She didn't know why, but she couldn't help but cherish these insignificant things.
She picked out her grandfather's pipe, reading glasses, pen, and some other miscellaneous items one by one and put them away carefully.
There were still some letters, and after thinking about it, she opened them and read them.
Most of them were correspondence with Grandpa Fu, and some were simple greetings between classmates. There was no one with the surname Yang among them.
Put all of Grandpa Fu and Grandma Fu’s things in the box and lock it up.
Finally, it was Mother Fu’s stuff. When she opened the box, what caught her eye was the letter from the scumbag father whom she had never met to her mother. Oh, yes, there was also a men’s ring inside.
She had already read the contents of the letter once, so there was no need to read it again and make herself feel upset again.
Put this letter aside.
There were several other letters, all of which were unsigned, and Fu Xiao opened them.
It was correspondence between Mother Fu and one of her senior brothers. It was just some simple greetings, nothing else.
But Senior Brother? Isn't this word a bit strange...
Where did this senior brother come from? But she had never heard Grandpa Fu say that he had other apprentices. Didn’t Mother Fu learn medicine from Grandpa Fu?
Moreover, after Mother Fu passed away, this so-called senior brother had never appeared in her memory.
This senior brother's mailing address is in Shandong, but after so many years, there is no guarantee that he is still at the original address, so the idea of sending a letter back to ask is not feasible.
Put these letters aside. If you have the chance to go to Shandong, you must look for this person.
Mother Fu’s belongings are very few. After all, she had passed away for many years, so Grandpa Fu should have sorted them out.
Finally, a diary was found in the box, and the handwriting appeared to be written by Mother Fu.
Opening the first page, I saw that the date started from the year when Mother Fu was 18 years old. After graduation, she was assigned to work in a small rural hospital.
It tells that she found a master here, and there are several fellow apprentices...
The diary was very thick. She flipped through two pages and roughly understood this much.
For some unknown reason, she didn't want to know what was in the middle, so she turned directly to the last few pages of the diary.
Date: Spring of 1960. Mother Fu should have been pregnant during this period. She briefly flipped through the books and the more she read, the more sad she felt. She suddenly felt very uncomfortable in her heart.
There were a lot of words recorded in it, all saying that she felt very happy and the baby in her belly was moving.
She said that although she liked girls, the baby in her belly should be a boy because she always liked to eat sour food.
It was obviously a girl that she gave birth to, which shows that the saying "sour boy, spicy girl" is obviously inaccurate.
Of course, it also talks about her helplessness in giving birth to a child in this era without a man by her side and still living in her parents' home.
Even though Grandpa and Grandma Fu tried their best to cover it up, the neighbors still gossiped about them.
Those unpleasant words still reach her ears.
Her pain, her despair, her helplessness are all revealed on this thin piece of paper.
When Fu Xiao saw this, he suddenly couldn't continue reading. His hands trembled slightly and he couldn't turn to the next page of the diary at all.
Touching the dots on the paper,
this...
It's tears...
Suddenly I saw the last sentence written on this piece of paper
[Baby, mommy loves you. For you, mommy can endure everything...]
Her heart seemed to be pulled by something and it hurt a lot.
She couldn't straighten her back due to the pain.
From the corners of my eyes, a few tears silently slid down.
"Heh..." Fu Xiao had tears in the corners of his eyes but a sneer on his face.
She closed the diary in her hand.
A strong hatred suddenly surged in her heart, and the object of her hatred was the father of this body.
It's irresponsible to let a woman bear these rumors.
Regardless of whether he really did it to defend his country, his actions are really disgusting.
A heart full of hatred, eroding my whole body bit by bit.
She couldn't bear it anymore, so she stood up, went into the kitchen, took out a bottle of wine, and began to numb herself with alcohol.
After all, this body was drinking alcohol for the first time. After drinking two glasses in a row, it felt a little dizzy.
She didn't leave the room today. She threw herself into the big bed and let the alcohol take control of her brain.
He closed his eyes and slowly fell into unconsciousness.
......
Thousands of miles away, in a dark room, the man lying on the bed suddenly woke up from his dream, covered his chest in pain, and a look of realization flashed in his eyes.
Why, my heart suddenly hurts so much,
He felt a dull pain in his heart, as if there was someone very important to him.
Suffering the same pain.
The pain made the man unable to sleep anymore. He got up and walked to the window, looking into the distance.
Light a cigarette, the smoke rises slowly...
A handsome figure, eyes full of loneliness and sadness, and tears in the corners of his eyes, looming in the smoke...
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