Chapter 194 Regrets are all supporting roles (Xue Guanlan’s Omega…
Lin Qin of Girls' Generation was a popular figure in school.
When walking on the campus many years ago as Lin Qin, Xue Guanlan could clearly sense the admiring and admiring gazes coming from all directions.
Xue Guanlan was very familiar with this look, because she, like Lin Qin, was also a very popular person in the school. In the beginning, the two were even sworn enemies and disliked each other because they both had top cancer and were very obsessed with being the first.
Therefore, during the six years of middle school, the top two in cultural subjects were always taken turns by the two of them, winning numerous gold medals for the school; the positions of president and vice president of the student union were also taken by the two of them, and all large-scale school activities were planned and completed by the two of them; Lin Qin was the head of the school shooting department, and she led the team members to win the championship of the same age group star competition for four consecutive years, and Xue Guanlan was the head of the physical training department, and he also won the first place in several competitions...
In short, before the second differentiation, both of them were truly the chosen ones of heaven.
When Xue Guanlan experienced these six years as Lin Qin in the game, he did not feel uncomfortable at all. He even thought with interest that from Lin Qin's perspective, his younger self seemed so annoying.
Since Xue Guanlan didn't have much time to play games, she adjusted the flow of time very quickly.
Therefore, it didn't take long before Lin Qin in the game grew up and was about to undergo a second differentiation.
The high school days for both of them are coming to an end.
After six years of healthy competition, Lin Qin and Xue Guanlan are no longer as hostile as they once were. Instead, they have become good friends due to their excessive interactions.
On the eve of graduation, the two sat together under the colorful clouds and talked about the future.
Lin Qin said confidently, "I want to go to the First Military Academy."
Xue Guanlan raised an eyebrow and said proudly, "Then we'll meet at the academy."
"When the time comes to compete for the top spot, I will not show mercy."
Lin Qin glanced at her contemptuously, and when their eyes met, they couldn't help laughing.
That was one of the best memories in Xue Guanlan's memory.
The content of the game is formed according to the player's brain waves. Therefore, although Xue Guanlan was very clear about everything that happened later and knew that Lin Qin's dream had not come true, at this moment, or on this day many years ago, Lin Qin knew nothing about it.
Even though he couldn't see his own expression at the moment, Xue Guanlan knew that the face of "Lin Qin", the player, must be full of ambition and expectations for the future.
But precisely because of this, Xue Guanlan, who knew very well what the future would be like, felt as if his heart was gently torn, and as if something heavy had fallen silently on him, and he inexplicably felt a little bit of retreat.
The fast-flowing time did not give her a chance to retreat.
On the eve of graduation, the character she controlled, "Lin Qin", finally underwent a second differentiation.
The sensory simulation of this game is very delicate. Although I was mentally prepared, when my head became dizzy, my limbs became too heavy, my whole body was hot, the back of my neck became painful and hot, and I felt itchy deep in my bones as if thousands of ants were crawling...
Xue Guanlan was still filled with irritation, sweating profusely, and his eyes were wet with tears as he gritted his teeth.
The deep powerlessness and reaction that came entirely from physiological reasons made Xue Guanlan feel inexplicably embarrassed and humiliated.
She even felt that there were streams of heat flowing out uncontrollably.
It's almost like being incontinent.
Xue Guanlan's mind went blank for a while. The physical discomfort and lack of control were really frustrating.
But because he knew that this body would differentiate into an Omega, and was also familiar with the physiological characteristics of Omega, although Xue Guanlan felt very uncomfortable, he did not lose his defense too much.
However, she didn't know that the cruel game unique to Omegas had just begun.
After differentiating into an Omega, when she returned to school, Xue Guanlan discovered that the way everyone looked at her had changed and became disgusting.
At this time, many of the same age have completed the second differentiation. Betas account for the majority of the graduates, a small number have differentiated into Alphas, and even fewer have differentiated into Omegas, less than ten in the whole school. There is only one person who has differentiated into an advanced Omega, "Lin Qin".
