Chapter 230 Love is
Qiao Susu hugged Zongfang's neck and buried her face in it.
Munakata smiled and patted her back, holding her like a child.
"You're already a mother, and you still cry so much."
Qiao Sui Sui rubbed her eyes and asked him, "Why didn't you ask me why I suddenly died and came back to life?"
Whether it was him or Karl, if she didn't say it, they wouldn't ask.
In fact, Zongfang has been avoiding this topic.
He pecked her lips hard and warned, "Don't say that word."
"Which one, s"
Before she could even utter a word, she was kissed hard by the man.
Zong Fang's tongue hooked hers, and his big hand held the back of her head, deepening the kiss until she was almost breathless, and then he reluctantly let her go.
"Don't tell me anymore."
"knew."
She sat on his lap, shook her white legs, rolled her eyes, and said tentatively: "Actually, I don't belong to this world."
Zongfang was not surprised, but his grip tightened unconsciously.
"I know."
"You know?"
Now it was Qiao Susu's turn to be surprised.
Zongfang hesitated for a few seconds, then gently stroked her hair and spoke slowly, "It was Scorsese who told me. He said that when he first met you, you didn't speak the language here and were unfamiliar with this world, but you didn't act like you were raised in captivity. You have your own opinions, your own ideas, your own courage, and even many qualities that the females here don't have. You don't have the temper of someone who was spoiled from childhood, so he guessed that you were living a life somewhere else that we couldn't even imagine, and that for some unknown reason, you unexpectedly ended up here with us."
Qiao Susu was completely stunned.
She seemed to suddenly understand why Luka always felt insecure.
Because he knew from the beginning that he didn't belong here, he was afraid that she would one day return to the world that belonged to her.
But he never showed it in front of himself.
How many days and nights has Luka been anxious about this?
And in which moments when they were together, he hid all his anxieties, always remained emotionally stable, tolerated her, and loved her?
Zong Fang saw her tears rolling down like pearls from a broken string and gently wiped them away. He knew that bringing up this would make her sad again, but avoiding the topic was not a solution.
Qiao Suisui cried and said, "So Luka thought I would never come back, so..."
Zongfang shook his head, kissing her tears over and over again, and said softly, "No. I asked him seven years after you left." By then, Luka had attempted suicide a dozen times, each time pulling himself back from the brink of death. He repeated these attempts over and over again for years, until even those around him were tired of trying to persuade him.
At that time, Liberi was angry that he was irresponsible and didn't even consider Su Su's child, so she turned against him.
Zong Fang herself had no interest in paying attention to anyone other than Qiao Susu, but when she thought that the child was the continuation of her bloodline, she couldn't bear it and went to see him once.
That was a Scorsese he had never seen before. He had no emotion, no expression, as if he were just a corpse. At the same time, he could talk to you normally. Although he didn't say much, you clearly knew that the person in front of you was alive.
The shock and conflicting feeling was so strong that even Zongfang could not forget it.
"You don't have to keep seeking death like this. Now that you know she doesn't belong in this world, maybe she'll come back for you and me."
Scorsese just sat there quietly for a long, long time, so long that Zongfang thought he would not speak again. Only then did he hear his hoarse voice: "I just blame myself."
Zongfang was stunned, "What?"
"I was right next to her, but I didn't notice she was no longer breathing." Luka's gaze blurred, and he closed his eyes wearily. "She definitely didn't want to leave on her own. Before she fell asleep, she asked me to wake her up. She said it was me she couldn't bear to keep me waiting, because it was me who failed to protect her."
Everyone thought Scorsese was a weak love-sacrifice man who abandoned his child just to free himself.
But Zong Fang knew that he was not seeking death in this way, but was using this method to find a way to go to her world.
It was just the last time, and Scorsese himself might not have expected that he would end his life just like that.
Zongfang couldn't tell her such a cruel truth, because that would basically be like peeling her heart and flesh apart, which would be a secondary injury.
He kissed Qiao Suisui and said, "Qiao Qiao, if you want to go back to the past to save him, go ahead, because I know that no matter what time I am, I will always love you the most."
"So no matter where or when we meet, it won't change the fact that I only love you."
Qiao Susu hugged Zong Fang tightly with tears in her eyes, and gained infinite courage at this moment.
If the current Munakata had to say something to the past Munakata, he thought, he would tell his past self that love is not just about possession.
Love is a kind of existence that makes people feel warm and fulfilled. It is not only desire and passion, but also a lasting vision.
Love means that no matter what is ahead, you choose to face it with her instead of standing in front of her.
Love means that you are willing to patiently understand her thoughts and why she feels the way she does.
Love is when you see dissatisfaction in a relationship, but are still willing to accept and tolerate it instead of trying to change her.
Love means you are willing to make concessions and sacrifices for her happiness, because her happiness is your happiness.
Love is when you feel safe and satisfied when you are together even without talking.
Love is that you believe in her and she will come back to you no matter what the circumstances.
The next day.
Qiao Susu and Zong Fang said goodbye, just like they did every time they went out. Neither of them had much emotion because they both knew they would not lose each other.
But when Carl learned of her decision, he insisted on disagreeing.
"I'll go back with you." His expression had never been so serious.
Qiao Suisui patiently explained to him for the fifth time, "Rewinding time only works for me, Carl. I'm just going back to the time when Anubis and I were imprisoned in the water dungeon and making a few changes. I promise it won't affect anything between us."
Karl covered his ears: "The me of yesterday and the me of today are already different. What guarantee can you make? What if you think the me of more than ten years ago was more handsome and dislike the me of today?"
Qiao Susu was at a loss whether to laugh or cry.
"You're handsome now, too."
“I was more handsome when I was young.”
“They do have their own merits.”
"Look, admit it now. You only like the old me."
Qiao Susu couldn't argue with him, so she rolled her eyes and hooked her finger at him.
Karl frowned, looking unhappy, and crossed his arms and said, “Why, don’t think you can seduce me by smiling so beautifully.”
The next second, Qiao Susu stopped smiling and glared at him. Karl walked over dejectedly.
She stood on tiptoe and whispered in his ear: "Do you want a little leopard?"
Karl’s ears turned red instantly, but he was still stubborn: “Bribe me?”
"Don't want it? Forget it."
Qiao Susu turned and left, but the man pulled her back and held her in his arms.
"I don't want the little leopard, I only want you. I warn you to love me well and don't leave without saying goodbye again."
Karl hugged her tightly, buried his head in her shoulder, and cried faintly: "I'm waiting for you and Summer here."
Qiao Susu:?
"Who is Summer?"
Carl wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes pretentiously and said in a very normal tone: "Oh, Summer is my unborn daughter."
(End of this chapter)
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