An Xinghe sneered, which made Lu Wanying feel uncomfortable. She felt that An Xinghe in front of her was so strange, as if she had never known him before.
"Are you angry with me, so you...smoked?" She looked at him apologetically.
An Xinghe looked at her with a sidelong glance, his eyes revealing a bit of seductive charm, "Angry with you? What will you do if I say yes?"
Lu Wanying's face turned red all of a sudden. Was he admitting that smoking had something to do with her?
"What...what should I do?" She stuttered nervously.
Looking at this little face, An Xinghe suddenly didn't want to suppress his love for her. The more he suppressed it, the less she cared about his feelings.
You can abandon him at will.
He really didn't like this feeling and had had enough of it.
He suddenly approached her, looking at her with half-lidded eyes, the smell of cigarette smoke assaulting her breath as he spoke, "Accept me, or reject me?"
The smell of cigarette smoke made her stunned for a second, and she said subconsciously, "What do you mean by accepting rejection?"
She doesn't quite understand.
An Xinghe narrowed his eyes and squinted at her, revealing a bit of danger. "Do you really not understand, or are you pretending not to understand?"
At this moment, Lu Wanying felt like she was being led by the nose by him and shook her head left and right.
An Xinghe's face suddenly darkened. He tilted his face and took a puff of cigarette. The smoke gradually enveloped the two of them.
Lu Wanying couldn't stand the smell and kept coughing reflexively.
Seeing her like this, An Xinghe's eyes flashed with heartache. He quickly threw the cigarette on the ground and stepped on it to put it out.
He groaned for a moment and said in a low voice, "Do you know why I'm angry?"
She shook her head again like a robot.
He suddenly approached her, his tone heavy, his emotions surging. "Because I'm jealous of Lan You. Is she as good to you as I am? I was afraid it wouldn't be safe for you to go home at night, so even though my house is in two different directions, I still had to send you home to feel at ease. I heard you like spicy food, so I ordered it even though I don't eat spicy food. I tried to reply to your message in time, but the teacher caught me and I was punished to stand for the first time. Because of you, I learned to smoke... I gave you so many firsts. I think I, An Xinghe, have never been so attentive and careful to anyone before... Of course, I did all this willingly."
It was the first time that Lu Wanying heard him express his thoughts so bluntly. She was shocked and her mind went almost blank, but one idea became more and more certain.
"But what about you? For Lan You, you were almost hit by a car and almost sent to jail. Do you know what this means? The indelible stain and your life, do you understand how important these two things are? Can't you think about yourself? Even if not for me, for your father who depends on you for everything. Do you have to trap yourself... trap yourself and be unable to extricate yourself?" An Xinghe said in a loud voice. He wanted to scold her and wake her up, so that she would not act impulsively anymore.
He originally wanted to tell her not to get stuck in hatred, but he didn't know about the grudge between her and Chu Xinrou, so he changed his words temporarily.
Lu Wanying lowered her head. In fact, Lan You had said the same thing to her, but she didn't listen at the time. But after kidnapping Chu Xinrou, she suddenly realized that she was also afraid of going to jail and afraid that she would spend her whole life in a dark prison.
So she went to find Chu Xinrou last night, and thought of Lan You's words and her fear, so she tried her best to restrain herself from taking action. In the end, she was really forced by Chu Xinrou's words and took action.
But he stopped me.
Tears fell from her eyes. She cried quietly at first, but later she couldn't help it and burst into loud sobs.
It is said that girls' tears are made of water, and the more they cry, the less worthy of sympathy. But his heart ached more and more, and he wanted to hug her with his hands, but then he pulled them back, looking at a loss.
"You...don't cry, I...did a little too harsh, you..." An Xinghe didn't know how to comfort her. It was clearly her fault, but after making her cry, he felt that he was wrong.
Lu Wanying suddenly hugged him tightly, and the words she wanted to say came out like a flood.
"I don't want to go to jail. I don't want to wake up every day to face a cold, sunless room, not have fresh meals every day, and even be bullied by the prisoners in the same cell. I don't want to see my family and enjoy the beautiful time of my youth. I don't want this, I don't want..."
No matter how much hatred she had for Chu Xinrou, when the knife was placed on Chu Xinrou's neck, her hands would tremble, for fear that she would accidentally kill Chu Xinrou and ruin her own life.
She was only 16 years old, and that experience was an old story hidden deep in her heart that she couldn't tell anyone about. If she suppressed it for too long, she would feel uncomfortable.
She finally had the chance to speak out, but she was talking about the kidnapping of Chu Xinrou, not the visit to Chu Xinrou last night.
An Xinghe could feel her fear, panic, and even regret, and his eyes froze for a moment.
Is she pouring out her heart?
His hand couldn't help but rise up and fall on her crying and trembling back, patting it gently, his movements as gentle as water.
With his comfort, Lu Wanying gradually calmed down. She pulled herself out of his arms, wiped her tears with her sleeve, and remained silent for a moment.
She slowly raised her head, her eyes red and wet as she looked at him, "An Xinghe, would you... lie to me?"
An Xinghe saw the caution and expectation in her eyes and said without hesitation, "No."
Lu Wanying heaved a sigh of relief, a smile gradually spreading across her face. "Then I believe you."
An Xinghe is the second person she is willing to trust besides Lan You.
She had experienced Chu Xinrou's betrayal, and believing in someone was not an easy thing for her, and it required great courage.
An Xinghe also knew that her words were heavy, and the gloom on his face had long since dissipated a lot.
"Then can you please stop smoking in the future? Don't worry, I won't harm myself, I will live a very good life." Lu Wanying said seriously with her head held high and chest puffed out.
Galaxy, since I have you, my gloomy life has turned into rainbow colors.
"Okay." An Xinghe could see her sincerity and answered seriously.
I smoked for you, and I quit smoking for you. My life has always revolved around you, and I am happy with it.
"Where are the remaining cigarettes?" Lu Wanying winked at him mischievously.
"In my trouser pocket."
As soon as he finished speaking, Lu Wanying started to touch him all over and reached into the deepest part of his trouser pocket. An Xinghe groaned, and a hidden desire appeared in his eyes.
"What's wrong?" Lu Wanying took out the remaining cigarette and threw it into the trash can accurately.
An Xinghe smiled wryly, "It's okay, let's go upstairs."
Lu Wanying followed him, but her ears turned red unconsciously, and the red spread all the way to her neck.
She seemed to have just... encountered something extraordinary.
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