67 If you don't agree, I'll find someone else
◎One is taking the initiative, the other is rejecting◎
"I didn't think about my birthday, I just wanted to eat that because I was hungry."
Song Qiu pushed his hand away and tried to make her voice sound natural, but she still couldn't avoid choking a little. "I didn't even think about my birthday."
"Okay." The child had a strong sense of self-esteem and didn't want to be seen in such a mess. He tried hard not to cry but still acted stubbornly. Lu Yancheng understood and gently agreed with him, "I'm just hungry. I know."
"I don't care. So what if I don't have a birthday? Does that mean I'm not a human being if I don't have a birthday?"
Song Qiu placed her hands under the table and entangled them tightly, tightly grasping the watch he gave her, "It doesn't matter if you don't want me, I can live well on my own. I take good care of myself. I... I'm awesome..."
He didn't want anything. Lu Yancheng understood who that "all" was referring to. It was his parents whom he had never met.
Everyone else has parents, but he doesn't. He has always felt that he is the abandoned one since he was a child. That's why he is like this, and even when he grows up, he is afraid to establish close relationships with others for fear of being abandoned again.
"How come no one wants me? I've been trying so hard to pursue you, can't you see that I want you?"
Little Mu was trying hard not to cry, his lips were almost bitten. Lu Yancheng stood up and walked over, not caring about the other people in the store, he directly picked him up and let him sit on his lap, holding him tightly in his arms.
"Baby, you are great. You just take good care of yourself. You don't need to prove it to anyone. You don't need to care about those who don't care about you."
He spent the whole day today making up for his childhood. Someone accompanied him to the video game arcade and bought him a birthday cake. Even if he didn't say these things, he must care about them in his heart.
What other children thought was very normal, he had only seen and heard about it when he was a child, so now that he had the opportunity and someone to accompany him, he was eager to experience it once.
As for being the one chosen to accompany... Lu Yancheng felt very honored.
Since Little Wood chose him to accompany him and is willing to make up for the regrets with him, he must accompany him well and coax him. His Little Wood must have everything that others have, and even more.
Song Qiu nodded in his arms and said nothing more. She also didn't say anything about the others. She couldn't do that in public, so she just nestled quietly in his arms, but her body was shaking all the time.
He was crying, and Lu Yancheng felt it.
Little Mutou didn't even want to cry out loud, he had his own pride.
So Lu Yancheng didn't expose the truth, but just held him like this, letting him cry secretly in his arms, pretending not to know.
After more than ten minutes, the child in my arms slowly calmed down, wiped away his tears, and suddenly looked up at me.
Lu Yancheng looked at his red eyes, probing gaze, and hesitant expression, and for no reason he suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart.
"Lu Yancheng, can I..." Song Qiu had just finished crying, and her voice was a little muffled. She stopped in the middle of her sentence in a dilemma.
In a flash, before he could continue speaking, Lu Yancheng's brain suddenly synchronized with his, and he refused before he could, "No."
Song Qiu was stunned, "I haven't said what I'm going to do yet."
"No." Lu Yancheng refused again firmly, "We are in a relationship. I can be your partner, but anything else... impossible."
"but……"
"Even if it's not my father, it's impossible for my uncle to be like this."
Lu Yancheng was extremely grateful that Xiao Mu often played abstract games with him in the past, which made him accustomed to it and had a little unnecessary tacit understanding. Otherwise, if he was a second later today, he would be a generation behind his partner and would be transformed from a partner to an elder on the spot.
"What about my brother?" Song Qiu continued to ask, "Being a brother is always... forget it, there is no point in calling him brother. I can't even call him that. It's so annoying. People who don't know me would think he is my lover."
Lu Yancheng's "Okay" was choked back.
The originally sad atmosphere was broken by his insistence on recognizing someone as his father. Lu Yancheng didn't know what to say.
As expected of Xiao Mu, any atmosphere can turn into speechless in the end.
After the cake was done, the two of them left hand in hand. Lu Yancheng was considerate enough not to mention what happened just now, but Song Qiu mentioned it himself when he left. "If you were my father, I can't even imagine how happy I would be as a rich second-generation. I would definitely work hard to take over the family business and let you retire early and enjoy a peaceful life."
After speaking for a long time without getting a response, he couldn't help but turn his head to look at the man next to him, "Why don't you speak?"
Lu Yancheng used his other hand to rub his temples, which were throbbing with anger, and said helplessly, "Baby, should I say thank you?"
"That's not necessary, because I'm not your son yet, so I can't let you retire early." Song Qiu shook his head in disappointment, "The key is that you don't recognize me. Don't you want me as your godson?"
In today's society, godson is not a nice word. Lu Yancheng didn't believe that he didn't know. He carefully thought about his intention and was amused by him. "So you'd rather be a lover than a partner, right?"
Being lovers doesn't follow the plot, everyone should understand this truth. Song Qiu understands it and Lu Yancheng knows it too, but in the end he didn't say it out loud.
Because this topic is too sensitive, there will be no room for maneuver once it is brought up, and their opinions are completely different.
Lu Yancheng didn't care and was willing to bear any consequences, but he didn't want this to happen. He didn't want Lu Yancheng's fate as a villain to continue because of him.
He didn't have Lu Yancheng's courage and didn't dare to take the risk that Lu Yancheng would die.
The two of them got in the car and decided not to take the subway back home. The bodyguard sitting in the driver's seat raised the baffle consciously. Now there were only the two of them in this enclosed space.
