Fu Xiao looked up at him and smiled happily.
"Brother, you are feeling better now,"
Fu Shaoyu also laughed, "Yes, I feel energetic now..."
She stared at his face and said, "The sores on your face are also getting smaller."
"Well... not surprisingly, we look very similar... only our eyes are different. My eyes are like my mom's, and yours are like my dad's..."
Fu Shaoyu's smile faded slightly, and he pulled her to sit on a bench nearby for people to rest.
He tilted his head, hesitation flashing in his eyes.
Fu Xiao smiled and asked: "Do you want to ask about Dad..."
"Yes, he hasn't fulfilled his responsibilities as a father to you, so why do you still want to acknowledge him..."
"When I first learned the truth, I also thought about not recognizing him. I have the relatives of the Fu family, which is enough, but..."
She lowered her head and picked at her nails, her voice muffled and low.
"But I want a father..."
"Why do other people have parents but I don't? I want to feel safe and I want my father to protect me. Brother, am I wrong?"
When Fu Shaoyu heard this, he felt an unfamiliar sour feeling in his heart.
Fu Xiao, in particular, had his eyebrows drooped, completely devoid of the cheerfulness he had just had, and his aura was so depressing that it made people feel distressed.
He stroked her hair and whispered, "You are right..."
Fu Xiao raised his head and looked at him, "But brother, you are blaming me..."
"Besides, you hate Dad..."
Fu Shaoyu nodded, "I hate him. He is a man who should protect his own family, but he didn't. It is because of his dereliction of duty that we have suffered so much. Is it wrong for me to hate him?"
She looked at him with some pain, "But brother, what did he do wrong?"
His voice got louder. "He failed to protect you. That was his biggest mistake..."
Fu Shaoyu's tone was full of resentment, and his eyes were full of hatred for that person, "You have a brother now, I will protect you, don't mention him again, and don't care about him anymore."
"Brother, do you know how difficult it is for him to stay alive?" Fu Xiao pursed his lips, as if he was about to cry at the next moment. His eyes were misty, and he looked very aggrieved.
"You've also been to the battlefield, so you should know what it's like. Since I've been there, I suddenly understand his helplessness... It's really hard to have both in some things..."
She raised her eyes to look at Fu Shaoyu, "I have seen the wounds on his body, almost all of them were fatal. He risked his life to return to this world. After he came back, everyone kept it a secret from him, brother..."
"Stop talking..." He stood up. An inexplicable irritation infected Fu Shaoyu's heart, making his hands tremble. He didn't want to hear anything about that person.
"Mom is like that, and all of our suffering is because of the Mu family,"
Fu Xiao suddenly said: "It's because of Mu Wanlan and Yang Cuiping, not because of the Mu family..."
"The truth was revealed at that time. The Mu family did not cover up for them. Those who deserved to be punished... those who deserved to die, all ended... Even when I used abnormal means to torture Mu Wanlan's innocent children, they helped me cover up and never said a word against me... They are our enemies, but they are also his biological mother, grandfather's first wife and biological daughter. But in all the years I have been in the Mu family, they have never held a memorial ceremony for them, their names have never appeared in the house, and there is not even a tablet."
"As a son, a husband, and a father, I can do this because I am afraid that I will feel uncomfortable. Brother, we are not the only ones who are suffering and struggling."
"They really did a lot for me to accept them. I can't find any reason not to accept the Mu family..."
Fu Shaoyu took a step back, trying his best to control his emotions, but his tone was obviously unstable, "No matter how much you say, I won't accept them..."
He turned and tried to leave.
Fu Xiao's voice trembled behind him: "What about mom?"
Fu Shaoyu paused.
She stood up and choked up, "She loved Dad, but when she woke up, her good home was gone..."
"I don't understand why you have to punish us for other people's mistakes... I know you hate it, but brother, you can vent your anger, but... can't our family of four... really be good?"
Fu Xiao looked at Fu Shaoyu's back with tears in her eyes, "Brother, I want a happy family."
She once had a dream.
Ever since I learned about my past life from Li Xixi, one night.
In one moment the dream was the one she described, where Mu Lianshen went crazy, and in another moment, Mu Lianshen was standing in front of Fu Jingshu's grave, looking completely lifeless.
She was frightened and felt great pain in her heart, and she raised her foot to go to him.
But every time she took a step, she felt a force pulling her.
When she was tired, she arrived at the tomb, but the person was gone.
Suddenly, a familiar voice was heard in the distant wind.
"An An, don't be afraid,"
"Dad..." Fu Xiao shouted and walked towards the direction of the voice.
The figure in the distance stood in the wind, and she couldn't see it clearly. She shouted anxiously for him to come back.
His tone was still gentle, and he said: "An An has found someone to rely on, and Dad is relieved."
Fu Xiao shook his head desperately, "No, I'm still very scared, I can't leave you... Don't leave,"
Mu Lianshen smiled, "I miss your mother. She has been waiting for me for too long. She is not very brave and will be scared. An An, be good. This time... let your mother take care of you, okay..."
Finally, the figure gradually disappeared. Fu Xiao tried desperately to move forward, but still couldn't touch him.
"elder brother,"
Fu Xiao looked at him tremblingly, "Just think of me as greedy. I don't want to lose anyone. When we meet, you can scold him, beat him, but try to accept him, okay?"
Seeing that Fu Shaoyu remained unmoved and continued to move forward, she called him in a trembling voice.
"elder brother..."
"Brother, don't you want me too?"
Fu Shaoyu turned around and saw her crying, tears falling.
His eyes turned red and he took a deep breath, trying to control his surging emotions.
He turned back to her, gently wiped away the tears from her eyes, and held her hand, "I don't want you..."
Feeling the pull, and seeing her stop moving, Fu Shaoyu said in an awkward tone, helplessly: "Go home..."
"My legs are weak and I don't want to walk..."
He smiled helplessly, "You are almost dying of pampering..."
After saying that he squatted in front of her.
Fu Xiao smiled and lay on his back.
Looking at the shadow that was getting longer and longer, she whispered, "Brother, can you carry me on your back?"
Fu Shaoyu chuckled: "How much do you weigh?"
"No matter how weak I am, I can still carry you..."
Lying on his shoulder, she said in a muffled voice: "Actually, I don't mean to force you."
"Yes, I know."
"You can do whatever you want. I won't force you. I just want you to be happy. You won't be happy if you keep blaming your dad and can't get over it."
Fu Shaoyu was silent.
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