Chu Yan knew that his guess was ridiculous!
Where do so many coincidences come from in the world?
But what if...
What if?
Chu Yan never thought that Suisui would be the little sister who died that year.
After all, if that child were alive, he would be nine years old this year.
Suisui is only three and a half years old, it won’t be her anyway.
However, Chu Yan's thoughts couldn't help but diverge, guessing a certain possibility -
Back then, her mother, Chu Yunling, was devastated and passed away, heartbroken and without a trace. However, under certain circumstances, she met someone else, rekindled her hope for life, and then married, had children, and started a new life...
He selectively forgot the doctor's diagnosis that year. Given Chu Yunling's poor physical and mental condition, she would be in great danger if she left.
He deliberately ignored the fact that after Chu Yunling left, no bank transactions, medical records, etc. in her name had appeared in the national system;
He didn't want to think deeply about the fact that if Chu Yunling started a new life and had a new family, it would also be another kind of abandonment of them.
…
He didn't want to think about anything.
It's like a drowning person grabbing a lifeline.
No matter how fragile or insignificant this straw is...
He'll grab it tightly!
Trying to convince myself!
Whether it was because mother Chu Yunling had lost her memory, or for some other reason.
Chu Yan only hopes that she can live well in this world!
so--
"Tell me, Sui Sui, is your mother Chu Yunling? Where is she? Can I meet her?"
The continuous questions confused Sui Sui.
She felt the terrifying, earth-shaking emotions coming from Chu Yan, like a deep-sea whirlpool.
This made it almost impossible for her to breathe, and she began to struggle subconsciously.
"Let me go!"
Sui Sui's voice was timid and soft.
Unfortunately, Chu Yan has completely fallen into an intense desire for the truth.
He lost his mind and just grabbed Sui Sui's shoulders:
"Tell me, Sui Sui, tell me!"
"I don't know, woo, I don't know...waa ...
Sui Sui raised her head and cried loudly,
"Brother! Wow! Brother! Wow!"
The only brother she called was Wen Chi.
If Wen Chi were here, he would probably be heartbroken!
But Wen Chi was not there.
Ling Zhe was hiding nearby.
He said he was leaving, but he was actually pretending to leave.
Seeing Sui Sui crying loudly, he immediately rushed out like a whirlwind and slapped Chu Yan's hand away.
"what you do!"
Ling Zhe looked at him angrily.
In an instant, he forgot that Chu Yan was a patient and also forgot Sui Sui’s mission.
He was simply angry at Chu Yan's attitude towards Sui Sui!
Chu Yan, driven mad by obsession, was originally locked in his shell and completely ignored Sui Sui's feelings.
It wasn't until Ling Zhe slapped him that he slowly came to his senses.
Chu Yan stared blankly at Sui Sui's crying face, then looked down at the back of her hand where the bright red palm print was left.
“I’m… sorry…”
This apology could not extinguish Ling Zhe's anger.
Ling Zhe had already picked up Sui Sui in time and held her in his arms.
He patted Sui Sui's back gently to soothe her emotions, while loudly scolding Chu Yan. His previous awe was gone:
"She's so young! Can't you just say what you want to say nicely? You're still holding her shoulder... What if it gets dislocated or bruised? How will you be responsible? Can you afford it?"
When he was roaring, Ling Zhe had actually forgotten the fact that Sui Sui was not an ordinary person, but a little god.
He completely put Sui Sui in the position of his younger sister, feeling both distressed and pitying for her.
He was even more hostile towards Chu Yan.
Chu Yan knew he was in the wrong:
"I...didn't use any strength."
As he spoke, he sighed himself.
Recalling his state just now, I felt more and more that he was crazy.
But even in his madness, he still had some sense. He remembered not to hurt Sui Sui, so he used less force...
Of course, these are not his excuses.
"Sorry, Sui Sui, I really didn't mean it."
Chu Yan once again sincerely apologized in a low voice.
Sui Sui was attracted by his voice and raised her red, tear-stained face from Ling Zhe's shoulder.
Tears hung on her fan-like eyelashes, her fair and fluffy face was covered with red marks from being pressed, and the soft hair on her forehead was wet and stuck to her skin... She looked so pitiful.
Chu Yan saw it and felt like a thousand needles were pricking his heart.
He kept blaming himself in his heart...
However, he still couldn't completely let go of his doubts.
"If possible, Sui Sui, could you... could you answer my question? Thank you so much, this is really important to me..."
His tone was almost pleading.
Ling Zhe didn't care about that and was furious:
"You scared her! And you still ask!"
"N-Never mind."
Suisui sobbed all the time, and her little nose was all red.
But she felt the deep sadness in Chu Yan, and knew that he was really feeling guilty and really wanted to know the answer.
So she wiped her face with the back of her hand:
"I don't know the person you're talking about... I don't have a mother..."
The trembling little baby voice seemed to hide endless loneliness.
How cruel is it to ask a little cub to admit with his own mouth that he has no mother?
Even without Ling Zhe glaring at him with murderous eyes, Chu Yan was already so ashamed that he lowered his head, with only those five big, dark words in his mind -
I deserve to die.
Sui Sui sniffed and thought:
The person you are destined to meet is really strange. She is a little ginseng spirit, born and raised by nature. Where did her mother come from?
Because of the guilt, Chu Yan told Sui Sui and Ling Zhe about his past that he had never mentioned to anyone else:
"I'm really sorry. Sui Sui looks very familiar to me. She looks a lot like my mother, who disappeared nine years ago. I was wondering if Sui Sui might be her child..."
Feeling this sincerity, Ling Zhe's anger gradually subsided, and instead he felt a little more compassion.
The Wen family incident caused a sensation back then and is still talked about today. Even Ling Zhe, who was still a teenager, had heard of it.
But Ling Zhe heard another version, saying that the beautiful wife of the Wen family, who came from a poor family and luckily rose to fame and fortune, was not missing, but had died.
There are countless grudges between wealthy families behind this, which are unknown to outsiders.
Ling Zhe sighed:
"Then you can't be so mean to Sui Sui. Look, she's already crying because of you."
Sui Sui rubbed his face in embarrassment when he heard his name.
Chu Yan repeated over and over again:
"I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry Sui Sui..."
He said he was apologizing, but he looked dazed.
Perhaps Sui Sui's answer disappointed him so much that even his eyes looked empty.
Ling Zhe felt even more compassion in his heart.
turn out to be.
The proud son of heaven in front of Ling Zhe was not as perfect and successful as he had imagined.
His troubles, pain and despair... burned like poisonous fire at all times.
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