Chapter 49: No Results
Meng Ruoxi frowned at the incessant chattering in her ears, put down the book in her hand, and glared at him impatiently.
"Are you annoyed? If you take the child with you, he will cry and you will blame me."
Shi Yanjin cursed in his heart, saying that he had a bad temper, but he managed to put on a flexible smile on his face, "Let the child cry, it's not your fault, drink some water and calm down."
The water was brought to her. Meng Ruoxi was thirsty, so she took a few sips and told her her plan, "After this baby is born, I won't have any more. If you want to have another one, go find someone else. I won't stop you."
Shi Yan, who was originally smiling, could no longer smile. Instead, he was filled with rage. "You can't spit out ivory from a dog's mouth! Meng Ruoxi, you really make me look at you in a new light!"
He suddenly pulled her from the chair, held her in front of him, stared at her fiercely with red eyes and spoke in a ferocious tone.
"You don't have to have a baby, but if you say something bad to me again and ask me to find someone else, I'll kill you!"
She was filled with extreme pain and hatred, and she casually said that she would abandon herself.
What an ungrateful person! They have been married for two years but they don't have any affection for each other at all. They even say hurtful words!
He is a human being, not an animal, so my heart aches.
Meng Ruoxi's face turned pale as her waist was hurt by the clamp. "If you don't want to, then don't want to. Why are you so angry?"
Her indifference and unrepentant attitude once again irritated Shi Yanjin, causing him to feel a tingling pain in his chest, prompting him to bite her lips hard, causing her to feel the pain while warning him sharply.
"This is just a small punishment. If you dare to talk nonsense again, I will never let you go!"
He was talking like a three-year-old kid, saying harsh words but couldn't say them. Why didn't he let her go?
A sharp pain came from her lips, and Meng Ruoxi couldn't help but gasp. She touched it and felt the skin being torn apart. It was obvious how deep the wound was. Her attitude suddenly became more vicious. "If you don't like to hear the truth, I won't tell you anymore."
When she was worried about death, her family talked about children all the time. Now she is pregnant with another child. Morality and emotions are restraining her. She can't leave smoothly. Her calm heart is bursting with uncontrollable anger.
Shi Yanjin sneered, "Is that the truth? I'm telling you the truth too. Don't you just want to leave here? Give up on this idea as soon as possible. Marry me and you will be my wife for life. Even if you die, you must die with me!"
What Meng Ruoxi hated most was threats. Shi Yanjin's repeated threats had long made her impatient. Now that they were at odds, she stopped pretending and sneered, looking at his gloomy face, making her even more angry with him.
"A marriage without legal proof is just a partnership, a casual couple, so there's no point in talking about a lifetime together."
My heart was deeply hurt.
Living together as a couple, a casual couple, it turns out that this is how she sees this marriage in her heart!
Shi Yanjin's eyes were red with anger, "Meng Ruoxi! Say it again if you dare!"
Seeing him going crazy, Meng Ruoxi laughed, her beautiful lips brimming with poison, "What? Is your ear broken too?"
Shi Yanjin couldn't help shaking and looked at her in disbelief, "What did you say?"
Pushing him away, Meng Ruoxi looked down at her with an indifferent expression, "You said it too clearly. It's just humiliating yourself for you."
This is the real her, cruel and cold-hearted.
Shi Yanjin grabbed her hand fiercely, so tightly that his knuckles turned white and his face turned blue. Like a dying beast, he let out his last roar and questioned, "Meng Ruoxi, do you have a heart or not?"
Her heart ached for a moment, but it disappeared before she could feel it. The pain in her hand reminded her, and she frowned and said coldly, "Let go."
Shi Yanjin turned a deaf ear to me, "I always thought that you were just cold-tempered, but I didn't care. I was confident that one day, I would warm your cold heart and make you willingly be with me. Now I know how naive this idea was. Not only do you have a cold temper, but your heart is also cold."
Meng Ruoxi's attitude remained indifferent, "It's good to know."
It is better to suffer a short pain than a long one. Let him give up sooner so that he won’t be sad in the future.
