Chapter 238 Breakup



Ishigami Kashiwa awkwardly dealt with the sudden situation and stopped his nosebleed, "I know... I didn't think anything of it."

He himself didn't know what was going on, and he really didn't think anything about it. When he reacted, his mind went blank and his heart was pounding like thunder. By the time he reacted, it was already so embarrassing.

"I'm sorry." Ishigami Bo apologized, but Zhu Jin also apologized at the same time.

"I'm sorry..." Zhu Jin had never experienced such embarrassment in her two lives. She apologized to Shi Shangbai and even more to Chonglou...

Zhu Jin lowered his head and his face was pale.

Ishigami Bai seemed to hear again the "I'm sorry" that was heard outside the ward. The soft and warm touch that seemed like a dream a moment ago suddenly turned cold, but his heart continued to beat.

No matter how cold it is, it remains the same.

Chonglou supported Zhujin and said, "It's just an accident. It will be fine if you wipe it. It's okay." Then he wiped it twice more.

After wiping it, he seemed not to notice Zhu Jin's expression. He looked at Shi Shangbai jokingly and said, "Tsk tsk... You are so lucky to encounter such an accident. Why don't I encounter it..." "But even if I encounter it, I won't be as embarrassed as you, right, Zhu Jin?" Chonglou touched the top of Zhu Jin's head.

Chonglou's reaction was beyond Shi Shangbai's expectations, but also within his expectations. He looked at Chonglou carefully, and then at Zhu Jin who had kept her head down.

"Such luck is indeed rare." Ishigami Bai spoke, looking at Zhu Jin who raised her head. He ignored her expression, his eyes filled with naked and undisguised emotions.

This time, no matter if it was an accident or something else, Zhu Jin, it was all started by you.

Ishigami Kashiwa turned and left.

This time, he will never back down, and he will fight until his death.

"...You look like you deserve a beating all over." Chonglou looked at his back and commented with a grin. He bent down and looked at Zhu Jin's face. "Do you want to say sorry to me?"

Zhu Jin opened her mouth but was interrupted by Chong Lou, "I don't want to hear you say sorry. Sorry is three words. If you must say it, why not change it to 'I love you' or something like that? I would rather hear you say these three words in person than sorry. If you change it to four words, it would be 'I like you' or something like that."

Chonglou shook his head and rubbed his arms, then helped Zhujin rub them, "I got goosebumps from what I said, these love words are just corny."

Zhu Jin looked at Chonglou's familiar smile and was speechless for a moment.

Even in this situation, he still defended her.

"It's a good thing that you can walk. Don't let that little accident ruin your good mood. The weather is nice today, so why don't you have a good rest for a day? Please stay with me for a day. I've been too tired these days." Chonglou held Zhu Jin's hand, with smiles in his eyes and on his face.

No matter who she let go of the guilt for, as long as she can return to normal, that's good.

"Good." The only word Zhu Jin could say was good.

"We just walked today, don't stand for too long, come and sit down." Chonglou pulled Zhu Jin to sit on the chair, and saw that her expression suddenly changed and the words on her lips suddenly asked.

"Zhu Jin, do you still remember the name coward?"

"I remember." Zhu Jin was stunned for a moment and replied. That was how he addressed her when they met for the second time.

"You used to hate this name the most, but I call you that whenever I see you." Chonglou kept a clear memory in his mind. The person in his mind and the person in front of him had exactly the same facial features, but they were like two different people. He seldom mentioned the past, but he suddenly brought it up today.

"You probably don't know that although you have lost your memory, many things are still the same as before. I think it's in your bones and you can't change it no matter whether you have lost your memory or not." Chonglou smiled, "Like old-fashioned and conservative, you used to be like that too. I remember when you were seven or eight years old, we used to play together every day, but suddenly you didn't allow me to touch you, and we had to play in separate rooms. I was confused and angry, and then you said something about boys and girls not sitting at the same table after the age of seven, which made me laugh so hard that my stomach hurt."

Chonglou laughed loudly and proudly, "Then you got angry, but I quickly coaxed you back to peace of mind."

"Then you grew up, but you remained the same as you are now, generally keeping your distance from men."

Chonglou looked at Zhu Jin who was in a daze. "Although boyfriends and husbands like you with this kind of personality, you are working too hard and your heart is burdened too much. Now is different from the era in your TV series. It is very open. You don't have to think too much and work too hard like you do now."

"I can see that you mind a lot." Chonglou said with a smile, but Zhu Jin did not laugh, because she saw it clearly and understood it.

"Uh..." Chonglou's expression froze, "Can we still have a pleasant reminiscence conversation?"

"I don't know or remember anything you said." Zhu Jin could only change the subject.

"I told you this knowing that you don't remember." Chonglou concluded, "Anyway, you should relax a little in the future and don't push yourself too hard."

On this day, Chonglou talked a lot for no apparent reason. He talked a lot to Zhujin and recalled many things from his childhood. Zhujin found it unusual, but could not get anything out of him when she asked him.

