Song Ya felt very uncomfortable deep down in her heart. Ever since she confirmed that Su Han was the reincarnation of that adult, Song Jinnian, who was extremely close to that adult and even became dependent on him unconsciously, was most likely the reincarnation of her ancestor.
How absurd this was, the child she gave birth to was actually the reincarnation of her ancestor... This absurd feeling was like a dark cloud, lingering in her heart and could not be shaken off.
Of course, this is far from the most critical point...
Whenever she thought of her lovely Nian Nian, her memories of her past life would gradually be restored, completely overwriting her memories of this life, and she would no longer recognize her as her mother...
Song Ya's hands unconsciously clenched into fists. Ever since Nian Nian was born, when she saw the blood-red plum blossom mark on his waist, she had actually guessed it, but she just didn't want to believe it.
Reincarnation has three elements, and Niannian only meets one of them. Maybe it's just an ordinary birthmark. She has been deceiving herself like this all along...
But now, when she saw so much evidence in front of her, she could no longer continue to deceive herself...
She was a selfish demon. She really didn't want her Nian Nian to become less like himself and be completely replaced by him in his previous life.
However, the blood flowing in her body did not allow her to not help him recover his memories of his past life even though she knew that he was her ancestor.
Song Ya sighed deeply. In fact, if the reincarnation of her ancestor was another child in the family, she would definitely not fall into such tangled emotions. Instead, she would conscientiously and responsibly try her best to help the reincarnation of her ancestor recover the memory of the previous life, so that the prosperity of the family can return to the world.
After all, his ancestor was the third-generation demon king in the demon world. Even if he only recovered his memory but not his cultivation level from his previous life, there were still many other ways to enable him to achieve a breakthrough in his cultivation level.
Moreover, the return of the ancestors also means that the family has a powerful leader.
If we calculate based on the interests of the family, it would be better if the ancestor's reincarnation could recover its memory as soon as possible, but Song Ya simply could not give up her deep feelings for Nian Nian.
She had to make plans for her family and consider her children.
So, she finally had no choice but to choose a compromise, which was to slow down the speed at which Song Jinnian recovered her memories of her previous life, so that her Niannian could at least live happily for a few more years.
Of course, what she meant by "alleviating" did not mean deliberately obstructing anything, but simply not helping.
Song Jinnian's memories of his previous life would eventually be restored from the moment he met Su Han. Now it was just a matter of time.
When Song Ya thought of this, she suddenly regretted her decision to send Song Jinnian to the Wanjian Sect. If she had not been sent to the Wanjian Sect and had not met Su Han, she should have been able to live a carefree life.
However, this thought only flashed through her mind. She secretly said that she was too naive. According to the records in the scroll, they both had made a vow. No matter how they tried to stop it, fate would eventually make them meet.
It's just a pity for her Nian Nian, who became a sacrifice for no reason and did not have a complete life of her own.
She didn't believe that Song Jinnian could maintain his current sanity after being exposed to so many memories of his previous life. After all, Nian Nian was just a child.
The best result is that the two memories are mixed together, but the memories of the previous life will definitely dominate.
Song Ya looked at Su Han opposite her and spoke slowly in an extremely sincere tone.
"I hope Xiaohan can treat Nian Nian well and let him live a happier life..." While his consciousness still belongs to him.
Song Ya did not say the second half of the sentence. She was afraid that after she said it, the tears in her eyes would flow down.
Her Niannian cares about Su Han very much and will be worried about Su Han's words or even his various actions. Although it may also be caused by the influence of her previous life, as a mother, she still does not want Niannian to worry about gains and losses, be unhappy and anxious in the few years left to her.
Su Han felt a sudden pain in his heart when he heard the almost pleading tone.
Although he didn't understand the whole story, but after listening to Song Ya's words, it seemed that Song Jinnian would not live long...
When Su Han thought that his junior brother, who was noisy and excitedly sharing all kinds of interesting things with him, might leave, his emotions, which had originally returned to normal, immediately became fluctuating.
Combined with the few words Song Ya said before, Song Jinnian's departure sounded related to herself and the path of reincarnation.
Su Han breathed a sigh of relief and tried to get his heart beating back to normal, but it was of no use.
"Can you tell me the details? Including this pink crystal?"
Su Han's voice trembled slightly. The last time this tone appeared, he was begging his mother not to abandon him.
"Xiaohan...sometimes the less you know, the better."
Song Ya was silent for a moment and said this.
To be honest, she also sympathized with the child in front of her. After all, like Nian Nian, his consciousness would gradually be replaced as his memory recovered.
It is better not to tell them this cruel truth. Even if they know it, it cannot be changed, and they will fall into panic. Instead of this, it is better to spend their remaining time in ignorance but happiness.
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