Chapter 74 If We Are Destined to Be Unable to Be Together
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She was still relatively conscious and felt that every word he said carried a sense of venting, and the force was heavy, with pain and pleasure coexisting.
She tried to struggle with both hands, pinching his arm and resisting with all the strength she could muster, but it was no use. He only needed a third of his strength to hold her firmly in place.
“Chen Yueze…”
One hand reached back and gripped his forearm tightly, the nails digging into his skin and leaving obvious pinch marks. This minor injury only aroused him more.
A moment later, he pulled her wrists back, crossed them together, and pressed them against her lower back, holding them in place with one hand.
Wen Yining cursed him countless times in her heart, but she couldn't break free no matter what she did. She knelt by the bed, but he pinned her down with his knees, making it impossible for her to close her mouth. She wasn't wearing any clothes to begin with, which actually made things easier for him. Her shoulder was being bitten, and it was both painful and hot.
Her skin felt cold; she had just come out of the outdoor pool and was shivering involuntarily, unsure whether it was from pain or cold. She made whimpering noises, wanting to both scold and hit him mercilessly and ask him to be gentle and not so rough.
But his mouth was covered tightly, as if he was afraid that her screams would attract the attention of people outside...
In the courtyard, many busy staff members were still working on their tasks. The sounds of various equipment and conversations drifted in through the cracks in the door.
Interspersed among them were the voices of Li Wu and Deng Hao. This guy often joked with her on set, trying to flirt with her, subtly and overtly expressing that he was interested, but not wanting to lose face if rejected, so he never said anything directly.
I don't know who she was chatting with, but her tone sounded quite knowledgeable. "Wen Yining is incredibly promiscuous in private. You know, she's obviously just pretending to be innocent. Her roommate even came out and revealed it, saying that she always carries a pair of condoms with her and has slept with countless men. She must be easy to pursue, but she didn't show her true colors at first."
"Besides, Shi Yuheng has obviously slept with her a long time ago. He cares about her so much. Li Wu's role is only half of hers. This script seems tailor-made for her, specifically designed to promote her..."
The sound reached his ears intermittently, and Shen Yueze must have heard it too, his face darkening even more.
She made a masochistic, suppressed sound, so intense that he couldn't bear to hear it, and a more perverse desire arose within him.
He asked in a deep voice in her ear, "Who is this by-t for? I've never seen you wear it before."
She didn't want to reply to anything. Her head was pressed against the bed, her hair was disheveled and covered her face. Her eyes were almost glazed over. He brushed her long hair aside and tucked it behind her ear.
Shen Yueze stared at her expression. "I'm asking you, answer me."
She was breathing rapidly. "You covered my mouth, how am I supposed to say anything? Are you crazy? When did I get together with Shi Yuheng... Which eye of yours saw me with him?"
Wen Yining had always known that he was very suspicious. Ever since her chat history with Feng Yan was discovered, she rarely left any ambiguous messages on her phone, and she even deleted some of the old records. However, he probably couldn't be bothered to check anymore.
He still wanted to sleep with her. Wen Yining saw three striking numbers on the packaging of the condom: 001. They were extremely glaring. She had never bought this brand before.
Memories of Zhaoshan Apartment were instantly awakened...
So, when he's with Shi Yingmeng or other girls, he buys this kind of thing?
She threw the square package on the ground, saying with a resentful look, "I don't use this brand, it makes me uncomfortable."
He glanced at her, picked it up, and slowly tore open the packaging. "What's wrong?"
"It has a strong rubber smell and the quality is terrible."
"Have you used quite a few other brands?"
"..."
Wen Yining didn't understand why his focus always veered off to other things, so she simply let out the information that had been swirling in her mind, almost becoming an obsession, and that she just couldn't process.
"In the bedroom I live in, there are a few pieces of sexy lingerie that were left by someone else."
He thought for a moment, then looked up at her. "Yeah, I bought it for someone else. They didn't use it."
Wen Yining lowered her eyes indifferently, a surge of indescribable emotion stirring her nerves. Her chest felt tight and painful, and the scenes she had imagined before flooded her mind again, making her limbs feel weak.
