Chapter 35: Exclusive 16 “I will my Eminem,…
Chen Ying's pupils suddenly contracted the moment his two hands reached up to her.
But she couldn't escape his restraint at all. The blood in her body froze and she could only make a "hmm" sound in protest.
He kissed her lips hard, then let go. Fortunately, he moved away quickly, allowing Chen Ying to catch her breath.
The smile on Xie Qingyue's face faded in an instant. He stood up suddenly, and the legs of the chair made a harsh sound as they scraped against the ground.
There were still traces of his fingerprints on her cheek, slowly fading in the bright candlelight.
Although Chen Jinshi retreated, he reached out and caressed her red lips again. His movements were gentle and almost paranoid, but his eyes looked at Xie Qingyue: "Do you understand now?"
Chen Ying's lips felt numb, and she suddenly waved his hand away.
She looked at the profile of Chen Jinshi standing in front of her, and then looked at Xie Qingyue who was dumbfounded. She was trembling all over, and the feeling of shame and annoyance made her unable to stay any longer.
She stood up and rushed out the door quickly.
As she left, she created a gust of wind and fled down the stairs, making the wooden steps clatter.
Chen Jinshi watched her rush out and hurriedly chased after her.
"Chen Ying!"
Xie Qingyue grabbed his wrist and said, "Chen Jinshi, don't go! Do you enjoy embarrassing her so much?"
Chen Jinshi paused and turned to look at him. "Xie Qingyue, how are you any better than me? What pretext did you use to get close to her?"
Chen Jinshi took a half step closer: "You said I embarrassed her, what about you? Don't you know what dirty thoughts you are hiding?"
The door of the private room was still open. Xie Qingyue calmly walked around Chen Jin, closed the door, and then spoke.
"Chen Jinshi, I am open about my feelings for her and never dare to disrespect her in the slightest. I am different from you."
Chen Jinshi sneered: "You walked around her shirtless on the first day you came to my house. Do you dare to say you didn't do it on purpose?"
Xie Qingyue's face turned red and pale, and he took a half step back. Chen Jinshi pressed forward step by step, and the sarcasm in his eyes pierced the other party sharply.
"That was an accident, I didn't do it on purpose."
Chen Jinshi laughed: "Even if you didn't mean it, do you dare to say that you weren't secretly happy when she saw you?"
Before Xie Qingyue could speak, Chen Jinshi said, "Anyway, things are just as you see them. Xie Qingyue, you have nothing to do with this. Get lost in your northern border!"
Xie Qingyue pointed at him, frowned, and asked seriously, "Chen Jinshi, is she willing?"
Chen Jinshi was startled. Xie Qingyue took a step forward, his eyes filled with pain and anger. "I don't think she's willing. Chen Jinshi, you just want to possess her! You're so selfish! I bet she'll never love you!"
"Xie Qingyue, you can't make me angry. Put away your thoughts. I am her most beloved child. She will love me forever."
Chen Jinshi walked up to him, opened the door, and said with his chin raised, "Please come in. I still have a bedroom reserved for you in my house."
Xie Qingyue wanted to criticize him a few more times, but the door was already open, so he had to swallow back any more words he wanted to say.
"Chen Jinshi, you are too ridiculous. Have you ever thought about how you are going to explain to your master in the future?" Xie Qingyue squeezed out these words from between his teeth.
Chen Jinshi lowered his voice and said word by word: "I regard my Amu as my wife. That's it."
As he spoke, he walked downstairs. Xie Qingyue looked at his back, his brows furrowed even tighter, and his fingertips dug deeply into his palms.
Chen Ying sat in the corridor of Tinglan Garden and heard the maids say that the second master had returned.
She got up, walked into the house, closed the door and turned off the lights.
She sat down at the head of the bed. The moonlight outside the window was like a thin veil, flowing into the room and making the shadows of all objects distorted, just like her thoughts at the moment, tangled and intertwined.
Chen Jinshi was indeed embarrassing, but she seemed... maybe because she had been kissed by him so many times, it seemed less shameful to suddenly bring this matter out into the open.
It seems like everything happened so naturally and smoothly.
Instead of doing it in secret, she felt relieved.
The suppressed emotions of the past few days made her cover her face with her hands, sobs leaking out between her fingers.
