Mu Lianshen was speechless and knelt in front of her with his head down.
"At that time...even though I knew you were not well, I could not take care of you. I could only take care of the two children. At that time, I even thought that I would not live much longer anyway. If you couldn't hold on, it would be good for us to go together..."
He reached out and held Fu Jingshu's hand, saying sorry all the time.
"But, Zhai Jiu came to our house that day and said that your condition had improved and you were able to wake up, and I suddenly wasn't afraid anymore. I thought that with your personality, you would definitely come to find us when you woke up, and then the children would feel relieved to have you around," Fu Jingshu pulled her hand back, suppressed her tears, and clutched his clothes tightly, "But why didn't you come... You weren't part of what the two children just said... Mu Lianshen, where have you been?"
Mu Lianshen raised his head, looked at her with red eyes, and held her in his arms, "I'm sorry... I'm sorry Shushu, I was wrong, I was too stupid,... I'm sorry, I'm sorry to you and the child, all of this is my fault."
"Of course it's all your fault..." Fu Jingshu cried hysterically, "I thought that when I was not around, you could at least take good care of the children and help me take care of my parents... Mu Lianshen, why can't you do anything right... I hate you, I hate you so much,"
The collapsed cries of the person in his arms were like a knife, cutting into his heart and lungs again and again.
"Why did you get hurt at that time?" She pounded his back again and again, questioning him sentence by sentence: "I can support you to do what you insist on, but why did you get hurt?"
"If you hadn't been hurt, nothing that happened would have happened..."
"Mu Lianshen, I hate you so much..."
Fu Jingshu lay on his shoulder and bit it angrily, and she didn't let go even when it bled.
The regret of losing his loved ones, the fear and anxiety in his heart about the past, and the source of all this, were all vented on him.
Mu Lianshen stroked the back of her head with one hand and let her vent on him.
His heart ached slightly, and he recalled the past.
When Fu Jingshu was about a month pregnant, he would occasionally go to help Wu Chengfeng, and learned about that difficult matter from him.
He frowned and looked at Wu Chengfeng, "Who are you going to send?"
Wu Chengfeng waved his hand, "I can't touch it..."
Seeing his serious expression, Wu Chengfeng raised his eyebrows: "Don't tell me you are going to..."
Mu Lianshen sneered: "I want to accompany my wife and children."
Wu Chengfeng smiled and said, "Now that I know your wife is pregnant, there's no need for you to show off all the time, just like whoever doesn't have a child."
When Mu Lianshen walked to the door, he called out, "Lian Shen, I may have to leave Beijing for a while, so don't come to see me tomorrow."
Mu Lianshen did not look back, but just waved as he walked.
Although he said he didn't want to go, he still focused on that matter.
Even Fu Jingshu noticed that he was worried and asked him, "What's wrong with you?"
Mu Lianshen held her in his arms and put his head on her shoulder. "It's okay."
He placed his hand on her belly, "Why isn't the baby moving?"
Fu Jingshu was helpless: "Are you stupid..."
"It will take a few more months for the baby to be able to move..."
Mu Lianshen fell silent.
Fu Jingshu knew immediately that something must be wrong when he was in such a mood. "What happened?"
"You want to go out?"
Mu Lianshen smiled and said, "No, I just suddenly remembered something..."
He turned his head and lay on her thighs, lifted her pajamas, and kissed her still flat belly, "Girl, grow up quickly, Dad misses you... Wait until you come out, Dad will take you out to play wood barn..."
Fu Jingshu patted his hand and said, "Let's do something fun..."
"Tsk, why is the gun broken?"
"How can a little girl play with a wooden barn..."
Mu Lianshen nodded, "You are right, but I taught her this for self-defense."
"Children should learn whatever they like. Can you not protect your daughter?"
"How is that possible... My daughter, Mu Lianshen, can walk around Beijing with my name and no one dares to bully her..."
Fu Jingshu laughed: "You're just bragging..."
"Hey, how can this be considered bragging..."
Warm days are always short-lived. When he learned about that incident again, the situation was more serious than before. It had reached a point where Mu Lianshen could no longer ignore it. If it was not resolved, it would be detrimental to the country. He could not sit still any longer.
Explained the situation to Fu Jingshu.
She raised her eyes and met his apologetic gaze.
She smiled and said, "Go ahead..."
"I won't stop you, just come back safely..."
Mu Lianshen agreed.
He went to his leader to ask for permission to participate in this mission.
He came to the Mu family and said to his mother Yang Cuiping: "Mom, Shushu is having a hard time during her pregnancy. Please pay more attention and help make some clothes for the baby..."
Yang Cuiping naturally responded without hesitation and nodded repeatedly, "Don't worry, I have already bought the cloth, Shen Ge'er, please be careful and take care of yourself."
Mu Lianshen nodded, "Son knows, mother, you must help me take good care of Shushu."
"Don't worry,"
He looked at Mu Wanlan again, walked over and rubbed her hair, "Go play with your sister-in-law when you have nothing to do... There's no rush for work, just take a good rest for a while, you look so thin."
Mu Wanlan smiled and nodded.
Mu Lianshen came to the Fu family again, explained that he was going to go on a mission, and asked his mother-in-law to accompany Fu Jingshu for a while.
Fu Jingshu was very panicked and her eyelids kept twitching. She comforted herself that it was because of the sensitive nature of her pregnancy and it was okay.
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