Shi Yanjin suddenly laughed, "Did you think I let you go? Oh, you are so naive, you'd better remember what I said, what if we don't have a marriage certificate? You slept with me, gave birth to my child, you are mine, if you want to leave, you shouldn't have agreed to marry me in the first place, now that you are married, you can't leave whenever you want!"
He pulled her to sit on him, held her face, and said with a smile, "You look beautiful when you smile. I like to see you smile, but you rarely smile at me. When we took the photo, it was just the simplest smile, but we took it 27 times before it passed. Do you still remember the strange look in the photographer's eyes?"
His lips moved to her ears, but she dodged. He sneered, then became sad again. "I once suspected that you were frigid, but now it seems that you just don't love me anymore. I love you, so I want to be with you all the time. You don't love me, so my touch must be disgusting to you."
Meng Ruoxi opened her mouth and wanted to say no.
But when I thought about how it was at the beginning, I shut up.
The man started to bring up old issues, and if she continued, it would not only irritate him, but would drive him crazy and angry with her.
Seeing her reaction, Shi Yanjin knew that he was right. Pain flashed across his eyes, and his expression was extremely sarcastic, "Meng Ruoxi, you are really cruel."
Looking at his expression, Meng Ruoxi felt depressed.
She hated the threat he posed to her and the way the child tied her up, but she had to acknowledge everything he had done for her.
After a while, Shi Yanjin raised his head, looking intoxicated, and gently stroked her face, murmuring.
"With such a pretty face, she should be a gentle person, but she won't get along well with me. What she says is also very irritating. She wants to piss me off to death before she stops."
I couldn't help asking, "Am I not good to you? Why do you treat me so cruelly?"
Eyes full of tears, Meng Ruoxi turned away abruptly, not wanting to look at his distraught expression, and said stiffly, "Shi Yanjin, wake up."
"Heh." Shi Yanjin's chest trembled, and he couldn't help laughing. "Hahaha, awake? You're really good at putting the blame on someone else. Didn't you force me to do this?"
Tears flowed uncontrollably, I pushed him away, squatted on the ground, gasped for breath, my thoughts became confused.
Did you force him to do that? It seems so.
Tears welled up in my eyes and I covered my mouth and cried bitterly.
Looking at her trembling shoulders, Shi Yanjin thought coldly, it turns out that she can be sad too.
He subconsciously reached out his hand, wanting to hug her and comfort her, but then he thought of her heartlessness. After repeating this several times, he finally held her shoulders and turned her over to face him.
"Why are you crying?" he asked distressedly, but still holding on to a glimmer of hope.
Meng Ruoxi's eyes were full of mist, and her cold eyebrows were stained with melancholy. The next second, she put away her emotions, wiped her tears, and said indifferently, "I'm crying because I made the wrong decision on this marriage."
Shi Yanjin sneered, haha, I really shouldn’t have had such expectations.
But staring at her red eyes, he still couldn't bear to see her sad, and tried to calmly say to her, "This is a wrong decision for you, but it's what I've been waiting for. You don't have the right to say you regret it."
One person refuses to give up, and the other refuses to compromise, so both sides suffer in the quarrel and no one gains any advantage.
The result was naturally nothing.
In a blink of an eye, seven months passed and new educated youth were coming to the village, so Shi Lujing took people to the city to pick them up.
Li Taohua walked into Meng Ruoxi's room with a bowl of hot chicken soup, and started shouting before she even stepped inside.
"Ruoxi, Mom made you some chicken soup, drink it while it's hot."
After entering, I saw her thin body but big belly, and my eyes were full of heartache.
The previous baby was fine, why does this baby vomit everything it eats? If it continues like this, it will be disastrous.
Meng Ruoxi felt her stomach churning. She held her chest and vomited into a bucket. Only after she finished vomiting did her stomach feel better. She looked at the greasy chicken soup in front of her and said, "Mom, take it away quickly. I don't want to eat it."
It is very hard to be pregnant with twins, especially when they are more than eight months old. The belly is incredibly big, and I can’t eat or sleep well every day. I feel half-dead before I even give birth.
Seeing how miserable she was, Shi Yanjin was so anxious that he broke out in a sweat in such a cold weather. He reached out to wipe the corner of her mouth, regretting more than once in his heart that he had not listened to her and aborted the child.