Chapter 25 What Are You Afraid of
There was a hint of heartache in her eyes, which made Shen Muye stunned for a moment, and almost made him forget to disguise the expression on his face at the moment.
It turns out that this really works. When he saw it at that time, he didn't understand. It was clearly a rejection, so why did the man care about the woman more? Now he seemed to understand a little, but not very well.
However, my aunt felt sorry for him, and apart from feeling sorry for him, she did not feel any dread or fear.
He looked at her with burning eyes, but Lian Nianke didn't notice the change in his eyes at this moment. She was just immersed in her own preaching.
"Chen Muye, you can't do this! You can't take all the accidents on yourself. If you must blame someone, shouldn't you blame the source of this incident? Why did your mother give birth to you?
It's not you who had to be born, so why is it your fault if you didn't choose to be born?
Chen Muye, a gentleman does not speak of strange things. After all, those people are the scenery and passers-by in your life. You will experience so many people and so many things in your life.
Life is a long journey. If those people cannot understand you, it means they are not the ones who can accompany you to the end. So why should you care about what they think?
I think there’s a good saying: You should bloom for the people who are good to you. When you bloom and become a good person, you will also attract better people. "
“When you are dissatisfied with your current environment and the people around you, it means that this environment and these people are not suitable for you. So why don’t you try to get out of that circle?
Even when it comes to money, there are people who treat it like dirt, not to mention that you are just an ordinary person, right? "
Shen Muye was silent. He looked at Lian Nianke: "Then grandma, I..."
"What are you afraid of?"
Shen Muye hung his head, not knowing what he was thinking. Lian Nianke sat next to him and patted his arm: "Take your time, why not give it a try? There's nothing wrong with trying it, right?"
"Auntie, do you want me to be a good person?" He stared at Lian Nianke, as if he didn't want to miss any expression.
Lian Nianke was stunned. That expectant look was just like when he was a child, getting two perfect scores and holding up the certificate to look at his father, hoping to get his praise.
But Lian Changxin only had the mother and son in his mind and eyes, and he walked away as if he didn't see anything.
Perhaps because he had been caught in the rain before, Lian Nian didn't want to tear up other people's umbrellas.
She shook her head, and in Shen Muye's surprised eyes, she smiled and said, "You don't have to be a good person. Just follow your heart, be honest and sincere, and don't hurt others. That's what I think anyway. You can also think about it carefully and think about what kind of life you want to live!"
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What kind of life do you want to live!
At night, Shen Muye lay on his bed at the educated youth camp, thinking about this problem all the time.
After separating from Lian Nianke, he kept thinking about this question. He stared at the dark ceiling with his eyes open. In fact, he couldn't see anything clearly, but he just kept staring with his eyes open.
Shao Changsheng, who was sleeping next to him, turned around and opened his eyes to see Shen Muye lying there with his eyes wide open. He was so scared that he thought Shen Muye was lying there with his eyes open.
Because Shen Muye was beaten, the team leader gave him five days off, and Xiong Li helped him with the work during these five days.
After learning about his life experience, Xiong Li didn't dare to say anything. Everyone in the educated youth site was out of breath when facing Shen Muye. They didn't even dare to breathe when he appeared.
Shen Muye took the village ox cart to the county early in the morning. His aunt said that she wanted to find a better and larger hospital to check it out.
He was not such an ungrateful person. He knew that his aunt cared about him. If he didn't even listen to this, his aunt would definitely be disappointed in him.
He thought about it all night yesterday and still didn't know what kind of person he should be, but it's rare to find someone who, when knowing your past, doesn't mind him, doesn't feel taboo, and isn't afraid.
She still cares for and protects him as always. If she wants him to live well, then she should live well, right?
Early in the morning, the system sensed Shen Muye's growing will to survive, and as it expected, the host placed his emotions on Miss Lian.
Miss Lian is a very tenacious person. She believes that as long as the host learns even a little bit of what Miss Lian knows, the host will definitely not be bullied or suffer losses again, and will definitely live a long life!
Miss Lian and the host chatted very late last night. If it weren't for Miss Lian's guidance, the host would never have figured it out. It's better for the host to tell Miss Lian later and let her have a good sleep first!
Shen Muye took the ten yuan and stood at the door of the hospital, hesitating for a long time, but finally turned and walked towards the department store.
That spiritual spring can heal his injuries, but maybe the time is too short, so the wound looks hideous and has not healed. He knows his own body well.
In fact, there is no need to go. My aunt has given him so many things. The gold bricks she gave him last time were too tacky. She, a girl, may not like them.
My aunt is so good to me. Since I have finally come to the city, I should buy her something!
After walking into the department store and looking around, he was not very satisfied. Every time he saw his aunt, the clothes and shoes she wore were all exquisite.
Even the rice he ate was refined rice, and the taste was something he had never tasted before. Even the medicines were a hundred times more refined than anything he had seen, and the effects were the same.
Because he knew this, when he saw the things in the department store, everything that had seemed very good to him before seemed unworthy of his aunt.
He suddenly remembered the dowry his grandfather had left him, his grandmother's dowry, and how he had chosen to hide some of the Kong family's belongings in order to protect his mother.
If so many things were really found out, there's no way he could be sent here. He'd probably have to go to a place with even worse conditions like a farm or a mine.
When he went to the countryside, he deliberately hid some of his things in the interlayer of a wooden box. His grandfather and father had many comrades-in-arms, and they knew that he must bring some things to the countryside, so they helped him say hello along the way.
It was for this reason that he was able to bring all those things to the countryside and hide them in the mountains.
Originally, he planned to wait until more time had passed, when the news of the Kong family going abroad had been out for a while and people were no longer paying attention to it, and then persuade his mother to sever ties with the person from the Kong family by publishing an announcement in the newspaper. Maybe he could even find a way to return to the city with money.
His mother had never suffered any hardship, and with those things, her life in the future wouldn't be too hard.
But what his mother did these days really made him feel disheartened.
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