Chapter 105 Xiao Yi's Heartache



"Okay, Mom, I definitely won't ask Dad."

After getting Xiao Jingyu's guarantee, Lin Shuang breathed a sigh of relief.

At night, the two of them lay in bed. Lin Shuang thought about the things that happened during the day, Xiao Yi's emotions, and his outward expressions. Lin Shuang felt that she should still keep a distance, so she stayed far away from Xiao Yi.

Xiao Yi glanced at the person standing far away from him, feeling a little lonely.

Lin Shuang knew that Xiao Yi was not asleep, but she didn't dare to speak and could only pretend to be asleep.

Looking at Lin Shuang with her back to him, he didn't want to talk to her at all.

The dark thoughts in Xiao Yi's heart grew in this dark night.

He stared at Lin Shuang's back with a serious look. He was not a good person to begin with, and his hands were stained with countless blood.

Although they were all foreigners, the scene of my first murder was still vivid in my mind. I still remember that I was only 15 years old at that time, and I had already gone to the battlefield and almost died on the spot.

It was thanks to my good fortune that I returned safely and was given an official position. It was from then on that the prince and I became acquainted.

Later, he resigned from his post and returned home, hoping to live a peaceful life with his children. Unexpectedly, some of the Third Prince's former subordinates took several stabs in order to prevent them from returning to report the news. However, he never imagined that the knife had been poisoned.

There is no doubt that he will die in March. The poison will enter his lungs and liver little by little, but it cannot be detected. The moment the poison enters his body, his death is doomed.

It was the same in the previous life, but he did not expect that after his death, his family would be broken up and his relatives would die. The appearance of Lin Shuang changed everything, but he was told that it was just a book and he was just a character written by the author with a few strokes.

This feeling made Xiao Yi hard to accept. It turned out that the suffering his family had endured was destined.

Lin Shuang's arrival gave him hope, and he saw light slowly shining into the darkness.

In the previous life, the child died tragically and both parents passed away, but I, as a ghost, was able to see the final outcome. This is the true murder and heartbreak.

God couldn't bear it anymore, so he let him be reborn with the memories of his past life, and let Lin Shuang save the family.

Xiao Yi felt that Lin Shuang was like the moon in the mirror and the flower in the water to him.

It illuminates my dark life like the bright moonlight, but I cannot touch it. It is out of reach. I can only watch it from afar, not possess it by force.

Enjoy the brief good time, and then she will withdraw safely, leaving only those of them who were too immersed in the play to live in memories.

No, what's the point of living for such a person? I just want to pick the bright moon in the mirror.

If we say that Xiao Yi before was a serious and upright young man, then Xiao Yi now is a dark and paranoid white-knuckled black.

Lin Shuang is so good, how come no one likes her?

Treat all children equally, educate them properly when they are disobedient, explain the reasons and consequences to them.

He also takes good care of and supports the villagers and does not make malicious assumptions about others.

Even when he had just been reborn and woke up, he spoke harshly to her, but she did not retaliate or treat him badly.

I think she must have been loved by many people in the place where she used to live.

Who can not love such a loyal and righteous person?

He slowly moved his whole body closer to Lin Shuang, and finally hugged Lin Shuang carefully.

Lin Shuang was suddenly hugged and was a little surprised.

She struggled uncomfortably, with a look of panic on her face, "Xiao Yi, it's too hot, can you please stop hugging me?"

Having witnessed Xiao Yi's paranoia during the day, Lin Shuang was a little hesitant to act rashly and could only use an excuse to get him away.

"Shuangshuang, I'm cold." Xiao Yi was unwilling to let go no matter what Lin Shuang said.

"Xiao Yi, you said it's cold in this weather, are you okay?" Lin Shuang frowned, she really couldn't help it, in this season where you sweat easily, you actually said it was cold to her.

Xiao Yi was stunned for a moment, and then his certain tone made Lin Shuang wonder if she was sick.

"Shuangshuang, I didn't, I just felt a little cold." Xiao Yi, if you lie, you should at least find a plausible reason.

I feel like I'm being played for a fool.

"Shuangshuang, I really didn't lie to you." Xiao Yi hugged her tighter.

Lin Shuang couldn't push it open no matter how hard she pushed.

I had to give up.

Looking at Lin Shuang who was no longer struggling, Xiao Yi's mouth corners slowly rose in the silent night.

The moon is bright and the stars are sparse, and the bright moon emits bright moonlight.

Lin Shuang in the room had already fallen asleep, but Xiao Yi beside her was pale, his lips were bloodless, and he was trembling all over.

He kept repeating the names of several children.

The noise became louder and louder, and Lin Shuang was woken up.

I turned over and heard the source of the voice, it was Xiao Yi.

In the faint moonlight, I saw that Xiao Yi's clothes and hair on his forehead were soaked with sweat, and he kept talking nonsense.

Lin Shuang was extremely anxious. She hurriedly sat up and gently shook Xiao Yi's arm.

"Xiao Yi, wake up, what's wrong with you?"

"It's cold, so cold, I'm so cold." Lin Shuang could only get closer to Xiao Yi and listen to what Xiao Yi said with her ears.

"Cold, why are you cold? It's summer time. Are you sick?"

Lin Shuang helped Xiao Yi up.

There was no color on Xiao Yi's face, which looked very scary.

Lin Shuang was also panicked at this moment.

"It's cold. I'm so cold."

Lin Shuang hugged Xiao Yi directly to keep him warm.

Feeling warm, Xiao Yi hugged Lin Shuang tightly, rubbing his face against Lin Shuang's shoulders like a dying little animal.

Lin Shuang was strangled to the point of almost being unable to breathe, but she still did not scold Xiao Yi.

"System, what happened to him?"

Not knowing the reason, Lin Shuang had to seek help from the system.

[Shuangshuang, he has a heart disease.]

The body is affected by toxins. 】

"Heart disease, how could it be a heart disease? In the more than a month we've been together, what I've seen most is gentleness towards others. Apart from some paranoia today, I really haven't noticed anything."

[He watched his family members die one by one in front of his eyes, but he was powerless to do anything. This is what worries him. Even though you solved all of this, the indelible damage caused to his heart is still in his heart.

When you feel uneasy, this emotion will magnify everything you care about and fear losing.

You can’t get out of the dream.

Even though it didn't happen in this life, the memory of what happened in the previous life will always be in his mind.

Lin Shuang felt a little overwhelmed after hearing these words, mixed with a hint of sadness.

The system looked at the last task in the background and made Xiao Yi fall in love with you.

It was silent. Although it was a system, it had learned a lot about human emotions during this period of time, so it naturally knew what Shuangshuang was thinking.

Sober and unwilling to hurt others.

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