Chapter 92 Heart to Heart "It's my pleasure."
Ji Mingxue came to Shen Qingzhu today to assemble a mecha model.
After eating the fruit, the two quickly sat down on the floor in the living room and began to sort out the parts that Ji Mingxue brought.
Although Shen Qingzhu has some interest in mechas, he is obviously not as passionate about them as Ji Mingxue.
After letting Sunjian project the blueprint of "Mingluan" into the air, Shen Qingzhu helped Ji Mingxue while watching Ji Mingxue enthusiastically start to assemble the model.
In fact, long before he and Ji Mingxue became lovers, Shen Qingzhu discovered that whenever Ji Mingxue mentioned mecha, she would be full of energy and her whole body seemed to be glowing.
The same is true now.
Ji Mingxue once said that he had loved mechas since he was very young.
Shen Qingzhu couldn't help but ask him, "Ji Xiaoxue, why do you like mechas so much?"
If you ask other people this question, about nine out of ten people will say that of course it is because the mecha is the god of individual soldiers and the most powerful individual combat unit in the interstellar era.
And admiring the strong is human instinct.
Therefore, it is really hard for anyone who has seen a mecha not to like it.
Sure enough, after hearing this question, Ji Mingxue also answered, "Of course it's because the mecha is very strong."
After saying this, seeing that Shen Qingzhu was still looking at him with a smile, Ji Mingxue lowered his eyes and stroked the parts in his hand. While feeling relaxed, he rarely talked about his childhood.
"I don't think I've ever told you about my family," Ji Mingxue said softly while assembling the core power system in an orderly manner, "I had two biological fathers, one was an Alpha and the other was an Omega."
"My Omega father was an outstanding SS-class Omega. For various reasons, he married that Alpha."
"That Alpha's genetic level is only B. His temperament, appearance, wealth and other conditions are far inferior to those of my father O's other suitors."
"But later, my father O chose him anyway."
When saying this, Ji Mingxue's expression was very calm.
But Shen Qingzhu still noticed that when Ji Mingxue mentioned the father A in the physiological sense, a flash of deep disgust passed through his eyes.
He handed Ji Mingxue the necessary parts at the right time.
After Ji Mingxue took it, she smiled at him and continued to assemble the model. She also continued, "Although my father is an Omega, he has quite some influence in the Ji family."
"Although Alpha is also of noble origin, his genetic level is far inferior to that of his other brothers and sisters, so he was excluded from the family heirs early on."
"But later, after marrying my father, that Alpha became the ultimate master of the family."
Shen Qingzhu asked him gently, "Is it because the Ji family helped him?"
Ji Mingxue nodded, "It's a well-known fact - without my father O, Alpha would be nothing."
Shen Qingzhu: ...
He did not remind Ji Mingxue that the word "known to everyone" would reveal many things, such as the identities of his two fathers.
Also, the directions of 2S-class Omega and B-class Alpha are too obvious.
But Ji Mingxue obviously had something else to say, so Shen Qingzhu did not disturb him and just listened quietly.
Ji Mingxue: "Because of the huge difference in their genetic levels, they have not had any children for many years after their marriage."
"Although Alpha said that they were not in a hurry and that they could take their time, he often asked others to indirectly blame my father O for not having children."
"But anyone with a little common sense in physiology knows that when the genetic level difference is too great, it is very difficult for the Alpha to open the Omega's reproductive cavity and allow the Omega to successfully conceive."
"Although my father was aware of this matter, he still had a hard time because of the rumors during those years."
"After decades of marriage, my father finally had a child, me."
"I have been the apple of my family's eye since I was born."
"Alpha has always said that I am their hard-earned treasure and his only heir in the future."
"But the irony is that when I was very young, someone suddenly came to my father O and said that he and that Alpha had an illegitimate child."
"The result of the illegitimate child's initial differentiation test is still Alpha."
"As for me, you should know that noble families always have some means to detect differentiation results in advance. At that time, I was just detected to have the Super O gene, and the probability of differentiating into an Omega in the future was as high as 99%."
Shen Qingzhu recalled the information he knew and roughly calculated that Ji Mingxue should have been only three years old at that time.
Although Ji Mingxue still looked calm, Shen Qingzhu still sat next to him and touched his head comfortingly.
Ji Mingxue actually no longer felt sad because of that scum, but when Shen Qingzhu gently comforted him, he still squinted his eyes, rubbed Shen Qingzhu's gloved palm, and leaned back into Shen Qingzhu's arms.
Shen Qingzhu hugged him from behind and listened quietly to Ji Mingxue continue, "After learning that the Alpha cheated, my father's first reaction was to divorce him."
"But the Alpha disagreed and even knelt down to beg my father O, saying that he must have an Alpha successor."
"He also promised my father O that, besides me, he would only have that one Alpha child in his life, and would never touch anyone else except my father O."
Shen Qingzhu: ...
He had never heard of this.
Although the Alpha was Ji Mingxue's biological father, Shen Qingzhu still couldn't help but leaned on Ji Mingxue's shoulder and whispered, "It's a bit disgusting."
Ji Mingxue burst into laughter, and while laughing, he turned around and hugged Shen Qingzhu tightly, "That's right! It's disgusting!"
Because of Shen Qingzhu's complaint, Ji Mingxue's mood obviously improved a lot, and her voice became much lighter.
He quickly turned around and started to assemble the model, while continuing to recount that bloody past, "My father O was also disgusted by him at the time and resolutely filed for divorce from him."
"But that Alpha didn't want to let my father O go. He still needed the Ji family behind my father O."
"So later, he imprisoned my father O and me."
