Chapter 62: Vision
She no longer asked Shi Yanjin to take the child away. Instead, she sat on the bed with her knees hugged and remained silent. She thought a lot in her mind, and finally she just wanted to strangle herself.
I never thought that a marriage could make me feel suffocated.
I never thought that a child could make himself so powerless.
Everyone in the Shi family is not right, I must leave!
Shi Yanjin looked at her worriedly, and subconsciously began to defend the child, trying to make light of the matter, "Xixi, everything that happened today was an accident, no one could have thought that this would happen. Wen Jing has already admitted his mistake to me, if you don't believe me, just listen."
She turned around and said to little Wen Jing with encouragement, "Wen Jing, tell mom if you are wrong."
Little Wen Jing looked at his father for a long time without answering. Finally, he raised his head high and looked at his mother stubbornly, "Baby is right, my brother is not well behaved, and mom can't like him."
Shi Yanjin's heart, which was full of expectations, suddenly fell to the bottom. He saw a sneer on his wife's lips from the corner of his eye, and he wanted to hit the child.
You silly boy, how come you have learned not to read the mother's expression and just give in a little and the matter will be over, and his wife won't argue with him and dislike him.
Little Wen Jing didn't understand his good intentions and still looked stubborn, "Mom can't like my brother. The baby will be good. You have to like the baby."
From that moment on, I hated my brother even more.
Your mother is your own, and you can only like yourself.
Meng Ruoxi pushed Shi Yanjin away, grabbed the child and looked at him in front of her. Her heart was broken, and the corners of her lips curled up cruelly, "I don't like you."
Little Wen Jing didn't cry, he just raised his head and looked at his mother. His chubby face gradually showed indifference, and he stubbornly repeated what he believed.
"The baby likes mommy, and mommy likes the baby, not the brother."
He calmly stated his demands, and stubbornly demanded a satisfactory answer before giving up.
The child who could only cry the previous second was now eerily calm, not like a one-year-old child.
Meng Ruoxi's heart was shaking violently. In a trance, the child's tender face and Shi Yanjin's gentle yet cruel face overlapped.
She was terrified and pushed him away from her, avoiding him as if he were the plague.
Although they are different faces, they give me the same feeling.
Sadly, the child has grown up.
My heart ached so much that it contracted violently. I bit my lips to control myself from screaming.
She was wrong, she really knew she was wrong.
You shouldn't be so confident that you can control this marriage.
She shouldn't have found Shi Yanjin, shouldn't have given birth to the child, and shouldn't have appeared in this world.
Desperately, she said to him, "Shi Yanjin, let's break up, okay? I don't want anything. I also know that you have given me a lot in the past two years. I will definitely give you double in the future."
She no longer cared about the consequences of the separation and just wanted to stay away from the day-to-day collapse.
Shi Yanjin, who originally wanted to comfort her, paused, and his picturesque eyes and eyebrows became even gentler.
"Xixi, don't say stupid things. We are husband and wife. No matter how much I give to you, it is what I deserve. It is unlucky to break up. I will pretend that I didn't hear it this time. Don't say it again in the future."
He hugged her and kissed her lovingly, and gently wiped away the tears from her eyes. "You are so grown up, why are you still crying like a child? Our Wen Jing is more obedient than you."
Meng Ruoxi's face gradually turned pale, and her warm body wrapped in a cotton jacket felt like it fell into an icy cave.
"Shi Yanjin, I am serious."
Shi Yanjin caressed her face tenderly, leaned over and kissed the corner of her lips softly, his eyes full of affection, "Be good, I'm serious too, believe me, we will never be apart in this life."
Meng Ruoxi quickly pushed him away and couldn't help vomiting physiologically.
Tears blurred my vision. I don't know when I became so fragile.
Little Wen Jing screamed, "Mom."
I rushed over to her and wanted to check on her.
Like a frightened bird, Meng Ruoxi pushed him away in fear, "Don't touch me."
This child is not his own, but Shi Yanjin's.
The father and son tortured themselves tacitly.
"Xixi." Shi Yanjin hugged her around the waist and forcefully turned her face to check the situation.
A suffocating feeling spread throughout her body, and Meng Ruoxi lowered her eyes, not wanting to see him.
After a while, Shi Yanjin let her go, "Wait a minute, I'll go to the health center and ask the doctor to check you out."
