Chapter 384 Chapter 386 Meeting
After Feng Xingjia and the others left, Rong Xianxian directed everyone to start making dumplings. She had already prepared the fillings, the classic cabbage and meat filling and the vegetarian three-fresh filling. The juicy cabbage and the tender leeks, just the smell of the dumpling fillings would whet one's appetite.
Knowing that Chen Lishu would be alone when he returned to his residence and could only watch other people's families reunite, Cui Lie made no secret of his preference for Chen Lishu and secretly asked Rong Xianxian to let him stay for the New Year's Eve dinner.
Cui Lie spoke up, and Rong Xianxian naturally would not refuse his advice, so there was one more person in the group that ate the New Year's Eve dinner together.
Just as Rong Xianxian rolled up her sleeves to knead the dough, she heard someone knocking on the door. The sound seemed to knock on her heart, neither fast nor slow, low and clear.
Rong Xianxian was startled. Seeing Xia Kai was about to go out, she quickly called him and handed the work at hand to Ming Tianlei. She told Wang Lin to look after the children, washed her hands, and left the yard.
What is coming will come, and avoiding it is not a solution.
Ning Qingyun opened the door and stood quietly outside. The temperature had risen a lot compared to when it snowed just now. The outdoor temperature was about minus ten degrees Celsius. The man outside the door was wearing a black winter training suit. He stood tall like a straight tree. He was nearly 1.9 meters tall, and his pair of straight long legs were particularly eye-catching. He looked at the person inside the door greedily, and his expression looked excited and happy.
Rong Xianxian's heart was also restless. They were separated by two lifetimes. Compared to the cold and noble man in Rong Xianxian's memory, the man in front of her was bright and clear, beautiful like the moon, with a skin as white as ice, and looked more charming than before.
The mature man in his thirties, exuding the scent of hormones all over his body, looked at Rong Xianxian with affectionate eyes, making her a little dazzled for a moment.
At the beginning, I agreed to marry him without any emotional foundation, without a wedding, and even without knowing this person at all. It was not only a momentary impulse due to my emotional difficulties, but more because I could not resist the charm of this man's appearance.
Rong Xianxian secretly laughed at herself, always thinking that as a medical student, she treated feelings calmly and rationally. However, she didn't expect that she was also a hidden beauty lover. She fell under the spell of beauty, got married, and gradually fell deeply in love. From then on, he was all in her eyes and the world.
But that kind of love is not equal. It is like a love potion, like a forgetfulness poison, like a poison that penetrates deep into the bone marrow and is difficult to quit. However, his heart is calm and self-controlled, and he seems to be able to advance and retreat freely. For five years, her world is filled with him, but she does not even know the most basic situation of his family.
I still remember that Ying Cai'e looked at her with a critical eye and humiliated her with a sarcastic tone, saying that she was not worthy of Ning Qingyun, and that her son would leave Chongzhou and return to the capital sooner or later, and she would definitely be abandoned then.
It's a pity that even though her heart is broken, she would rather deceive herself than have the courage to seek the truth.
That love, love wholeheartedly, love humbly and pitifully, love blinds the eyes, love makes one lose oneself.
In her previous life, on the way north, she experienced difficulties and hardships. After waking up from love, she looked back on the past years and found that Ning Qingyun was only attached to the atmosphere of home, not her. She had already regretted it at that time, but she was unwilling to give up, and there was no way back.
Her heart seemed to be flooded with waves, and the past events flashed past her. The man walked towards her, and the narrow-bladed scimitar in Rong Xianxian's hand popped out with a "bang", hitting his heart.
"Xianxian," Ning Qingyun's tone was full of surprise and confusion, as if he didn't expect Rong Xianxian to point her knife at him.
"Don't move, keep your distance, don't get too close." Rong Xianxian said with a stern look and a cold tone.
"Xianxian, I know you've suffered raising the child alone. You must be angry that I didn't get back to you in time. If you're angry, I'm here. You can beat me or scold me. You can vent your anger however you want. Don't ignore me, okay?" Ning Qingyun said sincerely.
In fact, he also knew that it would be easier to gain Xianxian's forgiveness if he told her about being imprisoned by his family and betrayed by his confidants. However, such a shameful thing could only prove his incompetence. In front of his beloved, his pride as a man prevented him from speaking.
"There's no need to say more. The past is over. You didn't show up when we needed you. Now I'm used to the days without you. This feeling is very good. So please don't appear in front of us again. From now on, we'll break up." Rong Xianxian said in a somewhat cold tone.
Being able to reunite with family in such a world should be a happy thing. Almost everyone does not understand why Rong Xianxian has such an attitude towards Ning Qingyun.
"Xianxian, don't say such angry words. It's my fault that I didn't get to you in time. I blame myself and I'm worried about you. We are husband and wife, the closest people to each other in the world. Don't worry, I will be extra nice to you in the future. We can still be the same as before, okay?" Ning Qingyun persuaded softly.
Rong Xianxian didn't expect Ning Qingyun to be able to say so many words at once. It was totally unlike him.
"No, life is too boring with you. I feel great during these days without you." Rong Xianxian said this with a feeling of relief.
"Xianxian, how can it be boring? I always thought we were very loving and happy, but I didn't expect you to find it... boring." Ning Qingyun's burning heart seemed to be pierced by someone, and it suddenly became cold. He didn't know what had happened? Why was Xianxian so indifferent to him?
In the past, when Xianxian looked at him, there was light and admiration in her eyes. The feeling of being watched wholeheartedly made him fall for it step by step, and gave his lonely and wandering soul a haven to rest. She took root in his heart little by little, and gradually, every heartbeat was related to her, and every breath had her scent.
"It's me who is trapped at home taking care of the children and the family, not you. Of course you won't find it boring." Rong Xianxian's face was calm with a hint of indifference.
"Then you can go wherever you want in the future. You can do whatever you find interesting. I will support you, okay?" Ning Qingyun said almost pleadingly.
It was this woman who gave birth to his children and provided him with the warmth of home. Rong Xianxian had given a lot for him, and Ning Qingyun knew it in his heart.
"No, I'm living well now. I don't need another person to get in the way." Although Rong Xianxian didn't believe that Ning Qingyun would send people to hunt down them and their son, she had no doubt about the Gong family's plan to form an alliance with the Ning family.
(End of this chapter)
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