The reason why she didn't drink today was because he was not the only one who took the initiative the night she drank.
She remembered the feeling deeply, and she was addicted to it.
She should have been angry about his behavior just now, but she suddenly realized that she had been unfair to him from the beginning.
She ran away because she was in a panic, and her panic was mixed with a throbbing that she herself could not explain.
There was a slight noise outside the door, and Chen Ying slowed down her breathing.
He knocked on the door: "Amu, we are back."
She said hoarsely, "I understand."
There was silence outside the door for a while, and Chen Ying thought he had left.
Until Chen Jinshi spoke pleadingly:
"Chen Ying, can I see you?"
Chen Ying didn't respond, but scratched the edge of the bed with her fingertips. The uneven touch made her feel a little more relaxed.
She thought she should answer, "No."
But her body controlled her and she walked to the door.
Then she felt his breathing, even and steady, as if silently announcing his waiting.
"Chen Ying, I'll wait for you to open the door."
His voice was deep and steady, conveying the sense of security that came from handing all the initiative over to her.
Chen Ying put her hand on the door handle and didn't move.
She asked, "Where is Xie Qingyue?"
Chen Jinshi did not regard the question as a provocation. He replied, "He rested in the front yard, the one you prepared for him in advance."
Chen Ying hummed softly, paused, and tried to make her tone sound gentle: "Chen Jinshi, it's inappropriate for you to behave like this today. We can't treat guests like this."
She felt Chen Jinshi take a step closer, pressing against the door, his breath seeping in through the door panel: "Amu, I know, I'm here to admit my mistakes. I was wrong today."
He seemed to desperately need her forgiveness.
"You know you're wrong?"
Chen Jinshi sincerely admitted his mistake outside the door, like a normal person.
"Yes, Am. I was wrong. I shouldn't have done that. I should have spoken nicely. I disappointed you. I'm sorry."
Chen Ying was silent for a long moment, then spoke in a hoarse voice, "The one you should really feel sorry for is Master Xie. He did nothing wrong, and we should treat him well. Do you understand?"
Chen Ying tried her best to keep her voice gentle and soft, so as not to arouse his madness again.
Chen Jinshi still apologized sincerely: "I know I was wrong, and I won't do it again."
Chen Ying finally opened the door and looked at him.
He lowered his head, his shoulders drooped, his eyes full of pity, and begged for her forgiveness.
She lowered her head: "How is the wound on your wrist? Has the bleeding stopped?"
Chen Jinshi stretched out his wrist to her and lifted up his sleeve. The gauze she had bandaged for him in the afternoon was still wrapped around it, and it was now faintly red.
"It's out of the way now."
Chen Ying hummed, then moved aside to let him in: "Come in, I'll change the medicine for you."
He was able to step over her threshold and walk into her room. He took a deep breath, as if he wanted to swallow all the scent that belonged to her in the room into his lungs.
She went to the corner of the room, lit a lamp, and asked him to sit down at the table.
She pulled a small medicine box from the cabinet.
Chen Jinshi poured a glass of warm water and handed it to her: "Drink some water first."
Her expression was indifferent, and she said in a cold voice, "When you were little, I spent a lot of effort to treat your illness. Your behavior today is really heartbreaking."
She grabbed his wrist, turned it upwards, and peeled off the gauze layer by layer, revealing a shallow wound.
The blood flow in the afternoon was frightening. When Shen Ying thought that he was just trying to trick her into a kiss, she didn't know whether to cry or laugh.
If you just want a kiss from her, just get her drunk.
Chen Jinshi stared at the top of her head, a smile playing on his lips: "Am, how could I really hurt my own life? I will repay you for the rest of my life. My whole body, my whole soul, everything belongs to you."
Chen Ying paused as she was changing the dressing, then glared at him, "What nonsense are you talking about!"
He smiled sincerely, "I'm serious."
She paused completely, and he stroked her cheek with one hand: "Don't you understand what I mean?"
He used the most sincere and gentle tone to explain a truth to Chen Ying:
If she still pretended not to understand or ignored him, he would continue to go crazy.
His current normality and gentleness are all fake.
Chen Ying looked up at him, his thumb gently stroking her cheekbone, his movements as gentle as if he were treating a rare treasure.
