[159] I'm going crazy
Mo Yanchen glanced at his frail, skinny body and frowned, "You still want to lose weight like this?"
"You don't understand. In our hometown, a thin frame is considered beautiful. The thinner, the better. For someone like me, I still need to be restrained."
Mo Yanchen shook her head, feeling that the aesthetic taste of the people in her hometown was a bit distorted.
"You don't need to lose weight. You look good like this. If you lose any more weight you'll be ugly."
Su Xueer was stunned and looked at Mo Yanchen. He said she looked beautiful like this?
Could it be that this man has taken a fancy to me?
"Um, Alan, there is something I haven't told you."
"Hmm?" Mo Yanchen looked at her.
"Actually, I was married before."
Mo Yanchen: “Yeah.”
Su Xueer looked at his angular profile, not understanding what his "hmm" meant.
"Where's that man?"
Mo Yanchen's expression did not change when he asked this question, and his eyes were fixed on the flames in front of him.
"he……"
When she thought of Chi Rui, Su Xueer felt a dull pain in her heart.
"If you don't want to talk, then don't talk. Just come with me."
Su Xueer was stunned for a moment, then nodded.
*****
Chi Rui gained Mu Yuan's respect because he dealt a heavy blow to the Canglan Gang and seriously injured the Canglan Gang leader Mo Yanchen.
In order to keep Chi Rui for his own use, Mu Yuan even spent a lot of money to buy a mansion for Chi Rui.
Thinking that Chi Rui was greedy for money, he gave him five hundred taels of gold and also stuffed eight beauties into Chi Rui's mansion.
Chi Rui was already wearing the black iron mask that half covered his face.
In the luxurious mansion rewarded by Mu Yuan, the house was filled with fragrance and surrounded by beauties. He played with a wine glass in his hand, pretending to indulge in sensual pleasures.
He sometimes flirted with the beauty beside him, causing her to giggle, but that smile never reached his eyes.
"Sir, have another drink."
A beautiful woman leaned over and spoke in a delicate voice. Chi Rui responded perfunctorily, raised his head and drank the wine in the glass, but his eyes drifted into the distance through the window lattice.
As the night deepened and the noise died down, Chi Rui finally broke free from the beauty's entanglement and came to the backyard alone.
The cold moonlight shining on him made him look even more lonely.
He slowly sat down on the stone bench and took out a handkerchief embroidered by Su Xueer from his arms.
The familiar needle and thread, the familiar pattern.
His heart felt as if it was being tightly gripped, and pain spread throughout his body.
"Xue'er, Xue'er..." Chi Rui murmured her name, his voice full of pain and longing.
"Young Master." Qianyu walked over from the corner gate.
Seeing Qianyu, Chi Rui sobered up a bit. He hurriedly grabbed Qianyu and shook her: "How is it? Did you find it? Have you gone back to Fengxian Village to check?"
"I'm sorry, sir."
Qianyu and Xue Lingyu searched for several months but could not find any news about Su Xueer.
Su Xueer seemed to have disappeared from the face of the earth.
Chi Rui didn't know if it was because of excessive drinking or excessive longing, but his body suddenly collapsed.
Qianyu caught him, "Sir..."
Chi Rui was supported by Qianyu, his eyes were red, and he murmured: "Qianyu, do you know? I love her, I'm going crazy."
The sound, filled with endless pain and despair, echoed in the silent backyard.
"I regret so much, I regret leaving her behind. Whether she's dead or alive, we should be together. That's all that matters."
Chi Rui's hand clenched the handkerchief tightly, his knuckles turning white. "If I hadn't thought so much and had taken her away that day, I wouldn't have lost her."
Chi Rui pounded his chest in frustration. He was really going crazy.
At this moment, a servant passed by and saw Chi Rui and Qian Yu, and immediately bowed.
Qianyu knew that everyone in this mansion was Mu Yuan's spies.
He couldn't let his son be exposed. "Sir, you've had too much to drink. I'll let you go back and rest first."
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