Chapter 227: Mumbling
Some random thoughts, no update today.
After careful consideration, I decided not to write any new words. Although this book is still being recommended today and the editor has asked me to update it at least four times, I still want to ignore these things for the time being.
Let’s start with this book.
Writing this book was something I never imagined.
I wrote the first chapter of this book the day after an argument with my mother. I started writing it purely to vent my emotions, never expecting it to get this far. Fu Yuling's parents and brother are mostly based on my real-life family, but I've glamorized them in the book. They're not all that great. But I hoped they would be like that in my book. Sadly, they aren't.
While writing this book, I remember several moments that brought me to tears: when He Wen was frightened, when the original owner was described, and even the ending, which had already been written. These things left me feeling quite unsettled. Unfortunately, my writing skills couldn't make them more fully realized, more realistic. I could only immerse myself in their stories and experience their lives as I wrote. In the end, halfway through, I sat in front of my computer, speechless, a wave of sadness lingering in my heart, and I couldn't let myself go.
Even now, I can no longer write about the heartwarming relationship between Fu Yuling and her four children with the same mindset as before. Unfortunately, I can no longer write. This is also why Fu Yuling has rarely appeared in recent updates.
The characters in the book are not perfect, but to me, they are real people.
The novel has many flaws. Every time I see a negative review, I'm so upset I think about it all day long. But the sadness buried deep inside is invisible to others, so I can only slowly figure it out on my own. Similarly, seeing a positive review makes me happy all day long, and I share this joy with my classmates. You guys are really cute. I think you're the one who made the biggest impression on me, Ning Lin. Hahahaha. Thanks for meeting me.
This book will be finished at the beginning of next month. I didn’t have the heart to write it, and I ultimately owe the characters in it an apology.
Enough of my ramblings. Time to go to bed. Since July 27th, I've been typing until almost midnight every time. It's been a long time since I went to bed early. Time to be nicer to myself.
Well, good night!
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