Extra: Pei Yu
Since I was born, I have shouldered many responsibilities.
While other children were laughing and playing, I needed to attend various interest classes, learn to control my emotions, and accompany my parents to various occasions.
They loved me. They
worried that I would not be able to adapt to the move, that I would be bullied by my classmates at school, and whether I had eaten well.
But their love was strict, purposeful, and needed to achieve goals, and it was not something they could easily express.
Because we all needed to remain stable, calm, and silent.
This routine and boring life was something I had become accustomed to. I even thought that life was supposed to be like this, and that everyone was the same.
Until one day, a family suddenly moved into the villa next door.
The new neighbors are my parents’ friends, and they are raising a boy who is a few months younger than me.
When we first met, I didn’t like the new uncle and aunt, and I didn’t like the boy either.
But he really doesn’t know how to read people’s faces.
Although he is only a few months younger than me, his life is completely different from mine.
He will follow me around happily, calling me brother, and he will cry loudly if he falls down. If he likes something, he will say it loudly, and if he hates someone, he will put his hands on his hips in anger...
He is very strange.
It seems that he doesn’t need to be decent or manage his emotions, and he won’t be scolded.
When I went to school, he cried and said he wanted to be with me; when I came home, he ran to me happily; when I fell down, he would blow my candy for me; when I gave him candy, he would smile brightly and say thank you brother, and then suddenly hug me.
At this time, he would always be like a beam of light that pierced the dark curtain at night, silently attracting me.
Slowly, I felt that it was good to have such a brother.
Those emotions that I could not express and the life that I could not experience, seeing him have them, it was as if I also had them.
I thought life would continue slowly like this, but later, a car accident caused my parents to pass away, and made me grow up early.
At that time, the one who accompanied me was also this brother who grew up with me since childhood.
He cried and hugged me tightly, and said to me: Brother, I will always be with you.
I believed it.
Since the day my parents passed away, I have been surrounded by uncles and aunts wearing masks. They have tried their best to comfort me and say they love me. They have mentioned more than once that I am still young and need a guardian to take care of me. They will take good care of me.
But they don’t know that my parents have paved the way for me long ago, and I have been well brought up by my parents. When facing adults with ulterior motives, I can even refute them with a smile.
Countless days and nights have passed, and I have grown up completely. They are jealous of me, but they can do nothing about it.
In the end, I still sat firmly in the position planned for me by my parents.
I have absolute right to speak, and my heart is as calm as a pool of stagnant water.
My friend thought I had no desires, so he wanted me to have a cat or a dog.
I thought about it for a long time and decided to have a kitten.
I will never have children in my life, but kittens are carefree and have no complicated thoughts and ideas. As long as I take good care of them, they will never die in front of me like my parents did.
It was drizzling when I went to the pet store. When
I entered the pet store, no kittens were willing to approach me. When I approached them, they even calmed down, opened their round cat eyes, and looked at me timidly. They
looked very pitiful.
Since we are not destined to be together, there is no need to force it.
When I was about to leave, I heard the meow of a kitten who had just woken up from sleep. It was very sweet and soft.
Perhaps unwilling to give up, I turned around and saw a calico kitten with a round face licking its fur, looking at me quietly and confusedly with its watery amber eyes.
So I took it away.
The wind and rain were getting fierce outside, so I hid it in my coat. The cat was small, but soft and warm.
When I was young, my parents always said that children should not be spoiled, so I recalled their words and teachings and raised my kitten.
The kitten also adapted very well, but it always loved to sleep, which made me very helpless.
After the running-in, my life didn't seem to change much.
When I thought that my future life would be so boring and busy, an accident happened.
The end of the world has come.
God is really good at playing jokes.
I originally thought that the end of the world was just a distant saying, a void, a non-existent world.
But overnight the whole world fell, and everyone was trapped in this disaster.
I took my brother and my kitten and lived a life of escape. I
kept running away and joining the base. Because of my superpowers and temperament, I was always surrounded by many people.
There were all kinds of people.
The end of the world maximized the malice. Some wanted me to break my wings and stay in the cage, and some deliberately provoked conflicts to force me to submit. In comparison, goodwill was like fine sand, which was blown into pieces.
The education I received did not allow me to bow my head, let alone hurt innocent people.
Gradually, I also made a name for myself, my brother also stimulated superpowers, and the kitten also evolved.
Some people came up to me and said they wanted to cooperate.
I carefully selected several teammates at different times, in different environments, and in different forms.