Song Qiu knew that the current atmosphere was not very good, but he still insisted on asking, "Then...you don't want to do it?"
Lu Yancheng's eyes were complicated, but his shaking head was firm, telling him clearly that it was impossible and he shouldn't even think about it.
We can only be partners, being godson or lover is absolutely impossible.
"But I want to do it." Song Qiu muttered softly, staring at him straight in the eyes.
Lu Yancheng sensed something different in his eyes, but he was not sure. Just as he was doubting, a slender, white hand suddenly hooked his tie.
Two fingers pinched the edge of the tie, hooked it up and put it down, only for a moment, and before you could take a closer look, the hand was retracted.
The feeling that I had misunderstood something became even stronger.
Lu Yancheng's eyes flickered.
"Do" and "do" are obviously the same words, but their meanings are completely different. He was not sure whether the little wooden boy in front of him understood that this was a hint, or whether he was just thinking too much.
Neither of them spoke. Their eyes met, and the air inexplicably became warmer. Lu Yancheng knew very well why that was, and he could face his own desires. But because of this, he was the first to retract his gaze and took the cake next to him to show Song Qiu.
"When you get back, ask Aunt Zhang to give you the cake..."
His wrist was suddenly held down, and Lu Yancheng's deliberate attempt to change the subject came to an abrupt end.
Song Qiu stared at him with almost stubborn eyes, without saying a word, but changed the hand that was pressing on his wrist to grabbing it. The two people's body temperatures blended together, and the heat in the air that had just been diluted heated up again.
After a brief silence, Lu Yancheng forcefully pried his hand apart, then gently put his hand back on his body.
No one spoke, but they could understand each other.
One is taking the initiative, the other is rejecting.
"Why?" Song Qiu couldn't hold back his temper. He thought that his request would be granted as a matter of course.
"You can, but not now." Lu Yancheng said in a serious tone, which was rare in front of him. "This is not a deal."
"You are my partner. Whatever I do with you is voluntary, or it can be regarded as an obligation and responsibility. I will not ask you for compensation."
Song Qiu put the cake in his hand aside, stood up from his seat, sat directly on his lap face to face, put his arms around his neck and wanted to kiss him, "Don't you want to?"
Lu Yancheng turned his head away and said the same thing, "This is not a deal."
"That's why I miss you. You don't answer me because you miss me." He refused to kiss her, so Song Qiu bit his chin. He didn't use much force, leaving only a shallow tooth mark that would disappear quickly.
"I didn't make a deal with you. I was touched. Can't I repay you?"
He has his own principles in dealing with things. He doesn't want to just enjoy Lu Yancheng's kindness to him. He has to give something in return to feel at ease.
"I have nothing else to give you. You don't value anything I have, except myself."
He is always like this. When he is serious, he is so realistic that he doesn't seem like a kid of his age. When he is abstract, he is so outrageous that it makes people feel helpless. He switches seamlessly.
Each one is him, contradictory and vivid. Lu Yancheng admits that he likes him like this, but...
"No means no, no need to repay."
He can't start this, otherwise he won't be able to stop. Little Mu will often repay him in this way. After a long time, it will become a habit. It will be easy to confuse whether it is love or desire, and it will also blur the boundaries between partner and lover.
When it was time to be rational, Lu Yancheng's rationality completely overwhelmed his desire. No matter how intimate the two of them were, she refused to let go. She kept her hands on both sides of her body and did not touch him at all.
His partner is still young, and as the elder, he must be responsible.
Be responsible for yourself, for his little wood, and for the relationship between the two of them.
The more he refused, the more persistent Song Qiu looked at him, "But I want to."
"Lu Yancheng, just this once today. Even if you lied to me, I will admit it. I can take responsibility for my actions. I am also an adult, and I can bear any consequences."
"Whether you are trying to deceive me by manipulating my heart or you really want to be responsible for me, it doesn't matter. I can't tell the difference and I don't want to tell the difference. Anyway, today, right now, I want to repay you in this way."
He couldn't beat Lu Yancheng. If this man really wanted to deceive him, it would be too easy. He could trick him like he did today.
But it doesn’t matter, whether it’s true or false, as long as his feelings are genuine.
He gained irreplaceable emotional value and touch from this person. Maybe it's called heart-throb or liking. He hasn't experienced it and can't tell the difference, but he knows he is willing to do it today.
He doesn't like internal friction or procrastination. He does whatever he wants and never leaves any regrets.
"Lu Yancheng, I'm asking you one last time, are you going to do it or not?"
Song Qiu would never have been able to say such embarrassing words in the past, but today he spoke with particularly clear and articulate voice.
We are all adults now, and it is not Lu Yancheng's one-sided flirting now. There is no need to be embarrassed about it if it is consensual.
"Baby, listen to me first." Seeing that he was determined today, Lu Yancheng tried to reason with him and continued to persuade him, "We are not..."
"Think about it before you answer."
Song Qiu grabbed his tie tightly and moved forward a little. The two of them were almost completely pressed together. Although he still had his usual well-behaved appearance, his expression now had a bit of rebelliousness.
The little rabbit pretending to be good took off all its camouflage and revealed its true nature as a little wolf cub. In order to achieve its goal, it began to provoke the wolf king with all its might, and snorted coldly with the corner of its mouth curled.
"Lu Yancheng, if you don't agree, believe it or not, I will find someone else right away?"
【Author’s words】
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