You don’t deserve…
These three words were spoken by Jasmine again and again, each time with more contempt and impatience than the last.
When she was on the Blue Pole Star, Jasmine despised everything. In her eyes, everyone on the Blue Pole Star was just an ant...except him.
But now...
He had imagined countless times and countless scenes of meeting Jasmine, many of which involved Jasmine scolding him angrily or even beating him up in anger...but he had never imagined that when she arrived, she would not even want to see him, and would only treat him with contempt, sneers, and impatience.
“Jasmine…” Yun Che didn’t know how long he had been calm before he spoke with difficulty, “You are a Star God, and I… am indeed… unworthy.”
Jasmine: “…”
"With my background, cultivation, and status, I don't even have the qualifications to talk to the Star God. And my life, my life, and the fact that I can stand here are all given by you... It is far from enough for me to repay you with my life, so how can I have the qualifications to ask you for anything..."
“Repay with your life? Oh, that’s not necessary.” Jasmine sneered, “Although your body polluted my soul back then, at least it still had value. Now, your worthless life is worthless to me. Even if you get close to it, you will pollute my Star God body! You should leave it to your group of messy women! Hurry…get out! Don’t force me to drive you away. That would not be a good thing!”
Jasmine’s words pierced his heart. Yun Che tried to find some reluctance or hesitation in them… but there was not even a trace.
“…Jasmine, I really… shouldn’t have been so self-righteous as to assume that you would want to see me as much as I miss you, but at least… in the past three years in the God Realm, I have worked hard every day to find you, and in the end I even went so far as to enter the Conferred God Battle to let you hear my name. Even if you really despise me now, at least… let me look at you, let me tell you everything I want to say to you in front of you, and…”
"Are you deaf?" Jasmine was not moved by his words at all. Instead, she suddenly said angrily, "Shut your mouth! I don't want to listen to your ridiculous nonsense. What you need to do now is to get out of here before you cause me any trouble. How can you make demands on me?"
The corners of Yun Che’s eyes trembled, and his hands unconsciously clenched up. An unfamiliar tingling sensation spread throughout his body, but soon, this tingling sensation disappeared along with his body’s perception… He took a deep breath and said softly: “I am indeed… not qualified. But I… finally found you, at least I am unwilling to give up… at least… at least tell me how I can be qualified to see you!”
“Oh?” Jasmine’s tone turned playful. “You haven’t changed at all in your character of not shedding tears until you see the coffin. Ha… Well, considering that you saved my life back then, and that you fought so hard in the God Realm for so long to get here… I’ll give you a chance.”
Yun Che raised his head suddenly.
“However, this is the only chance I give you. If you can do this, I can see you. I can also consider telling you everything you want to know.” Jasmine said calmly, “But if you can’t do this, then get lost and go back to your planet! Never set foot in the God Realm again!”
Yun Che barely hesitated and nodded heavily: “Okay! No matter what… I will definitely do it!”
“Very good.” Jasmine’s voice slowed down, but it became noticeably more relaxed and casual: “Although in the eyes of us Star Gods, those below the King Realm are all ants. But there are a few people who are indeed somewhat qualified for the Star God to meet. For example… Oh? Aren’t you participating in this Profound God Conference? The first place in the Profound God Conference is qualified to meet with the Star God, not to mention the Star God, even the God Emperor.”
Yun Che: “…”
"Haha, what a great opportunity! It's right at your feet. As long as you can take the first place in this Mysterious God Conference, I will come out to see you right away. I will also tell you everything you want to know. How about it? Hahaha..."
Yun Che's face slowly turned pale... Jasmine gave him an "opportunity" that was completely impossible to achieve. This was not an "opportunity" at all, but a mockery and ridicule.
Jasmine was laughing, and her laugh was extremely playful.
He did participate in the Mysterious God Conference and entered the Conferred God Battle. But everyone knew what "means" he used to get in. Moreover, he had already lost in the first round. In the next round, no matter what opponent he met, he would definitely lose... If he had no chance of winning the next round, how could he possibly get first place?
"Why are you silent? I've already given you the chance. It would be too pathetic to just ask you to get out. I wish you success. But if you can't even meet this minimum qualification... Heh, then remember what you said and get out of here!"
Jasmine's tone was becoming increasingly impatient, as if she was trying to shoo away a fly she didn't want to even look at.
The depression in his heart became heavier and heavier. He couldn't accept it, couldn't believe that after three whole years, he would get such a result. Yun Che stood there in shock for a long time, and finally nodded slowly: "Okay... I will leave... I will leave today..."