He was forcing her, but in fact, she was indeed tempted.
He had been seducing her, and with considerable success.
She liked his hot and strong body, and he showed off his body in front of her more than once.
It was hard for her not to be moved by his sincerity and recklessness. No one could withstand the naked love of such a person.
He said that he was hers from body to soul, all of him, and that he would surrender to her at her command.
But if she continued to push him away, he would turn into a mad dog again.
No one doesn't want a good wolfhound like this, Dulan.
Don't push yourself, Dulan.
She looked into his eyes, which were so close to her. The pleading in his eyes gradually gave way to madness. She spoke at the right time, "I understand." Her voice was as light as a sigh.
The madness slowly faded away, and his thumb gently rubbed her cheek. If she put her hand on his head at this time, he would slowly move his head and start rubbing it.
"Chen Jinshi, we can give it a try."
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His pupils suddenly lit up with a blazing light. The hand he was touching on her cheek trembled slightly, and the thin calluses on his fingertips made her skin slightly itchy.
Chen Ying just looked at him quietly, the emotion in her eyes was like the melting snow in early spring, shallow but transparent.
At this moment, even she was happy for him.
Chen Jinshi, there's no need to feel sorry for yourself anymore. Am has always spoiled you.
He leaned over and buried his head in the crook of her neck, holding her tightly with both hands. It was clearly an aggressive posture, but he was like a big wolfhound that belonged to her. Although he was much larger than her, he would only seek comfort in her arms.
Chen Ying was strangled by him to the point of being unable to breathe. His heartbeat hit her ribs like a drum, and his back trembled slightly.
She raised her hand, hesitated for a moment, and finally gently placed it on his back, soothing him.
"But I've got to tell you this beforehand," she said, her voice buried in his hair, a barely perceptible tremor in it. "First, this is just a trial run; it doesn't mean anything. I have the right to call a halt at any time. Second, everything must remain hidden underground and must never be exposed to the light of day."
The breath in the crook of my neck hitched for a moment, and then I heard his muffled response: "Okay."
Chen Ying's heart softened, and she couldn't help but reach out and rub the top of his head.
As soon as her fingertips touched his hair, he moved his head slightly and rubbed the top of his hair against her palm.
After nuzzling in her arms for a while, he stood up and she looked deep into his eyes, where deep, hidden desires were swirling.
She was startled and her eyes avoided, but he held her tightly again.
He began to close in on her, locking her in place.
Then he placed his palm gently on her cheek, caressing it gently and moving closer.
The tip of his nose brushed against hers.
"I want to kiss you, okay?"
He knew that Chen Ying would not refuse now, but he still asked this question.
He gently nuzzled her nose, a gesture of urging.
"OK?"
His palms had locked onto the back of her neck, and she couldn't escape even if she said no.
But he still asked gently, patiently urging.
He wanted her to kiss him.
The tip of her nose was itchy when he rubbed it, and a fine itch also appeared on the tip of her heart.
The desire in his eyes was like the rising tide of the sea, rising little by little, but he suppressed it tightly, urging her and forcing her only in such a gentle way.
She could feel the hand on the back of her neck getting stronger and stronger, and his thumb began to rub the pulse on the side of her neck.
"Chen Jinshi..." Her voice was as light as a sigh, and was trembling with the breath he brought.
His posture was pious, like a subject waiting for an oracle.
His attitude is overbearing, and if the oracle is not given in time, he will overturn the heaven.
Chen Ying closed her eyes, tilted her head slightly, and gently retracted her hand from behind her neck, and his breath came over her like an overwhelming force.
Her heart was beating so fast that it seemed like it was about to jump out. She opened her lips slightly, and he held her lips accurately.
No whimpering, no resistance, she closed her eyes and enjoyed everything.
His lips were warm and soft, gently rolling over hers. She curled her fingers, but finally lifted them up and gently placed them on his shoulders.
His back was still trembling very slightly, and his kiss was a bit awkward and flattering.
Chen Ying's mind gradually became empty, leaving only the warm touch and stirring between her lips and teeth, and the beating of her heart like a drum in her chest.
