It must not be a pleasant feeling to be imprisoned in a high palace. Thinking this way, Chen Yan seemed to know why Lu Wan refused to marry Xiao Yu'an, but this might make Lu Wan suffer.
Lu Wan was also feeling uncomfortable. She moved a chair into the yard. The yard was quiet and a cool breeze blew in through her collar, giving Lu Wan a moment of clarity. If Lu Wan had known that Xiao Yu'an already had a wife and children, he would not have agreed to be with him. This gave Lu Wan a feeling that he had destroyed someone else's family. The child Lu Wan saw was very cute.
Maybe she really can't be with Xiao Yu'an, because they have different opinions, hobbies, and world views. But she just couldn't let it go for some reason, and felt very upset. The result of having something on his mind was that Lu Wan suffered from insomnia, complete insomnia.
She thought she would have a good sleep and pretend nothing happened in the morning, but she didn't expect that she would suffer from insomnia. When she counted more than 300 dumplings, she felt hungry.
Chen Yan was comforting Xiao Yu'an while worrying about Lu Wan. He was afraid that Lu Wan was too sad, but he had too many things to do and couldn't find time to visit Lu Wan.
Xiao Yu'an's feeling of heartbreak came and went quickly. Although he still felt sad whenever he mentioned it, he didn't have the heart-wrenching feeling he had at the beginning. The speed with which he comforted himself made Shen Yan extremely envious. It gave Shen Yan the feeling that Xiao Yu'an was heartless. Of course, he also knew that Xiao Yu'an couldn't not care. Just by looking at the truth she spoke after drinking and the way she cried, he knew that Xiao Yu'an was sincere. He felt uncomfortable, but Xiao Yu'an, who had just had a good sleep, acted as if nothing had happened.
The relationship between Xiao Yu'an and Lu Wan came and went quickly. Although the two broke up, Xiao Yu'an was an upright and straightforward person and still regarded Lu Wan as a friend, just a special friend. Xiao Yu'an had long seen that Lu Nan was a good material. Even after breaking up with Lu Wan, he did not drive Lu Nan away and was usually very nice to Lu Nan.
Xiao Yu'an felt that Lu Wan was very unique. Although he didn't know why he hated men with three wives and four concubines, he also admired Lu Wan's spirit of pursuing freedom. He thought about a lot of things that night. He and Lu Wan were not suitable for each other. Maybe they were not suitable to be together at all. A forced melon is not sweet.
Not only Xiao Yu'an thought a lot, but Lu Wan did too. Lu Wan knew that what she pursued was not the same as what Xiao Yu'an pursued, and the realm was also different. Lu Wan wanted to live in peace. She had lived a very tiring life in her previous life, so she just wanted to live an ordinary life in this one. I want to be with someone for life and don’t want to be bound by anything.
Xiao Yu'an and Lu Wan each had their own concerns, but Chen Yan, who was in the middle, was very worried about both of them. Although he was mostly worried about Lu Wan, he was only a little worried about Xiao Yu'an. He didn't know how Lu Wan was doing. Based on the days he had spent with Lu Wan, he knew that Lu Wan was a person who looked cold but was warm-hearted, and who valued friendship and loyalty. Thinking of Lu Wan's distraught look, he also felt uncomfortable. Waves of discomfort made him lose the mood to do his work properly.
Liu and Yun took the children to send Lu Wan to the door. Lu Wan was a little absent-minded. The eldest lady called her several times before she reacted. She smiled at them and said, "Thank you all for your hospitality. Yu'an must have been blessed in several lifetimes to have a wife like you. And these two little brats are more handsome than Yu'an. I don't know how many girls they will charm in the future. Hahaha, promise your sister that you must be good in the future and listen to mother. Don't be petty anymore. Don't forget your mother even if you get married. You must be filial to them. If I have time in the future, I will make your favorite osmanthus cake for you."
As she spoke, she touched the two children's heads and continued, "Okay, sister is leaving. If you dare to bully your mother, I will be the first to fly over and spank you!" Yun was young and got along well with Lu Wan. She held Lu Wan's hand reluctantly and wished her to come and play often in the future.
Lu Wan thanked her for her kindness, waved her hand, turned around and ran away very coolly. In fact, she only looked cool to others, and only Lu Wan knew the pain. She was obviously so sad, but she couldn't show it. Those were Xiao Yu'an's family members, and they were all very good to her. Even though it was the first time they met, they did not have any hostility or even ridicule towards her just because she was the woman Xiao Yu'an brought back personally. Instead, they treated her warmly and gave her family-like warmth. How could she have the heart to destroy such a beautiful family? My first love in this era was strangled in the cradle early. Maybe I am really not suitable for love.
She walked aimlessly on the street and returned home unknowingly. She happened to meet Xiaojing who was coming back from weeding. Seeing his sister's distraught look, he was very worried. He chased after her and asked, "Sister, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell? Or did Brother Xiao bully you?" Lu Wan didn't want to explain too much, and just said, "I rejected Xiao Yu'an. I'm fine, don't worry. I just want to go out for a few days to relax." Lu Wan packed some clothes and daily necessities, said goodbye to Xiaojing with her medicine box on her back, and prepared to go out for a walk to relax.
When Shen Yan hurried over, Lu Wan had already left for half an hour. Xiao Jing was chopping wood alone in the yard. When he saw Shen Yan coming, he immediately put down his axe, stood up and greeted him, saying, "Brother Shen, what happened to my sister just now? She looked so lost and didn't tell me what happened. She packed her bags and went out. Did something happen?"
"It's about Yu'an. Yu'an's family already has a wife, a concubine, and two children. Lu Wan wanted to be with one person for life, so she rejected Yu'an. But after all, I loved her, so I can't just forget about it. I just came to comfort her, fearing that she might be upset. Do you know where she went?"
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