Chapter 321: Losing for Life
Hu Xiner sniffed and pulled out the Yunjue jade from around her neck.
This was given to her by Mu Qing.
Scenes from the past replayed before her eyes. When she accepted the jade, she never thought that things between her and Mu Qing would become like this.
Mu Qing looked at Yu, his eyes full of tenderness: "Do you remember, Xin'er, back then..."
He tried to use past events to calm Hu Xiner down.
But Hu Xin'er choked up and said, "Do you still remember the oath you made when you gave me this jade?"
Mu Qing met her tearful eyes and felt a slight shock in his heart.
"You swore that you would never leave me. But now you plan to never see me again in your life if something happens." Hu Xiner's tears fell.
Mu Qing suddenly felt something was wrong.
Hu Xin'er said bitterly, "Now that the oath has been broken, this jade might as well be smashed!"
After saying that, she took off the jade directly, raised her hand high, and actually pretended to smash it!
Mu Qing quickly grabbed her hand.
Hu Xin'er was furious and refused to give up. "Let me go, please let me go! I will stay in the Liu Mansion for the rest of my life. Isn't this what you want?"
Mu Qing hugged her tightly in his arms, angry and anxious: "What kind of nonsense are you talking about? How can I bear to really be separated from you!"
"You always say that, but every time something happens you want to leave me behind." Hu Xin'er cried, "Sometimes I really doubt whether you have been lying to me all along..."
Mu Qing felt a pang of pain in his heart: "I'm sorry, Xin'er, I'm too impulsive. Every time I encounter something related to you, especially when I think you're in danger, I can't calm down."
Hu Xiner listened to this sincere confession and thought of how Mu Qing had completely lost his mind when he was kidnapped by bandits, and she burst into tears.
Of course she knew how much Mu Qing cared about her.
It was because of this kind of Mu Qing that she, who was originally greedy for money, lustful, timid and afraid of death, was willing to support him and stay by his side regardless of her life.
However, her sincerity was repeatedly rejected.
We clearly agreed to never separate and face danger together, but when danger comes, we are forced to escape alone. It feels really bad.
Even in the name of love, imposing one's will on others is harmful.
She sobbed and asked, "Mu Qing, have you always thought I was useless? Do you think I've always been a burden to your Lu family?"
Mu Qing was shocked: "Why do you think so?"
Hu Xin'er sobbed and sobbed, "Otherwise, why do you always throw me away like a burden every time we encounter danger?"
Mu Qing was heartbroken. He had not expected that his well-intentioned action would put such a heavy burden on Hu Xiner.
He thought that Hu Xin'er was optimistic, open-minded, and understanding. Even if she was angry with him, she would figure it out after a few days.
But he overlooked how much Hu Xin'er had changed since she came to the capital with him.
She began to learn etiquette and how to behave. She became sensitive and began to clumsily think about those conspiracies and tricks that she was not good at.
She has always been a strong and independent woman, and wants to face all the ups and downs with him.
She was open-minded enough not to care about the ridicule of everyone in the capital. Even as a peasant girl, she walked proudly and confidently among the ladies of noble families.
However, she could not resist the harm from the people closest to her!
Mu Qing couldn't help but hugged Hu Xiner tightly, then changed direction and faced Hu Xiner.
He gently held her face and wiped the tears from her face with his thumb. "Xin'er, how could you be a burden? You are a treasure given to me by God. I just want to protect you carefully."
Hu Xiner wanted to question, but met his affectionate eyes.
For a moment, her heart seemed to be violently shaken.
In Mu Qing's eyes, besides his love and heartache for her, there was also melancholy and self-blame, and even a hint of uneasiness.
He is blaming himself for being incompetent!
Mu Qing did not lie. In his heart, Hu Xin'er was the rainbow that suddenly appeared after the storm. She was a ray of light that shone into his life that was originally as dark as mud. From this, he was able to give birth to countless hopes and excitement.
Without her, his life might not have been so colorful, just endless revenge.
If it weren't for her, he would always live under the shadow of Lu Yunjue and live as the disdained second son of the Lu family.
So he wanted to protect her, but he was always powerless and always put her in danger.
He was very afraid that he would really lose Hu Xiner, so he was overwhelmed by this anxiety and did inappropriate things.
Mu Qing embraced Hu Xin'er again and apologized to her incoherently: "I'm sorry, Xin'er, can you forgive me?"
After several coaxings, Hu Xiner finally stopped crying, and most of her anger disappeared.
What she just said were actually her inappropriate suspicions and speculations. When she didn't say them out loud, they kept turning over and over in her mind, but after she said them out loud, she felt like they were no big deal.
It was just that she felt a little embarrassed because she had cried so hard just now, so she looked awkward and didn't say anything.
Mu Qing's voice was a little hoarse because he choked up when he was coaxing his wife.
He took the jade from her hand and put it on Hu Xiner.
Hu Xin'er did not refuse and silently stuffed the jade back into her clothes, which meant that she had actually forgiven Mu Qing in her heart.
She glanced at Mu Qing and found that Mu Qing's eyes were slightly red and full of tenderness. With such a beautiful face, if she posted a selfie on the Internet, it would definitely attract a lot of little sisters to comfort and sympathize with her.
And she naturally felt a little distressed.
Mu Qing gently placed his forehead against hers and said, "That jade is like me. If you really drop it, there will be no me in this world anymore."
Hu Xin'er said angrily, "Even without Yun Jue Yu, there are still Yue Jue Yu and Xing Jue Yu. Don't think that just because you are the most handsome man in the capital, I can't live without you. The world is big and there are many handsome men!"
Mu Qing said helplessly: "You, besides being very good at painting, you are also very good at talking."
"Why, you don't believe it? I'll go find the eldest princess tomorrow and ask her to assign me a few male favorites, the white-robed zither player, the green-robed scholar, the twin handsome boys..." Seeing that her husband's eyes were becoming increasingly dangerous, Hu Xiner spoke more and more softly.
Mu Qing was sullen for a moment, but then he chuckled softly, "Forget it, forget it. I can't argue with you, so I admit defeat."
Then, he looked at Hu Xin'er affectionately: "This loss will last a lifetime."
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