In fact, after he signed the contract with "Xiaobai", he took the initiative to propose to buy one for Lingxiao. When Lingxiao refused, he was curious and wanted to ask, but seeing that Lingxiao was in a bad mood, he didn't ask. He didn't expect Lingxiao to take the initiative to ask.
"A life is too heavy. If I buy it and sign a contract with it, I will be responsible for its entire life. I can't bear this kind of responsibility."
Chu Lingxiao lowered his eyes and held Qingze's cheeks with both hands.
"You can think I'm selfish or weak, but I am..."
"I've never thought so! On the contrary, I think it is Ling Xiao's awareness that better reflects his kindness."
"Parents who give birth to children but don't raise them, abandon them, or fail to love them are the truly irresponsible ones."
Gu Qingze seemed to remember something, and his heart seemed to be touched, and he said indignantly.
"It seems Qingze is deeply touched?"
Chu Lingxiao touched his head to comfort him.
"...My parents abandoned me."
Gu Qingze half hugged him and spoke softly.
Although he has never met his biological parents, every time he encounters a parent-teacher conference at school or his classmates share their experiences of their parents playing with them...
He felt inexplicably lonely... Although that loneliness would quickly dissipate on the surface, it actually still remained in his heart, like a knot that could not be untied.
He had resented them when he was very young, but that was only for a short period of time. When he came to his senses, he would make amends for them, saying that they had their own difficulties or something.
But no matter how he tries to make amends, it can't change the fact that his parents don't want him...
As he grew older, those emotions became less frequent, replaced by a kind of indifference. He no longer cared about this matter that much, but occasionally in the middle of the night, he would still think of it...
That was the snow that had been accumulating in my heart for years, getting thicker and thicker, and taking a long time to melt. Until today, I suddenly couldn't suppress it anymore and couldn't help but reveal some of it.
Since Ling Xiao already knows that he is not the original owner, it’s okay for him to be a little unrestrained tonight, right?
When Chu Lingxiao heard this, he was stunned at first, then smiled calmly. As far as he knew, Qingze had a father, but he said that both his parents abandoned him... So was Qingze telling his true experience?
Thinking of this, he patted his back gently and hugged him tightly, "It's okay, I'm here. I will never abandon Qingze and will always love Qingze."
So... Qingze, did you hear that? You need to rely on me more, love me more, and ideally, you should be able to live without me, and only have me in your eyes...
Gu Qingze quickly adjusted his mood and said softly, "Thank you Ling Xiao, I'm fine."
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