Chapter 5
Shen Muye shook his head bitterly, afraid that she couldn’t see it: “No, Mom, don’t think too much, just take the medicine and you will get better soon.”
But Feng Wenzhen didn't dare to pick him up. At this time, she knew how badly she had treated her son. She put herself in his shoes and thought, what if she had been abandoned since childhood?
Every time she came here eagerly, she was avoiding him as if he were a plague and was extremely humiliated. Could she possibly have no grudges at all?
She was immersed in sadness and fear all the way here and had not recovered yet, so she had no time to think too much.
Now that he has moved to the countryside, although he lives in poor conditions, he often gets good food from other places these days, which he sometimes has never even eaten in the mansion.
Where could he, a poor, unemployed vagrant with nothing, get all this food?
Even if I got it, it must have taken a lot of effort. Why should I give it to her to eat or use?
Shen Muye didn't react at first, until he looked up and saw the vigilance and fear in Feng Wenzhen's eyes, which made Shen Muye feel like he was struck by lightning.
He looked at Feng Wenzhen in disbelief: "Do you think I would poison you?"
"Fuck! Is she poisonous?" Lian Nianke finished washing up and was about to lie down when he saw this scene and exclaimed, "Fuck!"
How could there be such a woman in this world?
Not only did she give birth to a child but didn't raise him, but she also suspected her own son of poisoning her even though he treated her well!
Shen Muye also heard Lian Nianke's words, but at this time his mind was full of his mother thinking that he had poisoned her, and he just felt that he was not feeling well at this time.
The system whispered, "Miss Lian, you see, my host is truly pitiful. No one in the world loves him, and those who loved him are dead. What's wrong with him? He just wants someone to love him!"
The system almost couldn't hold back its tears. Its voice rang out in her sea of consciousness, and Shen Muye in another world could not hear it.
Lian Nianke was speechless. He had heard that if there was a stepfather, there would be a stepmother. Shen Muye's biological father died, and his biological mother remarried and was not good to Shen Muye. Maybe he could understand it a little.
After all, if you have a stepfather, your biological mother may also become a stepmother.
But at this time, she still suspected that Shen Muye would harm her, which was simply incomprehensible.
"Chen Muye, do you know why your mother is wary of you?"
[Miss Lian, what are you going to do?] The system intuitively thought Lian Nian was about to do something bad.
But Lian Nian is not the kind of person who is willing to listen to advice, otherwise she wouldn't have made such a fuss that her scumbag father had to make a bet to make her quiet down.
Shen Muye noticed that it seemed that only he could hear his aunt's voice, and Feng Wenzhen seemed unable to hear it.
But he didn't want to think about it at all at the moment. He stared straight into Feng Wenzhen's eyes and asked, "Why?"
Feng Wenzhen thought he was asking her, but Lian Nianke heard that he was asking her!
"Because she knows how badly she treated you, so she puts herself in your shoes and thinks from your perspective. She feels that she can't be as selfless as you, so she suspects that you are actually taking revenge on her or want to do something to her!" Lian Nianke said very bluntly.
The system just felt that something bad was going to happen. If it had legs, it would probably be spinning in circles in panic.
But Lian Nianke had no intention of stopping. "Your birth is not your fault. If possible, who wouldn't want to choose a good birth?"
When you were born, you were just a baby. What could you have done wrong? If your birth was a mistake, who caused this mistake?
Not all parents are worthy of being called parents, Shen Muye, wake up! Those who love you are your family. Those who don't love you will only speculate about you with the greatest malice and bless you with the most vicious thoughts!
Lian Nianke may have seen in Shen Muye how humble she was after her mother passed away and her father remarried, which is why she said so much so excitedly.
The system looked nervously at Shen Muye on the screen. Feng Wenzhen looked at Shen Muye in astonishment. She was speechless for a moment.
She didn't know how to express her fear, because she also knew how dirty and bad her thoughts were.
'Chen Muye, don't expect someone who abandoned you since childhood to suddenly have a change of heart and love you one day. Instead of expecting others to love you, it's better to love yourself.
Those who are not worthy are like a thorn in your body. Don't expect that thorn to become docile and become a part of your body.
It will only grow and grow, piercing your lungs and flesh, leaving scars, and then festering and completely consuming you!
Shen Muye sat there in a daze, his vision of Feng Wenzhen a little blurry.
This was probably all Lian Nian could say. She turned off the sound that connected to that world, turned off the lights, covered herself with the quilt, and completely fell into darkness.
She was fast asleep.
But Shen Muye and Feng Wenzhen couldn't sleep.
Didn't Feng Wenzhen know her situation? She knew what kind of treatment she would suffer if she didn't have this son.
Her tears fell as she spoke, and she looked at Shen Muye sadly and asked: "Muye, are you questioning your mother?"
In the past, as long as she shed tears, Shen Muye would compromise and forgive her no matter what, and would find excuses and reasons for her.
But this time it was different. Facing Feng Wenzhen's tears, he retorted for the first time: "Shouldn't I ask? I got the medicine, what is Mom worried about?"
He looked straight at Feng Wenzhen, but Feng Wenzhen didn't dare to look at his son.
The child, who was as big as a kitten at first, is now half a body taller than her. She has forgotten what his father looks like.
But when she looked at Shen Muye, a voice in her head told her that this child looked just like his father, and even looked better than any other child in the Shen family.
Shen Muye couldn't help but chuckle at Feng Wenzhen's evasive gaze, and threw a handful of medicine directly on the ground.
"Hey, you kid..." She looked at the medicine with heartache.
She was obviously suspicious and wary just now, but when Shen Muye really threw it away, she couldn't help but feel distressed and sorry.
What a irony! Because she knew in her heart that Shen Muye could never harm her, and he knew how humble he was in front of her.
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[Miss Lian, is this really okay?] The system felt its heart was about to jump out of its chest, and at the same time, it was doubting whether its choice was correct.
"Don't worry, a serious illness requires strong medicine. How can an old illness heal quickly if the wounds are not opened? Okay, don't disturb my sleep, or I'll give your host some strong medicine again!"
system:……
At 5:30 in the morning, the village loudspeaker began to call people to get up and prepare for work. In order to be able to take care of Feng Wenzhen, Shen Muye resolutely signed up and went to the countryside as an educated youth.
Originally, as the only son of the Shen family, he didn't need to go to the countryside!
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