She turned around and told her son, "Be good and don't bother mom."
Little Wen Jing nodded and hugged his mother's hand tightly, refusing to let go.
Meng Ruoxi didn't want to pay attention to the child. She leaned tiredly against the head of the bed, and became mute and lost her voice.
Little Wen Jing called softly, "Mom." He hugged her tighter with his hands and pressed his body closely against her.
Shi Yanjin came back with the doctor, and Li Taohua, who was holding Xiao Wenzhu, was also with them.
Little Wensheng was sleeping soundly in bed, with no sign of being woken up. Li Taohua, who had been nervous and worried all the way, finally breathed a sigh of relief.
There was nothing wrong with Meng Ruoxi's body. The doctor couldn't find anything wrong and left after a while.
Li Taohua looked puzzled, "Why did he suddenly vomit?"
Shi Yanjin was silent for a moment before saying, "Mom, take the twins away. Xixi needs a quiet environment to rest."
Li Taohua nodded, "Okay, remember to call me if you need anything, do you want me to take Wen Jing with you?"
As soon as he heard his name, little Wen Jing instantly shrank into his mother's arms, shaking his head like a rattle, "No, baby, I won't go."
He resisted so much that his body was covered with thorns, as if he would be stabbed and bleed if he was touched.
Li Taohua didn't want to embarrass her grandson, so she looked at her son.
After a moment's hesitation, Shi Yanjin replied, "Let Wen Jing stay here."
Having regained her composure, Meng Ruoxi let the child nestle in her body.
She had no strength to push away, nor could she resist.
The room was quiet and Shi Yanjin slowly approached her.
The three of them snuggled together, and as long as you didn't look too closely, the picture was naturally beautiful and harmonious.
His hand gently stroked his wife's hair for a long while, and then Shi Yanjin said softly, "Xixi, don't be awkward with me. Let's live a good life. I will give you everything you want. In a few years, when Wen Jing grows up, we will move to the city. Then we can pick him up from school together, and we will be a happy family of three."
He planned a bright future but completely ignored the twins.
Gradually, his wife's silence made him feel guilty, and he stroked her belly carefully and admitted his mistake, "If I could go back in time, I would not let you have a second child. In the future, we would only have Wen Jing as our child. In this way, you would not hate Wen Jing, but love him like I do."
The hairs on his body stood up, and the hands on his stomach felt like poisonous snakes crawling all over his body.
The horrifying confession of a mental illness made Meng Ruoxi not want to say a word, nor dare to say anything.
The man was obviously abnormal. She was like a frightened bird, afraid that if she said something wrong, she would be imprisoned.
I was also afraid that the twins would disappear for no apparent reason.
Shi Yanjin sighed sadly, "Xixi, you should change your temper. Staying silent and not communicating is not good for our relationship, nor for the child."
Her teeth were chattering as Meng Ruoxi tried hard to control herself from trembling.
"I'll listen to you. The twins are very well behaved. Don't do anything to them."
Shi Yanjin happily hugged her tightly and gently touched her cheek with his head.
"I know you have me and the children in your heart. The twins are my children. As long as you are well, I will only love them and make sure they have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of their lives."
"Dad." Little Wen Jing couldn't help shouting when he heard the twins.
Reaching out and touching his head, Shi Yanjin's face was full of tenderness, "Be good, Daddy is here."
Little Wen Jing glared at him dissatisfiedly, "Mom is mine."
Shi Yanjin smiled and nodded, "Yes, Mom is yours."
Meng Ruoxi bit her lip and lowered her head in silence.
It's only been a year, I should be a good boy.
As long as you don't die, there are plenty of opportunities to leave.
The future is as bright as the stars, and I will definitely catch up.
Boundless faith illuminated her heart shrouded in darkness, and the overwhelming despair was instantly cleared away.
She will always be herself.
Shi Yanjin looked into her eyes that were as bright as stars with infatuation.
I reached out and touched the corners of her eyes. My heart was intoxicated by these everlasting and unyielding eyes, and I longed to fill them with myself.
pity……
He sighed, leaned over and kissed her without any hesitation, holding her tightly with his hands.
Xixi, I love you, please don't leave me.
I don't want to do anything to hurt you.
Don't push me...
Little Wen Jing looked at his father, then at his mother, and finally snuggled up to his mother.
He couldn't describe how happy he was at that moment, he just knew that he loved being with his parents.