But later, I found that the evil of human nature is endless.
They set a trap for me, and let my cat die tragically in front of me, and my brother who had been protecting me all the way, the brother who had followed me since he was a child, suddenly changed his face. The one
who killed me was the person closest to me except my parents.
At the moment of death, I didn't seem to be surprised. I
just felt a little unwilling.
I thought a lot, and finally found that it was better to die like this.
The only thing I feel sorry for is the kitten I raised.
Before I died, I thought, if only I had never stepped into the pet store that day.
But God is always unpredictable and plays with people in the palm of his hand.
I was reborn.
Back to before the end of the world.
Since I have such an opportunity, I have to do something.
But I am extremely disappointed with human nature. Apart from revenge, the only thing left is to take care of the kitten.
The supernatural power of my previous life followed me. I seemed to have become the protagonist in the novel, with powerful strength, killing gods and demons when I met them.
But I don’t want to save the world, and their deaths have nothing to do with me.
My only goal is revenge and to let the kitten live a healthy and long life.
The kitten in this life is a little different.
It became more lively and lovely, and its sleeping time was reduced. When it looked at me in a daze and buried its head in eating canned food, I admitted that I was cured.
In this world, it was the only one to accompany me.
The kitten could not speak, let alone betray me.
I collected supplies and carefully nurtured my kitten to grow up. Fortunately, I met my enemies in advance. I killed them with my own hands, and the stone in my heart loosened a lot.
I got my revenge, and I didn't feel any waves in my heart, because in this life, they were all destined to die in my hands.
Next, I continued to depend on my kitten.
However, something unexpected happened again.
My kitten actually thought like a human.
I heard its inner voice, and the voice sounded like a girl, very cute.
But I hesitated and was a little at a loss.
The kitten is no longer just a kitten. How should I face it like this?
Just as I was thinking, the kitten ran towards me with its tail wagging.
It is so cute and innocent. I should not speculate about it with human thoughts.
I lived with the kitten in the doomsday. When I was looking for supplies, I met my assistant.
Human nature is always complicated.
My "little brother" who has been with me for many years can betray me. I don't want to trust anyone anymore.
But my assistant loves cats very much. In the doomsday, he struggled to survive and did not forget to take good care of his kitten.
So I changed my mind and reached a cooperation with my assistant.
Suppose I accidentally died in the future, the kitten will also be well taken care of by him.
I know my supernatural power is very powerful, but I dare not bet on God.
Maybe in the next second, I will die without a burial place.
After that, a new life started for me and the kitten.
There was more fun in life.
To my surprise, the kitten liked the assistant's cat very much, and the assistant's cat was also very indulgent and doting on the kitten.
It was good that the kitten had a playmate, which was much happier than in the previous life.
During this period, we experienced many things.
Fortunately, in this life, my supernatural power was so strong that everyone was afraid of it, so I could live well in the end times.
The kitten grew up day by day, and became more coquettish and cute. I changed my restraint in the previous life and was very indulgent towards the kitten.
Sometimes I would think that the kitten's life span was so short, and after the kitten left, my enemies would probably be dead, so where should I go?
Later I thought that life and death are just a matter of a thought, so there is no need to think about the future.
But I never expected that
my kitten would turn into a human.
At that moment, my mood was very complicated.
A voice laughed at me in my mind: God has played a joke on you in this life. The cats you raised with your own hands will eventually fall into someone else's arms and give you a fatal blow. She will no longer belong to you alone .
But the kitten hugged me without a care, looked at me ignorantly, and didn't even know how to use the most basic dishes and chopsticks.
She was so simple.
I ignored that voice and decided to raise the kitten as my sister, continue to raise her carefully, protect her, love her, teach her how to behave, teach her how people are evil, and choose a good partner for her after she grows up and adapts to the human world.
At first, I always thought so.
After all, this is the kitten I raised with my own hands. How could I have any improper thoughts about her?
It's just that the kitten is too clingy and can't leave me... In fact, it's me who can't leave her.
In my opinion: the existence of the kitten makes my existence meaningful.
The kitten doesn't know the difference between men and women, and I can't say or scold her. I can't bear to see her cry, and my bottom line has retreated again and again, and finally there is no more room for retreat.
But I always think that my feelings for the kitten are just family affection.
Speaking of it, my feelings for the kitten are very complicated. The kitten is not only my life-saving cat, but also my family and my salvation.
My thoughts changed on the day I met the short-haired boy.