Suddenly, more and more people confessed their love to "Lin Qin".
Almost all the Alphas in the school have expressed their affection for her, either openly or covertly. Some Alphas and Betas who are wealthy or come from powerful families have even resorted to various means to try to get engaged or even married with her before she graduates, or even make it a fait accompli for them.
After being covered in pheromones by a stupid Alpha once again, Xue Guanlan, who was almost provoked into estrus, beat the guy up without mercy.
But even so, the increasingly hot neck and the faint fragrance told her that it would be best to leave here as soon as possible.
So, even though he felt disgusted and irritated, Xue Guanlan quickly kicked away the Alpha who was obviously in estrus and was lying like a dead dog, and quickly found an empty classroom to hide in.
As luck would have it, he ran into NPC Xue Guanlan, who was also in the susceptible period.
"Fuck!" At that moment, Xue Guanlan, who was disguised as "Lin Qin", really cursed out loud.
It was not until this moment that Xue Guanlan remembered that she and Lin Qin had indeed had such an outrageous meeting when they were about to graduate.
The pheromone matching degree between Lin Qin and Xue Guanlan is not low, as high as 90%.
At this time, they had just undergone secondary differentiation and were still very unfamiliar with their mutated bodies, let alone controlling them. When they suddenly met each other with a very high degree of matching, they were so excited that they almost lost their minds.
Seeing NPC Xue Guanlan rushing towards him with bloodshot eyes, Xue Guanlan, who was disguised as "Lin Qin", felt for the first time in his life that he was so hateful. He was so disgusted that he couldn't help but swear. His body felt hot and weak, but he was extremely irritable. He immediately rushed up and had a fierce fight with NPC Xue Guanlan.
Alphas are naturally suppressive towards Omegas.
Although he was very unwilling, and although both of them were S-level, "Lin Qin" did not win this time.
When being pinned firmly on the desk by the nearly insane NPC Xue Guanlan and nearly biting through the gland on the back of his neck, Xue Guanlan, disguised as "Lin Qin", felt unprecedented shame and anger for the first time in his heart, and his tears were completely out of his control, silently staining NPC Xue Guanlan's hands.
NPC Xue Guanlan paused for a long time before finally letting go of "Lin Qin".
After a while, he said "sorry" softly and left the classroom.
Xue Guanlan, disguised as "Lin Qin", locked the classroom immediately. Then his legs went limp and he slid to the ground against the wall. He rubbed the back of his neck with tears and gritted his teeth, and finally he couldn't help but retching.
This was the first time Xue Guanlan felt disgusting.
It was also the first time that she realized how terrible she looked in Lin Qin's eyes back then.
After returning home that day, Xue Guanlan stayed in the bathroom for a long time.
Because there were no advanced Omega inhibitors at that time, Lin Qin had to rely on herself to get through the estrus period.
As an S-level Alpha, Xue Guanlan also experienced the estrus period, but because he had one more way to vent his emotions than Omega, his body would become abnormally excited and his strength would double. So although he was restless from time to time, Xue Guanlan did not feel much except being annoyed.
But this is not the case with Omega's estrus period.
During the secondary differentiation, the surging soreness and weakness once again took over the body, and the strong physiological reaction once again made the body out of control.
The most terrifying thing was that Xue Guanlan discovered that during her estrus period, she would occasionally lose consciousness and had no idea what she was doing.
Fortunately, she has been locking herself up at home.
But if you are outside or in a public place...
Thinking of the news that every year in the empire, a large number of Omegas suddenly fell into estrus and were marked for life by strange Alphas, Xue Guanlan felt a surge in his stomach and couldn't help vomiting.
After the dark and tiring mating period, Xue Guanlan found that his body had become very tired and he could not stop panting even after walking a few more steps.