Neither of them went out. It was rare for them to be together for a whole day. When Chonglou got tired of talking, they leaned on the sofa and read books. Zhu Jin received calls from Lianqiao and others from time to time. When she came back after answering the phone, she saw Chonglou asleep on the sofa.

Zhu Jin hurriedly took a small blanket to cover him, but Chonglou opened his eyes all of a sudden. Seeing Zhu Jin so close, he raised his head and kissed her without thinking. Then he closed his eyes and muttered smugly, "You are so scheming. You are so beautiful, so delicious, and so considerate. I love you so much."

Zhu Jin didn't know whether to laugh or cry. She helped him pull the blanket and suddenly whispered, "I like it too."

Chonglou suddenly opened his eyes and looked at Zhu Jin steadily. Although he already knew it in his heart, it was still different when Zhu Jin said it herself.

"Although you changed a word without my permission, I am very satisfied." Chonglou remembered the high-five they made as an oath.

He finally waited for the day when she spoke.

Chonglou fell asleep with a satisfied smile.

He slept for more than three hours, and it was time for dinner but he still hadn't woken up. Zhu Jin looked at the time and finally decided to wake Chonglou up.

Because she had been careful not to make any noise before, Zhu Jin walked over cautiously and prepared to wake Chonglou up.

Zhu Jin bent down and looked closer to the sofa. She stretched out her hand, but before she touched Chonglou, she saw a flash before her eyes and felt a pain in her neck.

Zhu Jin, who was restrained for a moment, saw Chonglou's eyes, which were filled with violence and murderous intent.

"Chonglou, it's me." Zhu Jin's heart trembled, and she grabbed his hand and spoke.

How many assassinations and assassinations had he gone through to reach this point? Chonglou's pupils suddenly shrank, his breathing suddenly became heavy, and his hand on Zhu Jin's neck slowly let go. Before he could speak, a drop of blood suddenly dripped from Zhu Jin's neck.

With a sound of "plop" so light that it was almost inaudible, drops of blood fell on Chonglou's face, and his eyes turned red.

"I'm fine, Chonglou, I just got a little skin broken." Zhu Jin quickly covered her neck.

Chonglou's body suddenly trembled. That drop of blood was only one step away from Zhu Jin's life, which was enough to break all the peace.

Chonglou knew that he could no longer control himself. Originally, he could clearly distinguish Zhu Jin's breath, and there would never be a situation like today. But today, because of that accident, because of that scene, everything was out of control.

No matter how indifferent he acted, no matter how many people he fooled, he couldn't fool himself.

His possessiveness towards Zhu Jin became stronger and stronger. No matter how much he tried to whitewash the situation, he could not hide the fact that he had changed.

My personality is getting more and more violent, I am becoming more and more insecure, and I am becoming more and more extreme...

Such an accident was just an unintentional mistake by Zhu Jin, and he couldn't control it. Then what about the future? "Zhonglou..." Zhu Jin called him with a trembling voice, with unprecedented fear.

The happiness and smiles he once brought to her were gone forever.

The problems between them have always been unavoidable.

The ring on Chonglou's hand is still the same, but the inside is completely different from before. The ordinary ring can be transformed into a weapon in an instant and take someone's life.

Zhu Jin's neck was scratched. The wound was not big and only a little blood came out. After disinfection, the bloodstain disappeared and there was only a faint mark.

Chonglou bandaged her wound in silence, ate in silence, and never spoke a word.

After dinner, Chonglou took Zhujin’s hand and went to the backyard. Under the setting sun, the whole world was orange and red.

Chonglou stared at the Shi family for a moment, then turned his head to look at the uneasy Zhu Jin and finally spoke, "Zhu Jin, can we break up?"

Zhu Jin's tears fell silently almost the moment she finished speaking.

Chonglou looked away, "We originally high-fived and swore that we would be together when you said you liked me, but I didn't expect that the day you said it would be the day we broke up."

"I want to send you away, to leave your world. Similarly, Zhu Jin, you have to send me away, to leave my world completely."

At that time, they high-fived and swore that if we loved each other, we would be together, and if we didn't love each other, they would send each other off without regrets and walk out of each other's world from then on.

Leave no regrets and no resentment.

In the end, he had to send her away, leave her world, with endless regrets and hatred.

He once said that he was not afraid of danger because he could die with Zhu Jin.

He was not afraid of death, but he was afraid that if they were together, she would be unhappy and live a difficult life.

She forced herself to grow up, so difficult and so reluctantly.

That was not what he wanted, nor was it what he could tolerate. Neither his heart nor his self-esteem would allow it.

Zhu Jin's eyes were blurred with tears and she cried uncontrollably.

She had countless things to say and countless reasons to refute, but in the end she couldn't say anything. She couldn't even say the word "no".

Because she knew, and had always known, that Chonglou was willful and pure. She fell in love with him and ended up being with him because of his persistence and purity, but today they are also heading towards the end because of his purity and determination.

She knew that since Chonglou had said that and made the decision, it would never change. Everything between them started with him and would end with him.


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