Chapter 227: Mumbling

Just some random thoughts, no update today.

After careful consideration, I decided not to write any more. Although this book is still on recommendation today and the editor has asked me to update it at least four times, I still want to ignore these things for the time being.

Let’s start with this book.

Writing this book was something I had never thought about.

The day I wrote the first chapter of this book was after I had a quarrel with my mother. When I first started writing this book, I just wanted to vent my emotions. I didn't expect that I would write it until now. Fu Yuling's parents and brother are mostly described by my real-life family members, but they are beautified in the book. They are not that good. But I hope they are the same as in my book. But unfortunately, they are not.

When I was writing this book, I remember that I cried in several places, one was when He Wen was frightened, another was when I was writing about the original owner, and the ending that had already been written. These things made me feel very sad. But unfortunately, with my writing skills, I can't write them more richly and more realistically. I can only immerse myself in their stories and experience their lives every time I type. In the end, halfway through typing, I sat in front of the computer and said nothing, but a very sad emotion lingered in my heart, and I couldn't let myself go.

Even now, I can no longer write about the warm relationship between Fu Yuling and the four children with the same mentality as before. Unfortunately, I can no longer write about it. This is also the reason why Fu Yuling rarely appears in the recent updates.

The characters in the book are not perfect, but to me, they are real people.

The novel has many shortcomings. Every time I see a bad review, I will be so sad that I will think about it all day long. However, the sadness hidden deep inside cannot be seen by others, and I can only figure it out slowly by myself. Similarly, when I see a good review, I will be happy all day long, and I will share this happiness with my classmates. You are really cute. I think you are the one who left the most impression on me, Qinglin, hahahaha, thank you for meeting me.

This book will be finished at the beginning of next month. I didn't have the right mood to write it, and I still owe an apology to the characters in the book.

I have stopped my ramblings here. It is time to go to bed. Since July 27, I have been typing until almost midnight every time. It has been a long time since I went to bed early. It is time to be nicer to myself.

Well, good night!