Chen Jinshi left Tinglan Garden and returned to his room at midnight. His steps were light and cheerful, and he suppressed the ecstasy in his heart.
There was a voice in my head shouting:
Eminem loves him too, Eminem loves him too!
Eminem is his most precious treasure and the reason for his living!
He wants to repay Amr well, he wants to repay him with gratitude!
When he was seventeen years old, he finally had his Eminem!
The next morning, Xie Qingyue dressed neatly and went to the main hall of the Chen Mansion. Chen Ying, Chen Jinxing, Chen Jinshi, and Chen Jinyun were all there.
Chen Ying asked him to sit down, her tone apologetic: "Mr. Xie, I'm really sorry that I couldn't entertain you properly when you came this time."
She glanced at Chen Jinshi, who stood up proudly, bowed to Xie Qingyue, and said, "I'm sorry."
Xie Qingyue was stunned. When he looked at Chen Jin again, he saw that the man had a smile on his lips and apologized to him sincerely.
Tsk, this is rare. Chen Jinshi can actually do such a move.
Chen Jinshi said, "When you come to Jinling again, I will personally entertain you."
Xie Qingyue was a respectable man after all, so he raised his hand to support her: "Jinshi is too serious, and Aunt Shen must not mind it. I am relieved to come to Jinling to see you and see that you are all well."
As he spoke, he put his hand on Chen Jinyun's head and rubbed it.
Although Chen Jinxing didn't know what happened last night, he could guess roughly that Chen Jinshi was probably doing something stupid again.
But he couldn't figure out why his brother was willing to apologize today?
Could Chen Jinshi be such a person?
Unless he got great benefit from it, no, huge benefit!
Chen Jinxing stood up and took out the gift he had picked out from the warehouse early in the morning: "Thank you, brother. This is the snow ginseng that my father got from the northern border. You must take care of yourself when you go."
Xie Qingyue took the brocade box, which felt heavy in his hand. When he opened it, he saw that the snow ginseng had plump roots, which was obviously a treasure.
He raised his eyes to look at Chen Jinxing, and said with a bow, "Brother Chen is too polite. Qingyue is truly unworthy of such a generous gift."
"Thank you, brother. The northern border is bitterly cold, and the war is arduous. If this snow ginseng can be used, then you must take it. If not, you can bring it back next year."
As soon as these words were spoken, everyone laughed and the atmosphere eased a lot.
Because of Chen Jichuan's kindness, Xie Qingyue and several members of the Chen family can be considered a family.
Chen Jinyun also bowed to Xie Qingyue and said, "Brother Qingyue, take care on your journey. It's cold in the north, so remember to wear more clothes."
Jinyun has become a lady from a noble family, and every move she makes is gentle and graceful.
Regardless of anything else, Chen Jinyun knew at a glance that it was Chen Ying who taught her.
Xie Qingyue agreed with a smile and returned the gift: "Thank you, Jinyun. I'll remember it and bring you a gift when I come back."
Chen Ying took a sip of tea and raised her voice to ask outside, "It's getting late. Is Mr. Xie's horse ready?"
Chen Xing came in and replied, "It's ready. Feed him well with the best quality food."
Xie Qingyue bowed to everyone again and said, "Then I will set off. See you later. Jinshi, see you in the Golden Palace next spring."
Chen Jinshi's smile grew even brighter. "Thank you, brother. See you then."
Several people sent him out the door together, and Xie Qingyue jumped on the horse with a graceful and upright posture.
He pulled the reins and looked back at Chen Ying standing on the steps. Chen Ying was holding Chen Jinyun's hand. His eyes lingered on her face for a moment: "Take care. By the way, what I said always counts."
Xie Qingyue looked at her deeply, turned his horse's head, and the sound of horse hooves broke through the morning mist and gradually went away.
Chen Jinyun waved his hand and said, "Brother Qingyue, take care."
Until the figure completely disappeared.
"Mom, what Brother Qingyue said counts?" Chen Jinyun asked Chen Ying with his face raised.
Before Chen Ying could answer, Chen Jinshi spoke first, grabbed Chen Jinyun's head, and dragged her inside: "What else could it be? He said he would bring us gifts when he came back."
Only Chen Jinxing followed behind, his pair of black eyes examining Chen Jin and then examining Chen Ying. It seemed as if something in his heart was completely broken, which was very heartbreaking.
