Chapter 513 If You Were Still Here...



Mu Lianshen rubbed her hair and said, "An An, go home first. Dad will have a private talk with your mom."

Fu Xiao nodded, "Okay,"

When she walked under a tree, she looked back and saw the tender look in Mu Lianshen's eyes, which was so gentle to the bone. Her heart ached a little.

Every time she came here, no matter how Mu Lianshen pretended, she could still sense the deep sadness and longing in him.

She let out a long sigh and walked out of the back mountain.

As soon as I walked out of the back mountain, I saw a figure standing under the tree in front.

Mu Lianshen sat in front of the cemetery and said with some distress: "Shushu, An'an has grown up and it's time for her to find a partner."

"I have been worrying about what kind of person to find for my child. I always feel that no one is worthy of our An An,"

He sighed, "Now, a wolf has set its sights on her, and it's a lone wolf... You, my girl, actually agreed to it. Hey, isn't it just because she's prettier?"

"Shushu," Mu Lianshen chuckled and said, "My daughter is just like you, she likes pretty girls."

He still remembered that Fu Jingshu was always a little gentler when bandaging his wounds. Later, when they were together, he asked why.

Fu Jingshu smiled and pinched his face, "I like your face."

Thinking of the past, his eyes turned red and he said with a choked voice: "Shushu, I miss you..."

The corner of his mouth curled up into a smile: "If you were here, you would be the one to worry about An An's affairs. I don't know if you would like that boy."

When talking about Chen Xingzhou, the smile on Mu Lianshen's face faded. "That guy is a ruthless character, but considering that he was kind to our daughter, I didn't force him to leave. Who would have thought that our daughter would actually be moved by him?"

There was a moment of silence, with only the sound of the whistling wind...

“Chen Xingzhou once asked me, do you regret it?”

He paused for a moment, then spoke with difficulty: "I regret it...I shouldn't have gone on a mission while you were pregnant. I still regret it now."

"That time... I saved a lot of people, I was worthy of everyone, but I let you down... Shushu, if you knew that leaving that time... would have such a heavy price, I think..."

After a long silence, he smiled bitterly and said nothing.

Can he let go of those responsibilities?

Mu Lianshen didn't know at the moment.

Can he really abandon his responsibilities in order to protect his lover?

This is difficult, he thought.

Even without those conspiracies, he knew that giving birth to a child was like entering the gates of hell for a woman, and he wanted to be with her. At that time, he was in pain and struggle for a long time.

He held her, caressed her belly over and over again, and apologized to her and the child.

Finally he went...

Shushu, hate me.

I'm really not a good husband.

Shen Xingzhou said he would not give up An An for anyone.

He didn't even let his own biological father go. Such a cold-hearted person was willing to give his life for An An. He really did it.

Mu Lianshen whispered.

It seems to be asking: "Can I trust him? Can we really leave our baby to him?"

Si answer: "If he can really always regard An An as his first choice, then he is indeed worthy of trust."

After all, he himself didn't do this, so naturally he wouldn't want his precious daughter to meet the next him.

"But Shushu, I am a little worried. Maybe all fathers will go through this stage."

Mu Lianshen smiled and said again: "It would be great if you were still here..."

...

Under the moonlight, the moment the frosty man saw her, his thin lips curled slightly, and his brows softened a little.

"Do you want a hug?" Shen Xingzhou looked at her and smiled gently, his voice equally gentle.

The bitterness surged into Fu Xiao's heart again, tears welled up in her eyes, and she reached out her hand to him.

There was a flash of pity in Shen Xingzhou's eyes, and he almost ran to her and held her in his arms.

Fu Xiao murmured, “Chen Xingzhou, how nice it would be if she were still here.”

He hugged her even tighter, as if he wanted to hold her whole body in his arms.

She sighed, "Can you stay with me forever?"

Shen Xingzhou raised one hand and patted her back soothingly: "Be good, I'm always here."

He sighed in his heart: "Xiaoxiao, I can't live without you,"

Feeling his tenderness, Fu Xiao felt an inexplicable sadness in his heart.

Not for her, but for Mu Lianshen.

Why can’t lovers stay together?

Shen Xingzhou stroked Fu Xiao's back gently, his voice gentle, "Xiaoxiao, you said...when can I go to the back mountain to see my mother-in-law?"

Fu Xiao, who had already adjusted himself, looked up at him and said, "Then you have to ask my dad."

He smiled and took off his coat and put it on her, holding her and walking forward, "Then I'll try harder."

He didn't dare to bring this up any further at this time, lest it cause a backlash.

...

The third day after the college entrance examination.

Mu Lianshen couldn't stay for long, and Fu Hong needed to go back to the army to handle some procedures, so he followed him back to the northwest.

The next morning.

Dawn breaks with the crowing of cocks.

A new day begins in Dashan Village.

Fu Xiao opened his eyes from the kang and decided to send Fu Yu back to the county today.

She put on her layers of clothing and opened the door.

Seeing smoke coming out of the chimney, I walked towards the kitchen.

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