Chapter 147: Despair



"Get out of here!" Lu Wan screamed in pain and wanted to rush out with all his might.

But she was unarmed and a weak woman with no martial arts skills, so how could she escape?

"Is this the person you've always loved? Turns out he's just like this." Song Ping walked behind her and said sarcastically.

"I thought he would take you away immediately after seeing you, but who would have thought that he would leave alone and leave you here. You are so pitiful."

Song Ping reached out to touch her cheek, but she pushed her hand away. She asked, "Why did you do this? And did you touch the letter I wrote to him?"

"You don't need to know this, you just need to know that I'm the only one you have now."

Song Ping said with a smile.

Lu Wan was heartbroken. He glared at him fiercely, then stood up and slowly went back to the room, closing the door tightly.

He left in such a hurry that he didn't even have time to listen to my explanation.

He didn't have the chance to hear what had happened to her in the past few days. She had suffered so much, but in return she received only his misunderstanding and indifference.

Lu Wan felt hopeless.

After returning to her room, she became silent and taciturn. Every day, she would only eat a few bites of the food that Song Ping sent to her and throw it aside. Otherwise, she would sit aside, crying and laughing, with a melancholy look on her face, and no one knew what she was thinking about.

The two maids comforted her and said, "Miss, what's wrong with you? You are so beautiful, don't hurt your body, and eat more when it's time to eat."

"No, I have no appetite."

Lu Wan said coldly.

"Someone, bring the snacks." Song Ping walked in from outside and brought her a bunch of snacks. He said, "I've asked around. These are your favorites. Since you don't want to eat, then have some snacks. Otherwise, do you want to wait for Chen Yan to collect your body? Look at the way you are now. Chen Yan will only hate you more when he sees you."

"Don't mention him to me! Isn't it all because of you that I'm like this now? Chen Yan didn't even take me away that day, so why would he want to see me now?"

She said with a wry smile.

Song Ping couldn't persuade her, so she had to leave and asked the doctor to add some supplements to her tea.

A few days later, Lu Changxin found her through the marks she left behind. She thought no one would discover the marks hidden on the tree, but now it seems that her brother is the one who understands her the most.

As soon as Lu Changxin saw her, he sighed: "Why are you so thin? You must have suffered a lot. It's my fault that I came late."

"Sister, I have one more thing to tell you. You have to be mentally prepared. Shen Yan said he doesn't want to see you again."

"Why?"

Lu Wan said with bloodshot eyes.

"He said he thinks you're dirty."

Lu Wan stared at him blankly. After a long time, he reacted and just sneered without saying anything.

But after following him back to the general's mansion, she became even more taciturn. The two personal maids "Shiqinghuayi" who grew up with her were very worried about her depressed look.

They couldn't bear to see the young lady they grew up with become so miserable. She used to be so innocent and energetic.

Shi Qing said to Lu Wan, "Miss, please don't ruin your body. I dare to say that if Lord Li dislikes you because of this misunderstanding, I think you don't need to care about Lord Li anymore. Such a man is not worthy of your love. But you are hurting your body by doing this. If you fall ill, no one can bear it for you, which will only make General Lu worry."

Lu Wan said, "You're right. If he looks down on me because of this misunderstanding, I won't have to worry about him anymore. He really isn't worth it."

After that, she smiled at Shi Qing and said, "You said it very well. I also want to thank you for waking me up just now. Bring the food. I want to have a good meal."

"Okay." The two maids, Shiqinghuayi, were very happy to hear that she wanted to eat, and hurried to the kitchen to tell the cook to cook.

Shi Qing Hua Yi had been serving her for a long time, so she knew what she liked to eat without her asking. Soon the table was filled with dishes and exquisite snacks.

Lu Wan smiled helplessly and said, "Do you two want to stuff me to death? Even if I'm a pig, I can't eat that much."

She wasn't actually hungry at all, she just wanted to eat something to prove that she had started over.

After taking only a few bites, her stomach, which hadn't eaten much for several days, began to wriggle uncomfortably, and the cramps made her sweat profusely.

A strong urge to vomit came over her, but she forced herself not to vomit. She wanted to cheer herself up and not be the kind of worthless woman who would risk her life for a man.

After barely finishing a small portion of her meal, she asked someone to put the food away.

Poetry and painting advised: "Miss, is this all you want to eat?"

"I'm full and can't eat any more. Shiqing, please open the door. I want to go out for a walk to digest my food."

"good."

Shiqing opened the door to let in fresh air. The sun was shining brightly today, and the garden was full of colorful flowers, as if telling of the bright spring.

Lu Wan walked around the garden for a few laps when Huayi was suddenly called away. She said something to him but after a while she came back in high spirits.

"Why are you so happy?"

Lu Wan couldn't help but laugh.

"Miss, what do you think this is?" Huayi took out a string of candied haws from behind her and said, "Miss, this is the candied haws that the general just asked someone to bring back for you. Please try it."

"Brother...he treats me so well." Lu Wan said with a wry smile. Perhaps her brother was the only one in the world who thought of her in every way.

"Miss, I saw the boy just said that the market is open outside, why don't we accompany you to go out for a walk and relax."

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