☆、 A simple and cute little zombie is a stubborn and domineering supernatural boss (63)
"Brother, am I too bad?" Qingqing's eyes revealed a hint of self-blame, and her heart felt as painful as if it was being stabbed by needles.
The more he thought about it, the more he felt that he was so bad. How could he be so mean to him?
"No, Qingqing has done very well." Nan Lin suddenly realized that Qingqing, who used to follow him around all day and call him brother, has grown up.
Nan Lin felt both distressed and happy about Qingqing's change. For a moment, he didn't know which one was more important, but he knew that Qingqing's heart was far more complicated and fragile than what she showed on the surface.
It's just because his younger brother is so well-behaved and cute that they subconsciously think Qingqing won't have any worries, but in reality it is not the case.
Nan Lin gently tapped Qingqing's head and said softly, "Qingqing, no matter what you do, brother will support you."
Qingqing raised her head, tears of emotion sparkling in her eyes, "Brother..." He thought his brother would blame him for not being able to do anything right.
Nan Lin held Qingqing in his arms and said softly, "Qingqing is so kind, she must not have done it on purpose. If she hurt someone accidentally, we can go and make amends together."
Qingqing leaned in Nanlin's arms like she did when she was a child, and then the two smiled at each other.
Nan Lin nodded, a hint of praise flashing in her eyes. Qingqing has grown up.
Qingqing bit his lip. He really wanted to find Shen Xuanmo right now and tell him that he loved him very much. But when he thought about waking up and finding his skin starting to rot and peel off, he could only grit his teeth and bear it on his own.
He didn't want his brother or Shen Xuanmo to be sad, nor did he want them to take risks for him again.
"Qingqing, you just woke up. If you feel uncomfortable anywhere, tell me immediately, okay?" Nan Lin always felt that there was something strange about Qingqing, and he felt uneasy.
"Actually, I..." Nan Lin was about to speak when Qing Qing interrupted him, "Brother, I've made up my mind. I'm going to find him and explain everything to him. I don't want to run away anymore."
Nan Lin wanted to say that she was not 100% sure at the time, but she still let him take it. However, the moment she saw Qingqing happy and excited, the words that were about to burst out seemed to be suppressed by an invisible force.
Nan Lin's eyes gradually dimmed. In the end, he just shook his head and chose silence. Fortunately, Qingqing didn't have any accidents, otherwise he would regret it to death...
"Brother, I'll be back as soon as I'm done." Qingqing smiled and swore secretly that he really just wanted to tell him that he liked him, and then he would come back quietly.
Nan Lin looked at Qingqing's determined eyes, and his heart was filled with mixed feelings. He thought, forget it, as long as Qingqing is happy. He had never seen Qingqing so eager to do something.
He sighed and said, "Well, shall I go with you?"
"No need for my brother to accompany me. I want to go alone."
He was afraid to face Shen Xuanmo's deep affection, afraid that he would not be able to give him the same response, afraid that his secret would make him stay away, but most of all he was afraid of leaving regrets.
Only after leaving him did he realize that his heart felt empty, as if something was missing. It was over. It seemed that he really fell in love with Shen Xuanmo.
The two places were not very far apart, and it would only take a few hours to drive there. Nan Lin finally escorted him all the way to the gate of Shen Xuanmo's base.
"Go ahead, brother is waiting for you outside." Nan Lin said with a smile.
Qingqing stood at the door, hesitating to move forward, and after a long time she slowly raised her feet.
Qingqing was a little curious. In his memory, this place seemed to have always been bustling and lively. Shen Xuanmo managed this place very well, but now everyone seemed to be worried.
Some people saw him coming and gave him strange looks. Qingqing touched her face and muttered to herself, "Is there something on my face? Why are they all looking at him like this?"
Qingqing looked left and right, but no one took the initiative to greet him, so he could only walk slowly forward with a worried face under the strange gazes of the crowd.
"I, I am not seeing things, when did such a good-looking person come to the base?"
