When Jiang Zhaosu heard the word "unsatisfied" from Qi Tong's mouth, his brain was really confused for a moment. He thought in a trance that Qi Xiaoya was drunk and unconscious, and started using words randomly again.
Qi Tong took another drag on his cigarette, slowly exhaled a long stream of white smoke, and continued: "A sister once told me that people living in this world ultimately have three desires: appetite, sleep, and sexual desire."
"As long as two of these are met, you will basically not be unhappy. So every time I am in a bad mood, I will check myself to see if these three points are met." Qi Tong said as he casually flicked the ash off his cigarette.
Food and sleep, she has had both lately.
That leaves only one item.
So when Pei Yuemu invited her, Qi Tong accepted without much hesitation.
Anyway, doing this kind of thing is easy for her.
Why wouldn't she agree to such happiness that can be obtained with just a little effort?
But that happy time was too short.
When it was over, she felt empty again.
But she couldn't always hang out with Pei Yuemu. Even if Pei Yuemu was willing, she would still feel annoyed.
For this reason, Qi Tong could only rely on smoking and drinking to numb her nerves and temporarily escape from this unbearable feeling.
After hearing what Qi Tong said, Jiang Zhaosu was shocked: "That's why you and Pei Yuemu yesterday..."
"Yeah." Qi Tong answered as a matter of course, "What's the problem? She and I have that kind of relationship anyway, so what's wrong with us resolving it together? I don't understand why my brother is so angry, he just can't stand me."
Jiang Zhaosu: “…………”
Awesome.
In Qi Tong's eyes, doing this kind of thing is no big deal at all, just as natural as people need to eat and drink water.
But Qi Xing has a cold personality. He doesn't understand why Qi Tong would be so casual with others...
Jiang Zhaosu couldn't quite understand it either.
She herself thinks that it is better to do this kind of thing with someone you like.
"Uh..." Jiang Zhaosu thought for a moment and said, "Your brother probably thinks you don't take care of yourself enough and is worried that you'll get sick."
Qi Tong smiled: "Pei Yuemu should be more worried about this problem than me."
After laughing, Qi Tong lowered his eyes again. His thick eyelashes cast a small fan-shaped shadow on his eyelids, and his voice became lower: "You say I don't cherish myself. But what about him? Does he cherish himself?"
Jiang Zhaosu thought to himself, just looking at Qi Xing's cowardly look, he knew that he still loved him very much.
"He doesn't even remember his own birthday. Before the apocalypse, all he did every day was work."
After drinking, Qi Tong suddenly opened up: "Do you think he was in such good health before? Before he awakened his superpowers, he had stomachaches and kidney deficiency every day, and he was sick from time to time. No wonder no woman is interested in him even at his age."
"One time he was hospitalized with a fever. I went to see him after school and saw him hanging on an IV drip, still writing a project plan in a notebook. I turned off his computer, and he almost ripped the IV tube from his hand. He got furious at me, saying I was only causing him trouble, and why was I in the hospital for no reason? He was just happy to have the flu and not have to go to school."
Jiang Zhaosu also discovered that when Qi Xing faced Qi Tong, he could hardly control his temper and seemed extremely irritable.
Perhaps when dealing with people close to you, you will subconsciously feel that no matter how much you hurt them, they will not leave easily, so you always let your emotions vent without any scruples.
"I hate him." Qi Tong said in a deep voice, "I hate his self-righteousness. He always treats me like a child, thinking that all I need to do is live obediently under his wings. He says he's doing this for my own good, but he never sees me as an independent and healthy person."
Qi Tong had a mocking smile on his face: "Even my name was given by him."
Qi was still young at that time and had no memory of her mother who ran away from home early. She only remembered that her father was always drunk and would start beating and scolding her and Qi Xing when he drank too much.
The man called her a jinx, saying that the family went bankrupt because her mother was pregnant with her. If the pregnancy had not been too advanced and the hospital had not agreed to an abortion, she would not have had a chance to survive.
After she was born, her parents ignored her. Even her name was given by Qi Xing.
child.
This word implies that to Qi Xing, she will always be a little girl.
Qi Tong took a deep puff of his cigarette and put it out on the railing. The orange-red sparks splashed on the cold iron rod for a moment and then quickly went out.
Qi Tong said calmly, "We are different. Just like he said, your generation will always be higher than mine."
Brothers and sisters should be of the same generation.
But because of their parents' negligence, Qi Xing, the older brother, completely replaced the position of parents in Qi Tong's heart. Qi Tong had long been accustomed to Qi Xing's unconditional support and protection.
Fourteen years of identity dislocation have created an extremely awkward and twisted way of getting along between her and Qi Xing, with love and hate entangled and closely intertwined.
Even though Qi Tong left on his own initiative for more than four years, it still remains like this.
Maybe this is the only way it will be in this life.
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