"But... even if you feel sorry for me, let me see you one more time before I leave... even if it's just for a glance... then I'll leave right away and won't bother you anymore."
Yun Che had never thought that one day he would say such humble words...
But, she is Jasmine...
She happened to be Jasmine...
There was a brief silence, followed by Jasmine's wanton laughter.
“Hahahaha… I’m so stupid. I actually wasted so much time talking to an idiot like you!” Jasmine laughed in anger, “You’re still dreaming. Ha, well, then continue to dream your big dream!”
Jasmine's voice quickly faded away amidst the extremely contemptuous and ruthless sneer. It was obvious that she was too lazy to say another word to him.
“Jasmine!” Yun Che’s eyes narrowed as he shouted loudly. He stretched out his hand and quickly grabbed the Sky Poison Pearl. A huge purple flower appeared in his hand.
The purple flower bloomed alone, and each petal was like flowing purple jade, releasing a bright purple enchanting light. Although it was lightly enveloped by the light of the Sky Poison Pearl, it was still enchanting and unparalleled.
He asked the mysterious girl with colorful eyes for the Netherworld Udumbara Flower at the foot of Jueyun Cliff.
Back then in the Moon-Slaying Demon Cave, he used all his willpower to pick the Netherworld Udumbara Flower, which had only four petals, for Jasmine.
This is a complete plant.
Over the years, he had been longing to hand it over to Jasmine.
"Oh? The Netherworld Udumbara Flower?"
Jasmine's soul voice came again from a very far distance, but there was no excitement on her face. Yun Che was about to speak when the Netherworld Udumbara Flower in his hand was suddenly lifted up by a huge force and rolled into the air.
“Humph! Back then, in that low-level and barren place, I had no choice but to use this kind of thing to rebuild my body. Now that I’m in the Star God Realm, why would I need this kind of thing… Ridiculous!”
Hiss!!
The space suddenly exploded, and the demon flower that was emitting purple light was immediately sucked into the space storm and turned into nothingness in an instant.
Jasmine's voice never sounded again...it completely faded away.
Yun Che stood there in a daze, his eyes cloudy, as if all his soul had been taken away, and he remained motionless...
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Outside the Zhoutian Realm, between the stars, a delicate red shadow flashed from the void.
She was holding a purple demon flower that was much larger than her body. She slowly curled up like a wounded kitten, and her whole body was shaking continuously.
"What am I doing..."
"What am I...doing..."
drop……
drop……
Red blood slowly dripped from the corners of her lips, falling on the purple petals, reflecting a strange light.
No one was with her, no one could see her tears, no one could listen to her words, and no one could help her... In this lonely and cold world, there was only this purple demon flower. If possible, she would rather let this purple demon light take away her soul and fall into an eternal dream...
A moment...
Two minutes...
One hour...
Two hours...
for a long time……
She finally raised her head, her eyes still filled with tears of pain, but now emitting a terrifying red light...
"Hell...Love...!!!"
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BANG!!
The courtyard gate was pushed open, and Huo Poyun rushed in quickly, with deep excitement on his face: "Brother Yun! I have good news for you. Tomorrow's battle list is out. Do you know that you actually... have no opponent!"
Yun Che: “…”
"Actually... it's Weihen. He was disqualified and his name was erased, and you'll be facing him in the next match. You'll get a bye, which means you'll go straight into the next round. That's just great! Also, my first opponent in the Conferred God Group tomorrow is Luo Changan. I'm absolutely sure I can beat him, and it'll be a good opportunity for you to vent your anger... eh?"
Yun Che sat quietly on the bluestone beside the pond, motionless, with no reaction to Huo Poyun's words.
"Brother Yun, what's wrong with you?"
Yun Che slowly raised his head, his eyes were almost colorless, shocking Huo Poyun so much that he almost took a step back.
“I’m fine. I haven’t congratulated you on your first-round victory yet.” Yun Che forced a laugh.
“Brother Yun, you… I…” Yun Che’s appearance made Huo Poyun at a loss for a moment.
“I’m sorry for letting you see my ugly appearance.” Yun Che smiled faintly: “Don’t worry, let me be alone for a while... Everything will be fine tomorrow.”
"Ah... OK." Huo Poyun, who didn't know how to comfort others, nodded quickly. He wanted to say something, but didn't know what to say. He could only leave with worry, looking back and saying, "Then I... will call you tomorrow."
Huo Poyun had just left when a fairy-like figure came to his side.
“Yun Che…what happened?” Mu Bingyun asked softly. It was the first time for her to see Yun Che in such a depressed and lost state.
“…She’s been here, but…” Here, Mu Bingyun was the only person he could talk to, but as soon as he opened his mouth, an unbearable feeling of pain spread throughout his body, leaving him speechless.