Upon hearing this, Shen Qingzhu frowned and subconsciously tightened his arms around Ji Mingxue's waist.
Feeling his worry and nervousness, even though that happened more than ten years ago, Ji Mingxue still felt very comforted and patted Shen Qingzhu's arm soothingly.
He smiled and said to Shen Qingzhu, "Don't worry, my father and I are not hurt."
"People from the Ji family, even Omegas, have some means of self-protection when they are out in the world."
"The day after being imprisoned by the Alpha, my father O's brother drove a mecha into the Alpha's house and almost demolished the entire house. That's how my father O and I escaped."
Shen Qingzhu: ...
In other words, the head of the Ji family almost demolished the imperial palace back then?
Such a big event was totally not reported in the news throughout the empire. I don't know who blocked the news.
Ji Mingxue: "Not long after that, my father successfully divorced that Alpha, and I have been living with my father in the Ji family."
While saying this, Ji Mingxue did not stop working. At this time, he had basically assembled the core power system of "Mingluan".
He leaned back into Shen Qingzhu's arms to rest for a while, playing with Shen Qingzhu's fingers tightly wrapped in snow-white gloves, and chuckled, "I once told you that I once thought I would differentiate into an Alpha again, but in fact, that was just my hope."
"Because when I was very young, I knew that I would only be an Omega when I grew up."
“But I won’t give up.”
"I actually know that it was because I was tested positive for the Super O gene that the Alpha tentatively revealed the news of the illegitimate child to my father."
"He wanted to use the fact that I would differentiate into an Omega to force my father to compromise."
"Fortunately, my father is not as weak as he looks, so he didn't succeed."
"I knew this a long time ago, so in the first few years after their divorce, I once thought, if I could differentiate into Alpha, would Alpha not betray my father?"
"It was probably from that time that I began to aspire to become an Alpha and become powerful."
"But I was too young at that time and didn't know exactly how to become an Alpha."
"But I have seen my uncle driving a mecha to destroy a house, and I was deeply impressed by the mecha that was as big and powerful as a mountain."
Shen Qingzhu chuckled and held him and shook him, "So from then on, you started to like mechas?"
Ji Mingxue nodded, "Because I think the mecha can protect me and my father."
"Of course, this is just what I thought when I was a kid."
“But it was indeed from that time that I began to come into contact with and become obsessed with mechas.”
Thinking of her childhood, Ji Mingxue couldn't help but chuckle, "Didn't I say that I once thought that if I could differentiate into Alpha, then Alpha might not betray my father."
Shen Qingzhu said "hmm", "Then what made you change your mind later?"
Ji Mingxue smiled and said, "Because I found out that Alpha has other illegitimate children."
"It's just that they were not able to differentiate into Alpha, so he didn't bring them to my father."
Shen Qingzhu felt a little disgusted again, and finally confirmed that Ji Mingxue's physiological A father was indeed a piece of trash who emphasized A over OB.
Ji Mingxue: "I was a bit obsessed in those years. In order to prove that even if I differentiated into an Omega, I would not be weaker than an Alpha, I wanted to do everything that an Alpha could do."
"During that time, I really trained like crazy and I didn't listen to anyone."
Although Ji Mingxue did not elaborate, Shen Qingzhu could still sense the distress and resentment in his heart during those years.
He held Ji Mingxue in his arms with heartache. Ji Mingxue turned around and rubbed his chest. After resting enough, she continued to assemble the model.
Thinking of herself at that time, Ji Mingxue chuckled and said, "If you saw me at that time, you would definitely not like it."
She looked so proud, sensitive, aloof and sharp, not to mention Shen Qingzhu, even Ji Mingxue herself felt a little itchy when she looked back.
Although she didn't know why he said that, Shen Qingzhu still chuckled and asked him, "Then, how did you become what you are now?"
Ji Mingxue recalled, "When I was fifteen, an uncle who served in the 'Expeditionary Force' took me to the front line of the Orc Empire."
“There, I saw alien beasts from the sky for the first time, and also saw war and death for the first time.”
Ji Mingxue did not elaborate on that experience, but only said with emotion, "That was also the first time I clearly realized that compared to the vast universe, humans are so small and so fragile."
"In the face of cruel war, the loss of life is too easy and too insignificant."
"Many people said hello to me the day before, but I didn't see them anymore the next day."
Shen Qingzhu hugged him quietly, never expecting that Ji Mingxue had such an experience.
Then Ji Mingxue said, "It was from that time that I clearly realized that life is short and no one knows what will happen next."
“So, no matter what you want to do, you must do your best to fight for it.”
He turned around and hugged Shen Qingzhu's waist, narrowed his eyes and smiled, "I remember you once said that I have always been brave in liking you."
"That's because, if I don't tell you how much I like you, if I can't be with the person I like, I don't know what will happen the next day."
"So, while I'm still here, while I'm still alive, I will certainly do my best to fight for this relationship."
“I am also very fortunate that I really fought for it.”
"Shen Qingzhu, I really, really like you."
The light in his eyes was so hot and so sincere, it was the look that Shen Qingzhu liked the most and was the one that moved her the most.
It was not until then that Shen Qingzhu understood why Ji Mingxue, who was of noble status and should have been pure and innocent, could always express her feelings to him so purely and honestly.
Shen Qingzhu was also really touched, and her heart beat faster and faster for Ji Mingxue.
He gently held the back of Ji Mingxue's head, opened his mental barrier, leaned forward slightly and kissed Ji Mingxue on the lips.
Then, in Ji Mingxue's suddenly brightened eyes, he said softly, "It's my honor."
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