She ignored him and started putting on the clothes that had fallen to the ground. She picked them up one by one, adjusted them, and her mind was a mess. Her expression was somewhat blank. It wasn't hard to imagine how intense his past with other girls must have been. That was what real couples should be like. They were just bed partners.
She had never seen him in a serious relationship.
Shen Yueze took a shower in the bathroom. Listening to the intermittent sound of running water, she felt complicated emotions and a heavy heart.
His phone was still outside his pocket. It rang a few times. He wanted to leave immediately, but he couldn't suppress his curiosity, so he took out his phone, knew the password, unlocked it, and found several unread messages.
The note says Li Jiahe.
The profile picture is of herself, taken on a beach. She is wearing loose jeans, with a bikini strap around her waist, which is very thin. She is wearing a bikini top, and two thin straps around her neck, the kind that would fall off if you pulled them. She has very fair skin and is facing the camera.
The bra size is roughly between B and C.
Wen Yining had thought about changing to a sexy profile picture before, but when she thought about how many teachers and relatives she had added, she didn't change it. It was a bit awkward, so she usually blocked them when posting photos on her WeChat Moments.
It's only shown to a few close friends, including guys like Feng Yan.
I don't know where Shen Yueze saw them, but he still has quite a few saved in his album.
I uncontrollably clicked into Li Jiahe's WeChat Moments. Her style seemed similar to hers: selfies, food, beautiful scenery, and showing off her great figure.
Several of the entries contained text with very obvious sexual connotations.
("Will you like me? If not, I'll teach you.")
("Libra's love is absolutely devoted")
Scrolling down, there are more nine-grid photos featuring women in revealing and sexy outfits, some meticulously styled, others without makeup, showing off their great skin. They don't seem to own any luxury goods and clearly enjoy life – diving, surfing, hiking, skiing…
Shen Yueze also liked the post, clearly indicating that he had seen it.
She then spotted a few more songs she liked, songs she remembered he seemed to like quite a bit too...?
Return to the chat history page.
I can't sleep, I really want to hear your voice.
Shen Yueze did not reply to her after that.
I doubt Li Jiahe is the type of girl who's persistent and clingy.
While scrolling through this page, I inadvertently came across Shi Yingmeng's name. [Her tuition and living expenses for university were all paid for by your dad. Aren't there scholarships and student loans? Plus, she works part-time, so it should be enough for her. There are students at our school from disadvantaged backgrounds, but they still get a lot of scholarships.]
Why is your dad so generous to Shi Yingmeng? I thought he was the type who wouldn't approve of you dating ordinary girls, but it seems he doesn't care about that?
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Upon seeing this, Wen Yining's fingers froze, her heart sank, and a flood of complex and overwhelming emotions surged up, leaving her feeling overwhelmed.
Back on the homepage, there are also female profile pictures, but not many; most of them are of the few brothers he frequently contacts in his social circle.
The other phone is a business phone, and it's almost entirely for work-related purposes.
Wen Yining tossed her phone onto the bed, tucked her hair behind her ear, got up, and looked at herself in the mirror with concern. There were marks on her neck from when he had pinched her…
Walking down there was a bit of pain, similar to the first time. When I wore underwear, my nerves would tighten up when it touched my skin, so I simply didn't wear any. Instead, I put on a loose long skirt, a coat, and finally a hat before leaving the bedroom.
Almost everyone outside had left. Feeling guilty, she didn't speak to anyone and hurriedly walked out of the courtyard.
I hailed a taxi on the roadside and told the driver the name of the hotel.
Throughout the journey, she kept thinking about one question: if they were destined not to be together, was her current entanglement right or wrong?
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She leaned wearily against the car door, feeling safe sitting there. She turned her head to stare out the window, her eyes calm and indifferent, radiating a faint sense of dejection. Her black hair was ruffled by the summer breeze, brushing against her skin and causing a slight itch. Too lazy to fix it, she let it fly wildly.
The journey took less than ten minutes. When she got off the bus, she seemed to have found the answer in her heart: if they couldn't be together, she would like him until she stopped liking him.
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A note from the author:
I will revise these two chapters again tomorrow.
Writing a long article is a real marathon for me...
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