In the evening, Fu Jingshu wanted to know about her past life.
Fu Xiao turned his head and huddled in her arms, hugging her, and spoke softly: "After grandpa and grandma left... on the third day, I called my third uncle, and he and my eldest brother came to Shanghai immediately and took me back to Dashan Village... Grandpa, my eldest uncle, and my eldest aunt all loved me very much..."
She smiled and said: "There are also several brothers who are very kind to me."
Fu Jingshu patted her on the back and suddenly asked, "When did you find your father?"
Fu Xiao pondered for a few seconds and smiled: "Mom, I didn't know who my dad was at that time. When I sorted out grandpa and grandma's things, there was no trace. I just found a letter in your room. It was the farewell letter. There was also a ring in it. After seeing these, I felt that my dad was not a very good person, and I scolded him..."
Fu Jingshu smiled. The tone of the letter was indeed not very good.
People who don’t know Mu Lianshen naturally can’t imagine what he means.
After all, some of the words were quite beastly.
No wonder she thought so.
"And then?"
Fu Xiao sighed lightly: "I lived well in Dashan Village, and I didn't plan to look for my father. Later, Shen Xingzhou met my father once."
She looked at Fu Jingshu, "Mom, you know that my face looks a lot like my dad's, so I know that my dad's last name is Mu, he lives in the northwest... and he has a daughter."
"Well, it's quite uncomfortable..."
Fu Jingshu patted her hands and paused slightly. Yes, who could feel comfortable knowing such a thing?
Her daughter grew up without a father or a mother, but Mu Lianshen actually raised someone else's daughter.
"I have so many people who love me, I don't care about him," Fu Xiao curled his lips and continued in a bad tone: "I didn't intend to find him, but someone just wouldn't let me live in peace. Mu Wanlan arranged people to come to Dashan Village to cause trouble, and I was furious..."
"So I went to the northwest to find him,"
"I realized after meeting him that he seemed to know nothing," Fu Xiao paused for a moment, then glanced at Fu Jingshu's face, and continued: "Besides, he seemed... in a lot of pain,"
Fu Jingshu remained silent, and then she said, "I thought of you and how he had not been with me since I was a child. I got angry and even hated him a little. I didn't want to recognize him."
She patted Fu Xiao gently.
Fu Xiao rubbed against her, "Later we went to Jing City and made Mu Wanlan pay the price. I poisoned her two daughters and son, and she let me do it. The Mu family...didn't protect her."
At this point, she looked up at Fu Jingshu, "Mom, what are you thinking about?"
Fu Jingshu chuckled and said, "Mom was thinking, if the Mu family had dealt with Mu Wanlan earlier, your grandpa wouldn't have kept it from him. It was because of me that he was disappointed with the Mu family, so he didn't trust your dad either."
Fu Xiao was silent for a long while, then she spoke awkwardly: "Mom, I didn't want to recognize him at first, but he was really pitiful sometimes. He sat in front of your grave all night in the middle of winter. I was scared when I saw the look in his eyes. I was afraid that if I didn't want him anymore, he would really not be able to bear it and follow you..."
"I don't want to wait until I want to forgive him but he's gone..."
Fu Jingshu wiped away the tears from her eyes and hugged her gently, "Okay, dear, An An, you are right."
Fu Xiao pouted and looked at her, "Mom..."
"Yeah," Fu Jingshu responded softly, looking at her and asked, "Are you trying to ask me what I think of your dad?"
She nodded.
Fu Jingshu sighed: "I am very disappointed in him. I won't mention it in advance, but he didn't do a good job as a father. When I was pregnant, he was full of expectations and kept talking to me about how he would treat the child in the future. Mom thought he would be the best father."
"But he didn't do it... You, especially your brother, have suffered so much since childhood. Mom feels sorry for you."
Fu Xiao put his arm around her waist and said, "Mom, you've worked hard too..."
Fu Jingshu chuckled: "What's so hard about lying in bed all the time?"
"It must be very hard, thank you for living strong..."
Vegetative patients are sometimes conscious.
Immersed in her own world, in complete darkness, it was remarkable that she had been able to hold on for so long.
Holding Fu Jingshu, she asked in a teasing tone: "Mom, do you still love Dad?"
Fu Jingshu pinched her face and said, "Love."
"Your father and I came together because we loved each other, and it was when we loved each other the most that we had you and your brother."
"But..." She sighed and laughed. She never expected that her departure would have such a profound impact on Mu Lianshen.
Fu Jingshu looked at Fu Xiao, "An An, how do you feel about Shen Xingzhou?"
"Hmm..." She pondered and said, "I'm not sure either. I seem to be unable to leave him..."
"My father once told me that love is scary and asked me to keep 50% sober. At that time, I could nod and tell him without hesitation that I could..."
Fu Xiao smiled and said, "Mom, I don't seem to be obsessed with love. I chose Chen Xingzhou because he was good-looking..."
Fu Jingshu also laughed.
"Another point is that he has no father or mother, so he can accept that the child I give birth to has the surname Fu or Mu."
"Just this?"
Fu Jingshu wanted to say something to her, they are all her own children, so what does it matter what their last names are?
Fu Xiao smiled and replied, "The most important thing is that he treats me well... He is really good to me. Sometimes even the brothers can't stand it, and he is only good to me... I used to be indifferent and did everything on my own, but he spoiled me and I started to become spoiled..."
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