In the three years after Qin Langyue's death, Luo Shan Bingling went from being in disbelief at first to being forced to accept it later.
There were countless times when he always saw A Yue's figure in a trance.
A Yue shouldn't have died for this, at least she shouldn't have died for him, for this matter.
His A-Yue is such a good person, why should she be responsible for his impulsive behavior...
So, during those years, Luo Shan Bing Ling seemed to have become a different person, as if he had gone crazy. He tried all kinds of ways to get his A Yue back, and even knelt down in the Qingyun Hall to beg the head master.
That was the first time he had done this. Although the headmaster was angry, he finally relented and agreed. After all, he was the child he had watched grow up...
It’s a pity that the black gas was too mysterious. After absorbing the vitality, Qin Langyue and the black gas turned into ashes. Not to mention the soul, even the physical body was not left.
The high-level resurrection methods in the world of immortal cultivation also require a medium. Qin Langyue left nothing behind, and the sect leader was powerless.
However, Luo Shan Bing Ling did not seem to be willing to give up. During that period, she even showed some signs of being possessed by demons and even believed in some evil methods.
When the headmaster found him, he was preparing to sacrifice Dafa, surrounded by several tied up and unconscious mortals.
"Bingling, what are you doing?"
"Master, why are you asking this when you already know the answer? Of course, it's to get my A-Yue back."
Although Luo Shan Bingling was talking to the headmaster, her hands never stopped moving.
"That kid didn't want to sacrifice innocent people and would rather die himself. You wanted to kill so many innocent people in order to resurrect him. Even if he came back, he wouldn't want to see this scene."
The headmaster persuaded them with both emotional and logical appeals.
In fact, he knew that Luo Shan Bingling and that boy had secretly become a Taoist couple. After all, he was the leader, and nothing in Qingyun Sect could escape his eyes.
But he still acquiesced. He had already regarded Bing Ling as his own child. It was cruel in itself to prevent him from finding a Taoist partner and restrict his happiness for the rest of his life.
He saw how good the boy was to Bing Ling, and originally thought that the two of them could always be like this, and he, as a half-father, could rest assured. However, he didn't expect such a thing to happen.
He had only closed a small barrier and broken through a small realm, but it turned out to be such an irreversible situation...
"It doesn't matter. As long as Ayue can come back, he can be beaten or punished as he pleases."
Luo Shan Bingling obviously didn't want to listen to the master's words at this time. After A Yue's death, he had been living with such unrealistic fantasies.
"Bing Ling, don't be silly. You clearly know that the Soul Sacrifice Formation is useless. You just created a body similar to that boy based on your imagination. That's not him at all."
When Luo Shan Bingling heard these words, a trace of clarity seemed to return to her paranoid eyes, and tears could not be suppressed and kept falling from her eyes.
"Master, what do you think I should do? I'm at my wit's end. I really am at my wit's end. I've tried everything..."
Looking at Luo Shan Bingling's helpless eyes, the Sect Leader walked over and slowly touched his head, just like when he was a child.
"Release those bound mortals, and also release... yourself, before you make a terrible mistake."
"Let me go..."
Luo Shan Bingling kept repeating the master's words, and finally nodded and released those mortals.
Master is right. Even if the soul-sacrificing formation succeeds, it will just be a shell that looks like A-Yue. That's not A-Yue... When A-Yue comes back and sees me with that thing, she'll be jealous. A-Yue loves to be jealous...
Luo Shan Bing Ling could only tell himself this, at least it would make him feel better. He knew clearly that A Yue might never come back...
It only took Luo Shan Bing Ling five years to accept this reality. During those five years, he found that the time he saw A Yue's phantom was getting shorter and shorter...
When he was accepting this reality, he had the thought of dying immediately and meeting A Yue in the underworld as soon as possible.
But it was just a thought. He knew he couldn't be so selfish. The headmaster had trained him so much and had even designated him as the next headmaster...
He died like this, and felt sorry for the cultivation of the master...
After he becomes the leader, he will train the next candidate and then go down to look for Ayue...
Although Luo Shan Bingling thought so, the light in his eyes gradually dimmed. Now he just wanted to be free as soon as possible.
The head of the sect naturally saw it, and at that time he always couldn't help but sigh, thinking that emotional pain was too difficult to heal.
This kind of thing can only be healed slowly over time or hidden away, and can only be digested by yourself. It is useless for others to persuade you.
Anyway, Bing Ling is so talented, if nothing unexpected happens, she will have no problem living for more than a thousand years. By then, he should have forgotten this matter in the long river of time...
The incident involving Luo Shan Bing Ling caused a huge stir, and everyone in the Qingyun Sect knew about it.
Fortunately, Luo Shan Bingling's official identity is a woman, so his relationship with A Yue has not been criticized.
Some people even adapted it into a storybook, telling the story of the world's most infatuated fairy who only wanted to meet her lover.
There is also a small number of people who fantasize that Luo Shan Bing Ling did this for him and changed Qin Langyue's name to their own.
"You said it's a good thing that Qin Langyue is dead. Now we have a chance, don't we? Wouldn't it be wonderful to marry Fairy Bingling home as my wife?"
"Yeah, because of Qin Langyue, we were rejected countless times by Fairy Bingling. Now... hehehe."
Luo Shan Bingling, who happened to pass by, heard the conversation between the two ordinary errand disciples from a distance because of her high level of cultivation.
I couldn't help but feel a pain in my heart. Why did we use the word "fortunately" to describe A Yue's death? Is this a good thing?
It is obvious that A Yue is such a good person, but she is cold on the outside but warm on the inside. No matter who in Qingyun Sect is in trouble, as long as she sees it, she will help if she can.
It is clear that A Yue did not do anything wrong, so why do other people have such strong malice for no reason?
Before being with Qin Langyue, Luo Shan Bingling, who used to enjoy being surrounded by these suitors, couldn't help but feel cold all over for the first time.
He then realized that those suitors approached him with a purpose, either because of his looks, a sense of superiority, or his status...
If only A-Yue were still alive... A-Yue has always only cared about himself...
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