This change did not happen suddenly.
After differentiating into an Omega, Xue Guanlan could clearly feel that his muscles were degenerating day by day, his body was becoming softer than before, and his strength was much weaker than before the differentiation.
It's like being cursed.
But this is just the beginning.
This clear and irreversible change is like slow slicing for a man who was once strong and energetic.
Xue Guanlan began to panic.
This panic reached its peak when her hands began to tremble slightly not long after she started practicing target shooting.
There is no doubt that with such physical condition, it is impossible to pass the examination of the First Military Academy.
In particular, Lin Qin's estrus period coincides with the examination time of major military academies.
Before leaving the holographic examination room, Xue Guanlan knew that Lin Qin's dream of attending military school would never come true.
The reason for her shattered dream was not because Lin Qin’s own strength was not enough, but because she differentiated into an Omega.
Because she differentiated into an Omega, all aspects of her physical quality declined significantly.
Also because she differentiated into an Omega, no matter where she goes, she will be stared at by countless lustful eyes.
Everyone told Lin Qin that it was impossible for an Omega to be admitted to the military academy, and there was no place for an Omega in the military academy, because any Alpha would be a huge threat to her, and the military academy was a place where the proportion of Alphas was extremely high.
The Royal Omega Academy also sent a special recruitment invitation to Lin Qin because she is a rare S-level Omega. After graduating from the Royal Omega Academy in the future, she will be able to successfully marry into a powerful family and easily achieve class transition.
Xue Guanlan silently looked at the course catalog sent by the Royal O Academy. After seeing a bunch of courses such as flower arrangement, musical instruments, art appreciation, beauty and body care, and even how to get along with Alpha, he almost laughed out of anger.
As she laughed, she felt a strong sense of sadness and unwillingness in her heart.
She shouldn't be like this.
Lin Qin shouldn't be like this.
Neither she nor Lin Qin are the type to give up easily.
That's why later, "Lin Qin" chose the Imperial University which also had a military department.
On the day of graduation, "Lin Qin" saw the NPC Xue Guanlan, who was high-spirited and successfully admitted to the First Military Academy, among the outstanding graduates.
At that time, Xue Guanlan not only differentiated into an S-level Alpha, but also was admitted to the No. 1 Military Academy. He was surrounded by crowds of people and was flattered and fawned upon by many people. It was the proudest moment of his life.
After the crowd dispersed, Xue Guanlan came over and exchanged a few words with "Lin Qin".
Although the two had an embarrassing accidental shooting, NPC Xue Guanlan had sincerely apologized to "Lin Qin" afterwards, and "Lin Qin" did not delve into it.
She even smiled and congratulated Xue Guanlan for being admitted to the First Military Academy.
NPC Xue Guanlan looked at her for a while and congratulated her on being admitted to the Imperial University.
He also said that it would be great if they could meet again in the academy.
Xue Guanlan, who was disguised as "Lin Qin", looked at her younger self. When she said this, she actually considered it over and over again. She was indeed a little worried that it would hurt Lin Qin, and even thought that she had performed very well for a while.
But now, from the perspective of an observer, from the eyes of "Lin Qin", the joy and pride that was about to burst out on the young self's face was still too dazzling and too hurtful.
After NPC Xue Guanlan left, "Lin Qin" looked down at her hands.
After seeing the bloody hole in the palm of his hand dug by the fingertips, Xue Guanlan's eyes suddenly turned red, overwhelmed by surging regret and heartache.
…
This was the most unforgettable, difficult and painful night in Xue Guanlan's life.
After leaving the holographic cabin early in the morning, she vomited in the bathroom for a long time and even took a day off for the first time.
In the First Military Academy, Lin Qin learned that she had asked for leave:?
At the same time, Shen Qingzhu also received a private message from Xue Guanlan.
【Xue Guanlan: Doctor Shen, I really deserve to die.】
Shen Qingzhu:?
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