Even though she was in this situation, her ex-husband didn't even ask for a divorce.
Su Yayun tried her best to be nice to her ex-husband, devoted almost all her thoughts to her family, and cut off all contact with her friends.
Whenever her ex-husband showed any dissatisfaction with her, she would immediately reflect on what she had done wrong. The colder her ex-husband was to her, the better she would treat him, hoping to save their relationship.
It's like an addiction.
Because the early days were so beautiful, the appearance of her ex-husband was like a ray of light, illuminating her dull and boring life.
For countless days after that, she missed the time when they first started dating and tried every way to go back to that time.
She had no job, no friends, and a distant relationship with her family.
That man is her only salvation.
Then one day, her redemption put a photo of her child and a divorce agreement on the coffee table and said to her: "Yayun, let's get a divorce."
"I also felt that I loved him deeply at the time. I didn't know how to live without him. I even wanted to kneel on the ground and beg him not to leave me."
But her last bit of self-respect stopped her.
Su Yayun said: "I didn't do that, I just signed quietly."
"After he left, I resented him for a long time. I recalled our experiences together bit by bit, recounting the emotions and energy I had invested in him. But I gradually realized that his face was actually very vague in these memories. Most of the time, I only remember the feelings of anticipation or loss I felt at that time."
"Do I really love him?" Su Yayun seemed to be asking An Yudie, but also seemed to be questioning herself, "Or do I just love to immerse myself in that feeling, waiting for him to save me?"
"Yudie." Su Yayun held An Yudie's hand, "You think you feel the light. But most of the time, the light doesn't shine on you alone."
"The only one who can save us is ourselves."
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