"Is that the chief's lover? Oh my god, she's so beautiful! This is the first time I've seen what she looks like!"
"Who isn't? I've been here longer than anyone else, and none of them are as good as me..." After Qingqing left, everyone couldn't help but discuss one after another.
They seemed to be amazed by the boy's true appearance, their mouths wide open the whole time, glancing at him from time to time. They all looked like they wanted to strike up a conversation, but didn't dare to take the initiative.
Qingqing's steps became faster and faster, as if something terrible was chasing her from behind.
Maybe it was because he was walking too fast, but his heartbeat quickened and his cheeks flushed slightly. Qingqing tried to stay calm. It was impossible. There was nothing strange on his face and his pupil color was no different from theirs. Why was she still staring at him like that?
Qingqing frowned, puzzled, feeling that something was wrong the moment she came in. Had they always been like this? This shouldn't be the case.
Could it be that he still has the zombie virus? Qingqing shook her head and thought it was impossible. Her brother said that he can no longer see the zombie virus.
Qingqing was indeed anxious. She kept returning to the familiar place in her memory and the anxiety did not subside. She even became more and more nervous.
I knocked on the door with my hand, then pushed it gently and went in.
The door opened, and Shen Xuanmo saw Qingqing. A flash of surprise flashed across his eyes, but soon fell. "Why are you here again?"
Shen Xuanmo seemed to be drunk, somewhat confused, with a dim and unreadable look in his eyes. He muttered to himself: "You are really disobedient, always appearing as you please..."
"What's wrong with you?" Qingqing's beautiful eyes flashed, her pretty eyebrows wrinkled slightly, and a strong sense of heartache surged in her heart.
Shen Xuanmo's cheeks were slightly red, and there was a faint smell of alcohol in his breath, obviously he had drunk a lot.
Qingqing frowned. It was the end of the world and she had no idea where he got so much wine.
Shen Xuanmo shook his head, trying to sober himself up, but he still couldn't hide the confusion and loss in his eyes. He picked up the bottle of wine beside him and gulped it down.
How come he saw Qingqing talking to him? He must have not drunk enough. He looked at the worried boy in front of him with eager eyes and said in a hoarse voice: "Why haven't you disappeared yet?"
"You want me to disappear?" Qingqing knew it was probably nonsense, but she was still a little angry.
He finally mustered up the courage to look for him, and then he made him disappear?
"Humph, you're just a bastard, a hooligan..." Qingqing was so angry that he said all the insults he had ever heard.
Shen Xuanmo: “???”
The Qingqing in today's hallucination is so powerful that she can even curse people? It seems quite realistic...
"It's fake, it doesn't hurt at all." Shen Xuanmo's eyes were hazy with drunkenness, and he lowered his eyes in a daze with loss.
Nan Qing: “???!!!”
Qingqing rubbed her red face and glared at the drunkard in front of her, feeling angry: Of course you don’t feel any pain, because you pinched my face.
Qingqing was angry when he was caught off guard by a big hand that pinched his face. Before he could say anything, the man started to feel wronged.
"Qingqing is gone...he doesn't want me anymore..." Shen Xuanmo fell to the ground, a few tears slid down his handsome face, which made Qingqing feel very uncomfortable.
Didn't you want to make him disappear because you didn't want to see him? Why do you feel more wronged than him now?
The moment Qingqing saw Shen Xuanmo's tears falling, all her thoughts disappeared, and were replaced by an indescribable heartache.
He squatted down and held Shen Xuanmo's hand, "I'm here, I haven't left, and I won't leave you." His voice was gentle and firm.
Shen Xuanmo raised his head blankly, and looked at Qingqing with his tearful eyes, as if confirming something.
"You said that?"
"Yeah, I said that." Qingqing wanted to laugh. How could he become so childish that he even needed his coaxing.
"Then you are not allowed to leave again, and you are not allowed to say you are leaving me again."
"Hmm." Qingqing smiled and thought, is this what he is like when he is drunk? It's a bit contrasting, but he seems quite cute.