Chu Lingxiao gradually calmed down and stopped struggling.
Seeing that he seemed to be comforted, Gu Qingze slowly released the hand that was covering his mouth and gently stroked his fur.
"Ling Xiao, Ling Ling, Xiao Xiao? I just made an assumption that will never happen. Please don't ignore me."
Seeing that he ignored him, Gu Qingze's tone was a little aggrieved.
"Even if it's impossible, that won't work!"
Chu Lingxiao seemed really angry.
"Don't use this tone when making arrangements for your last wishes in the future. It's not only unlucky, but... I don't like it either."
"I was wrong, I was really wrong. Ling Xiao, please don't be angry." Gu Qingze's tone became increasingly depressed.
Chu Lingxiao sighed, as if trying to calm himself down, and then continued:
"Qingze... It's not that I can't accept death. On the contrary, I'm not afraid of it. What I really find hard to accept is... that I'm surviving alone in this world."
When he said this, his tone was extremely fragile, like a puppy that was ruthlessly abandoned, exuding helplessness.
Gu Qingze felt more and more guilty. He kept mentioning that he just hoped Ling Xiao could live better and not die without him.
Ling Xiao took him too seriously... He had realized this a long time ago.
This is not a bad thing, and he is very happy that he can occupy such a deep place in Ling Xiao's heart, but... Ling Xiao's life should not revolve around him alone.
So... he was always forced to want Ling Xiao to accept more new things and find more meaning in life. If you think about it carefully, he was a little... too self-righteous to force his own ideas on Ling Xiao under the banner of doing good for Ling Xiao.
How could he know that this was definitely good and correct? Perhaps Ling Xiao didn't need any of this at all...
Gu Qingze hugged him tightly in his arms and said in an extremely gentle voice, "Ling Xiao, I was wrong. This time I am more sincere than before. I really know I was wrong. From now on... I will never say anything that would displease Ling Xiao again."
Chu Lingxiao hugged him back and buried his head in his arms: "Qingze, you don't need to apologize to me, and you don't need to use this attitude. I know Qingze is thinking about me, but I just can't accept it."
"But... Qingze, please don't say these words cursing yourself again in the future. If you do, I will be at least twice as angry as I am now, and it won't be so easy to appease me then."
Gu Qingze's arms around him tightened: "Yeah, I understand."
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