"Beibei...I..."
Beibei's sobbing words made Xiaobai's indifference subside once again. The scene of their past together flashed through his mind, and the complicated emotions surged into his heart once again.
Xiaobai endured the severe pain in his head, bent down, and tried to reach out to soothe Beibei's head.
But then a tearing feeling came over her mind, making her hold her head in pain. Her expression was ferocious, and drops of cold sweat kept sliding down her forehead.
"Xiaobai, what's wrong with you..."
Beibei looked at Xiaobai, who was suddenly holding her head in pain, and stepped forward in panic. The girl's body was shaking continuously, as if she was experiencing great pain.
Xiaobai was breathing heavily at this time, and two emotions were constantly occupying her body in her heart and mind, making her very painful.
[Big Spider, thank you for saving us...]
[Xiaobai, let’s continue with the story of the little spider today…]
[Xiaobai, you look great in this skirt...]
[Lord White Spider, we have no ill intentions...]
[Fairy sister, you are so beautiful...]
Please save my daughter...
Thank you for saving us...
[Xiaobai, I am in so much pain...]
Are you going to give up on her...?
[Sister, this is for you. It’s delicious…]
I have nowhere to go...
Voices echoed in Xiaobai's mind, bringing back past memories. But the next moment, a flood of negative emotions flooded his mind!
[It's a monster! Do you want to help it?]
Monster!
【Why not kill it now! 】
【Why are you so indifferent! 】
【You are a monster! 】
【I thought you were a good spider! 】
I thought we were partners!
【A monster without emotions! 】
“Monster… I am a monster… No… I am not a monster… They say I am a monster… I am a monster… I am a monster without emotions…”
Xiaobai held his head tightly, his purple eyes trembling constantly, the expression on his face kept changing, and he whispered in pain.
"Xiaobai is not a monster!"
A voice suddenly broke into Xiaobai's mind, suppressing the two fiercely conflicting thoughts.
Xiaobai raised his head in a daze and looked at Beibei in front of him. Her face was full of tears, but she was looking at Xiaobai with a firm expression.
The sudden disappearance of the two emotions in Xiaobai's heart made his body feel like it had lost control. His mind was blank, and he just stared blankly at Beibei in front of him, like a body without a soul...
Looking at Xiaobai's appearance, Beibei slowly held her shoulders. Her tear-stained face was full of determination as she repeated the words just now word for word.
"Xiaobai! It's not a monster!"
As the girl finished speaking, drops of crystal fell from the white spider girl's eyes...
“Woo…”
Xiaobai hugged Beibei in front of him. At this moment, her delicate face was full of red eyes and tears kept sliding down her cheeks.
As the emotions in his heart surged, Xiaobai burst into tears, as if he wanted to vent all those emotions!
They were all afraid of her, saying she was a monster... a monster without emotions...
But why would she feel sad about this...
Why did I feel lonely when I was hunting alone before, and why did I want to scare Ye Qingning and the others when I met them?
Why did you want to keep Beibei when you met her, and why did you get angry when Beibei was hurt?
Why did Xia Tianzheng help her when he was kneeling on the ground begging her, and why did he sigh when Xiaoyou died.
Why did she cry when Shangguan Yuner scolded her, and why did she go looking for her when she disappeared.
Why did she let them go when she met Su Xiaoyu, and why was she happy when Wang Jiaqi gave her candy?
Why would I be sad when Yang Yu and the others died in the illusion...
She was filled with so many emotions that she shouldn't have. Why were they happening to her? Was she a human? Or a spider?
Or maybe... a monster...
"Beibei... I don't know... what I am..."
Xiaobai hugged Beibei tightly, as if he was afraid that she would leave suddenly.
The girl's expression was full of sadness at this moment, her eyelids drooped, her purple eyes were dull and lifeless, and the crystal tears in her eyes kept falling, soaking Beibei's shoulders.
Feeling the White Spider Girl's body trembling due to crying, Beibei slowly supported Xiaobai's shoulders and looked at her sad face.
The girl's dark green eyes were also misted with tears at this moment, but she looked at Xiaobai's eyes with extraordinary determination.
"Xiaobai is Xiaobai! No matter if he's a human or a spider! Don't pay attention to what they say, you are you, not a monster! You are my best friend! In my heart, the one and only Xiaobai!"
Beibei looked at Xiaobai firmly, and expressed her thoughts clearly to Xiaobai word by word.
Xiaobai stared at Beibei's face in a daze. The other party's words were so firm, like a hard hammer, shattering the uneasiness in her heart!
The two suppressed emotions in my heart have now disappeared...
"Xiaobai, you can laugh again!"
Beibei looked at Xiaobai's face. Her tear-stained face curved into a joyful smile. In Xiaobai's eyes, there was such a bright and beautiful smile...
Listening to Beibei's words, Xiaobai couldn't help but reach out curiously and stroke his face.
The girl's delicate face was still wet with tears from crying, and her fair skin was faintly red.
Her long eyelashes drooped slightly, but they couldn't hide the charming light emanating from her brilliant purple eyes. The corners of her mouth curved, creating a gentle arc on her face.
"As expected, Xiaobai still needs to smile more to look better~"
Beibei said this, and then, like a mature and arrogant little adult, she gently wiped the tears from Xiaobai's face. However, her own tear-stained face looked a little out of place.
Xiaobai looked at Beibei, then slowly hugged her with a gentle expression, lowered his eyelids, and whispered.
"Thank you... Beibei..."
Hearing the girl's whisper, Beibei's body softened slightly. She didn't say anything, but just hugged the other person tightly.
Everything around seemed to have quieted down, and the scene was frozen at this moment...
Ye Qingning and the others, who were not far away, silently watched the two people hugging each other. Their emotions gradually calmed down, and their faces showed some emotion...
The valley was now peaceful again, and the breeze was still blowing gently.
For Ye Qingning and the others who had survived the disaster, even the stench that filled the air didn't seem so pungent anymore...
However, Xiao Yuezhu and the Black Crow girl were seriously injured...
"Find them some fruits... that can heal their wounds..."
Xiaobai brought Beibei with her as they slowly walked towards the group. Her expression was calm, but not as cold as before...
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