Chen Jinshi, you wouldn't really succeed, would you?
The tea in the main hall was still warm. Chen Ying sat down and drank a sip of hot tea. The weather suddenly became cold, and she had to put on two more clothes in the morning than yesterday.
Chen Jinshi immediately came over and said, "Mom, which dim sum restaurant do you want to eat today? I'll buy it for you."
Chen Ying raised her eyes and glanced at him, and the smile in his eyes could not be hidden.
"I won't eat anything, so go study by yourself."
Although he said that, his fingertips unconsciously stroked the warm teacup, and the tenderness in his tone could not be concealed.
He simply sat down next to her: "That pastry shop in the south of the city has just released some jujube paste cakes. I'll go buy some for you to try."
Chen Ying caught a glimpse of Chen Jinxing coming in and quickly gave him a warning look.
Chen Jinshi was very obedient at this moment. He immediately sat up straight and looked at his brother coming over.
Chen Jinxing coughed lightly and said, "Father used to have a few medical books. Shopkeeper Zhou asked to see them. Mom, do you know where they are?"
Chen Ying thought about it and shook her head: "I don't know about that, you should ask Chen Xing. By the way, the Zhang family's ceremony is almost over. Jin Xing, have you had nothing to do recently?"
A trace of loneliness flashed in Chen Jinxing's eyes. He clenched his fists as he looked at the complacent Chen Jinshi sitting next to Shen Ying.
"I have to go to Beijing tomorrow, and there's nothing else to do."
Chen Ying nodded: "That's good. Bring more money with you when you go to Beijing. Be generous if you can. Everything is ready. Don't suffer any loss from this."
"I know."
Chen Ying smiled again and said, "When Jinxing comes back, he might already be an official."
Chen Jinxing gave a bitter laugh: "This all depends on those people above. To be frank, I am thankful that I can come back alive."
Chen Ying glared at him. "Since you've chosen to walk this ladder, you must be ruthless. Jinxing, I believe in your ability. Besides, you'll have to be the groom when you come back. Whether our family can have double happiness depends on this trip of yours."
"Don't tease me, Eminem."
He looked at Chen Jinshi solemnly and stood still.
Chen Jinshi urged, "Brother, it's time for you to go to the shop."
Chen Jinxing's gaze paused at Chen Jinshi's face, his eyes dark and unclear.
He didn't respond to Chen Jinshi's words, but turned to Chen Ying: "Amu, I'll go to the shop first and come back later."
"Go ahead, and be careful on the road." Chen Ying nodded and looked at Chen Jinxing's back. Why did she always feel that he seemed to know something?
As soon as Chen Jinxing walked away, Chen Jinshi moved closer to Chen Ying again.
"Amu...I'm going to buy you some snacks, okay?"
Chen Ying angrily slapped his head away from her neck, where he was breathing heavily. "You go to the academy, and I'm going to the shop too."
As she spoke, she stood up. This was an order, not a request.
"Okay, I'll do as you say. How about I pick you up in the evening?"
Chen Ying squinted at him and nodded slightly: "Okay."
"Okay then." He responded, his eyes glued to her back like a thread that could not be torn apart.
He said, "There's one more thing."
Chen Ying turned around and stared at him: "What?"
He stood up, walked towards her, and touched his lips with his index finger.
Chen Ying frowned and looked around, but there was no one there.
But in broad daylight... and in a drafty hall...
She shook her head. "No."
Chen Jinshi didn't say much to her. He raised his hand and pushed her against the door frame, making a "clang clang" sound.
Chen Ying's heart trembled, she was extremely afraid that someone would hear the noise.
His hot breath had already brushed against her face, enveloping her without any reservation.
The smile in his eyes spread.
He grabbed her wrist and pressed it against the door with such force that she couldn't break free.
The touch of the thin calloused skin made her heart tremble.
He slowly approached, and she closed her eyes, unable to bear it.
In the empty hall, even a falling leaf could make her nervous and tremble.
She frowned, hoping the kiss would pass quickly.
But he didn't come for a long time.
In a place like this, her heart was beating wildly.
She couldn't help but urge: "Chen Jinshi, hurry up!"
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