Mu Bingyun frowned. Looking at Yun Che’s expression, she had vaguely guessed something and asked softly, “Did she… ask you to go back?”
“…” Yun Che nodded, then shook his head, and said hoarsely: “She… can chase me away… but why… doesn’t she even want to see… see me…”
“It shouldn’t be like this…”
Given Yun Che’s current state, how could Mu Bingyun not imagine what the Heavenly Killing Star God would look like in front of him? Perhaps, it was not just as simple as being merciless...
“So, what are you going to do next?” After a brief silence, Mu Bingyun asked a question that seemed to be the wrong question to ask at this time.
“I don’t know… Actually, she’s right… She’s a Star God… What qualifications do I have…” Yun Che took a deep breath, but his chest felt even more oppressive: “I already… have no reason to stay here anymore… It’s just… It’s just… I can’t accept it… Why didn’t she… even let me take a look at her… Could it be that everything in the past… was all fake… It was all just my wishful thinking…”
With endless longing and deep obsession in his heart, he followed Mu Bingyun to the God Realm. In the past three years, he had given up so much, paid so much, and even risked his life, just to see Jasmine again... He thought that the biggest obstacle was the process of him finding Jasmine, and never thought... He had clearly found Jasmine, but it ended like this.
Mu Bingyun listened quietly and sighed deeply in her heart.
“Yun Che, I want to ask you a question.” Mu Bingyun raised her head. The sky had begun to darken. “If she showed up to meet you, would you really feel that your wish had come true after meeting her, and then go back satisfied?”
"I……"
“Don’t be so hasty to answer.” Mu Bingyun said, “I was the one who brought you back to the Snow Song Realm. In the God Realm, besides her, I was the first person to see you. I’ve been observing your personality since we were in the Frozen Cloud Immortal Palace.”
"Many lower realm profound practitioners strive to come to the God Realm. There are two reasons for this: either they want to pursue a higher level of profound knowledge, or they want to see a wider world. Most of them would rather be kings in the lower realm. But you, just to meet someone, gave up everything and followed me without hesitation to come to the God Realm that you know nothing about."
"From that moment on, I knew that she must be extremely important to you. After that, all your actions proved this point."
Yun Che: “…”
"When you first arrived at the sect, you confronted Mu Yizhou, the chief disciple of the Ice Phoenix Palace, for a fellow disciple with whom you had only a passing relationship. In the battle of Tianchi, you contradicted your master because of what you considered 'unfair'. In the sect ceremony, you defeated Huo Poyun, but you took the initiative to comfort him, fearing that he would suffer from a mental blockage because of you. In the God Burial Inferno Prison, even though the three sects of the Flame God Sect were unjust, you still took the initiative to give them half of the ancient horned dragon's body."
"All of this proves one thing: you are a person with strong personal dignity, who values friendship and principles."
“But, ever since you arrived at the Eternal Heaven Realm,” Mu Bingyun changed the subject and sighed, “When you were only one step away from her, you became anxious and confused.”
Yun Che: “…”
"In the two rounds of preliminary competitions, you did not violate the rules set by the Eternal Heaven Pearl... But cheating is a fact. And this is something you would never do. Not only did you disobey your master's orders, you also completely disregarded the dignity and principles of the mysterious way."
“You know better than anyone how many secrets you have that cannot be discovered. Entering the Conferred God War will undoubtedly expose you to the eyes of the entire Eastern Divine Region… For you, there is no more dangerous situation in the entire God Realm than this, and yet you did it without hesitation.”
Yun Che: “…”
“A person who made you pursue her to the God Realm at all costs, who made you lose your composure, who did not hesitate to disregard dignity, principles, and danger… I cannot understand what she had done for you to make you do this, but, a person like this… after you meet her, or as you said, after you say goodbye to her completely, will you really be satisfied and leave without any regrets?”
“…” Yun Che’s colorless pupils suddenly began to tremble slightly.
"You don't have to answer me for this question, just answer yourself." Mu Bingyun said: "If you find the real answer, perhaps you will understand why she is so determined not to see you."
“…” Yun Che’s pupils widened, his breathing became rapid, and his heartbeat went from violent to chaotic.
“Also… I have something to say to you, maybe you’ll feel better.” Mu Bingyun’s long hair fell down, carelessly brushing Yun Che’s pale cheek: “For someone who can make you willing to do so much for her, everything about her must have been engraved in the deepest part of your soul.”
"To be able to carve her shadow so deeply into your soul can only come from the dedication and touch of the soul... So, I don't believe that everything she did to you was false."
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