and burning, and he kissed her face haphazardly.
It pecked at everything like a puppy, making a mess of her clothes, leaving them all wrinkled and messy.
Su Youling tried to struggle, but as soon as she moved, she saw Li Tingxi's pitiful eyes, wet and like those of a stray dog on the street.
The sick old man was acting like a child, trying to be cute. It was really hard to understand.
She simply gave up struggling and let him hold her like a salted fish, planning to wait until he calmed down before trying to bring down his fever.
Li Tingxi had a high fever and soon lost his energy. His clothes were soaked with sweat, but he still held onto Su Youling tightly.
His possessive posture soon caused damage to Su Youling's clothes as well.
"Li Tingxi, let go first... Let's go to the hospital, okay?" Su Youling patiently looked up and touched Li Tingxi's cheek, which was already so hot it could boil an egg.
If the fire continues, people will go insane.
“I’m not going to the hospital.” Li Tingxi opened his eyes groggily and pecked her on the nose. “Hospitals are awful, scary. We never feel good in the hospital…”
Su Youling paused for a moment, then suddenly clenched her fists. "What's wrong? If you're sick, you should see a doctor, you..."
"Su Su, wife, I was wrong!" Li Tingxi suddenly choked up and buried his face in her shoulder, trembling as he said, "I was out of my mind back then, I was instigated and schemed against, and I actually believed it... How could your child not be mine? I was such a fool, such an idiot!"
“I killed our child with my own hands! I saw the doctor take out... the bloody child. How many times have I dreamed of you and the child coming to me, scolding me for being so cruel, and the child crying and asking his father why he didn't want him?”
Soon, a hot, warm current soaked her neck, causing a sore sensation.
Li Tingxi's voice trembled more and more, and he couldn't hide his sobs.
Vulnerability and regret, exposed in the fever and darkness, were no longer concealed, but laid bare before everyone. "At that time, I wanted to kill myself, but I couldn't bear to part with you... I thought that we would have children in the future, and I would give them a complete family, and I would make it up to you and love you properly, but you are gone too."
"I searched everywhere, but I couldn't find you. Everyone said you were dead. I don't believe you would leave like a child." Li Tingxi suddenly hugged Su Youling tightly, his strength terrifying, as if he wanted to embed her into his belly, inseparable. "I can't believe it, I can't believe it. Otherwise, I don't know what the point of living is?"
“I’ve punished many people, including my mother, but I’ve left myself with a worthless life, living like a walking corpse, working desperately, trying my best to keep myself busy. Because I don’t know when I’ll relax and I won’t be able to hold on to this life without you.”
Su Youling's eyes were initially empty, and beneath that blankness lay years of hatred and resentment.
Back then, Li Tingxi cruelly tried to kill their child, how could she not hold a grudge or be indifferent?
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Even if you try to put on a brave face, you still can't get over it in your heart.
If her child hadn't been alive, she would never have given Li Tingxi another chance.
Even if it means mutual destruction, even if it means death!
But seeing him crying in my arms like a child who had done something wrong, so fragile, innocent, and easily broken, his body trembling like fallen leaves in the autumn wind, I could see the fear and regret in his eyes.
She still couldn't remain indifferent.
At first, he thought that the loss of the child was just a temporary sadness, so he focused all his energy on coercing himself to get back together with him.
In her view, Li Tingxi was heartless and didn't really care about the child's death at all; his guilt only lasted a short while before it passed.
Unexpectedly, the bloody truth surrounding the child has haunted him for so many years, causing him nightmares that linger for a long time.
With her children by her side, she has actually emerged from the shadows of that year, and at least she no longer has nightmares or feels guilty and remorseful because of it.
This was originally the punishment that Li Tingxi deserved.
Five years have passed, and this harsh punishment has tormented him for so long that it has become a hidden wound in Li Tingxi's heart, tormenting him almost like a terminal illness.
She felt a little sorry for him. "Li Tingxi, let bygones be bygones."
Li Tingxi shook his head, looking as panicked and helpless as a lost little animal in the rainy night. "I can't get over it! I owe you two lives. Su Su, I don't dare mention the child, I owe you too much... I'm sorry... Even if we have children in the future, that child was still killed by my own hands!"
Compared to his displays of weakness, threats, and various tricks when he was sober... now every expression he makes, every sob he utters, instinctively moves Su Youling.
At that moment, she finally believed in Li Tingxi's love for her.
It contains no impurities and is not a substitute for anyone.
It only concerns the two of them.
"The child is actually..." For a moment, Su Youling almost couldn't help but tell him the truth about the child, so that he wouldn't be so afraid, uneasy, and filled with guilt.
Just then, Li Tingxi's phone rang.
Perhaps out of work instinct, he freed one hand, answered the call in a daze, and even pressed the speakerphone button as if to show his loyalty to Su Youling, "Who is it?"
"Tingxi, my head hurts so much, I can't sleep. Can you come to the hospital to see me?" Karina's soft and innocent voice came through.
Su Youling suddenly woke up and subconsciously pushed Li Tingxi away.
"Where are you going?" Li Tingxi grabbed her hand and looked over anxiously. Karina, on the other end of the phone, thought he was talking to her and quickly said happily, "I'll wait for you at the hospital. I'm not going anywhere."
Su Youling pointed to her phone and made a shushing gesture, indicating that he should answer the call and not worry about her.
Li Tingxi was still burning up and had no intention of obeying. He staggered to his feet and tried to follow Su Youling, abandoning his phone.
"..." Su Youling had no choice but to sit on the edge of the bed, let him hold her hand, and listen to the two talking on the phone in a casual manner.
Li Tingxi seemed to have sobered up a bit, and said in a muffled voice, "You just said you had a headache?"
"Yes, it hurts terribly. It's a sequela of the car accident. My head often hurts, you know..." Karina used the same old excuse, which used to make Li Tingxi feel guilty.
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