The short-haired boy is carefree and has good strength. He
is like a follower, and I can't get rid of him no matter what.
He insisted on joining my team. I didn't want to kill people at random, but I didn't intend to let him join the team. Sometimes, I would hate anyone who approached me without distinction.
What's more, he tried to seduce my cat with a candy through the window.
It was simply delusional and extremely stupid.
I started to feel a little anxious. When I thought that the ignorant, cute, simple and naive cat might be with such a man in the future, I couldn't breathe and even had the urge to kill.
But I covered it up very well, and even my assistant didn't notice.
I must admit that the short-haired boy is very powerful.
In the tug of war between the two sides, we encountered a zombie tide.
The zombie tide is not a big deal for me, but I upgraded my supernatural powers at this time.
While I was unconscious, this family also found out about the kitten turning into a human.
Now, I can only feel at ease if I keep a close eye on it.
I will not allow the kitten to be hurt and suffer in this life.
I think I have the ability to do it.
Later, I found that this guy is not bad, strong and powerful, and he has no intention towards the kitten even though he has committed murder and arson.
The kitten also likes to play and laugh with him, and they look more like peers.
For a moment, I should have been jealous.
I didn't realize it, but my assistant has a pair of sharp eyes.
During a fight between him and the kitten, I went up to them with a cold face and pulled them apart.
At the same time, I also figured out what the depression in my heart was.
The kitten is still my kitten.
She can't escape.
I had some bad thoughts in my heart, which made me feel guilty towards the little cat. She could only rely on me, but I was so "bad" to her.
But the little cat never thought I was bad. No matter what kind of person I was, no matter how I treated her, she always chose me unswervingly.
I was favored and chosen firmly.
At that moment, the desert in my heart turned into an oasis.
I made clear my feelings, but the little cat was still stupid and confused.
I thought: It doesn't matter, we still have a lot of time.
Later, the four of us and the cat continued to wander in the doomsday, looking for my enemies and looking for a safe and fixed home for my little cat.
Gradually, I only had one enemy left, and the kitten also made her human friends and came into contact with many new people and things.
We became boyfriend and girlfriend.
To be honest, I am a bit of a jerk, always bullying the kitten.
I like to see the kitten cry and see her pitiful face when she can't resist.
The kitten likes to lose her temper with me, but she is also easy to coax. She is the cutest kitten in the world.
Later, I experienced some messy things, natural disasters, man-made disasters, the establishment of four major bases, the development of cities... Unconsciously, my heart also settled down with the kitten in the doomsday.
All the hatred and negative emotions were washed away by the kitten's love for me.
The kitten is also feeding me with its flesh and blood.
With lots and lots of love, I have grown a brand new heart.
When she was still ignorant, she had already chosen me regardless of everything.
Many people say that I have raised the kitten very well and think that the kitten can't live without me.
In fact, the one who can't live without me is me.
If there is no kitten, I will not be who I am now.
Although I am in the end of the world, I don't want to wrong the kitten.
What other kittens have, my kitten must have too.
What other kittens don't have, my kitten must have too.
Propose, get married, live together.
The world is developing better and better.
Our relationship is getting more and more stable.
I hope that in my heart, the kitten will always be a carefree kitten.
In fact, I did it.
When I was with the kitten, I could calmly forgive any bad things that happened in this world.
In the fifth year of my marriage to the kitten, most of the survivors still did not think highly of us, and there were discussions about us every year.
By the tenth and twentieth years, the voices of these discussions gradually decreased, and when we were mentioned later, there were only voices of envy.
No matter how strong a person is, he will die one day.
When I was gray-haired, the thing I regretted most was not adopting a child.
I was worried that after I left, my kitten would be bullied and no one would take care of him.
Just thinking about this made me restless and anxious and unable to sleep.
But in this life, God is on my side.
I died after the kitten, on the third day after the kitten left.
Looking back on my life, everything seems like a dream.
Absurd and illusory.
Memory is like a magic book, the pages are turning quickly, and finally freeze on the photo of me and the kitten.
The second before my consciousness faded, I returned to the pet store:
"Sir, you really have a special fate with this kitten. This kitten loves to sleep and is very timid. When there are guests, it usually buries its head and sleeps soundly, or curls up in a corner with its back to you. Unexpectedly, now all cats are afraid of you, but it is not afraid."
"Yes, it is very predestined... kitten, do you want to come with me?"
The round-faced kitten tilted its head and looked at him with a pair of watery amber cat eyes. After a moment, it placed its paw in the palm of his hand.