Chapter 393 Chapter 395 Vanished
"Xianxian, no matter what you become, I will always love you." Ning Qingyun said to Rong Xianxian with affection.
Rong Xianxian felt a little numb all over. She almost suspected that Ning Qingyun was possessed by something. He seemed normal when he talked about his childhood and his relationship with his family before, but later on he suddenly became corny and not like the person she was familiar with at all.
By the way, I was almost blinded by Ning Qingyun's sweet words just now. Now I know why the Ning family came with bad intentions. What about Yunshan and Gong Hanyu? They were the culprits who caused the tragic death of her mother and her two children in the previous life.
"Where is Yunshan who used to be with you every day?" Rong Xianxian asked with a subtle look.
The expression on Ning Qingyun's face froze for a moment.
"If it weren't for him, I would have had the chance to leave the family and return to Chongzhou. He... colluded with my biological mother and betrayed me." Ning Qingyun said with some difficulty. Compared with the family's coercion, Yunshan's betrayal dealt him a greater emotional blow. Therefore, talking about Yunshan's betrayal made him feel even more embarrassed.
If he wasn't afraid that Xianxian would have trouble distinguishing friend from foe when they met Yunshan in the future, he would never have been willing to tell this matter in person.
Rong Xianxian suddenly realized that Yunshan had betrayed Ning Qingyun at the beginning of the end of the world. Then why did he come to her with Gong Hanyu and kill her and her son in the name of Ning Qingyun? Was it just to make her suffer and despair and die with her eyes open?
She couldn't remember when or where she had offended Yunshan, which made Yunshan so resentful towards her that even death could not leave her in peace.
"Well, this is really unfortunate news. After all, he used to be loyal to you. I didn't expect it to be like this." Rong Xianxian said with some regret.
"It's okay, it's all over. Fortunately, you are all fine." Ning Qingyun smiled slightly.
"I remember seeing a portrait of a woman in your office. Yunshan told me at that time that it was your childhood sweetheart. Later I had a dream that you married this first love, and that my children and I were burned to death by your first love." Rong Xianxian said tentatively.
Ning Qingyun's face changed, "Xianxian, don't say such unlucky words. Dreams are the opposite of what they actually are. You must be too scared, so you had such a terrible dream. Xianxian, I'm sorry, I was so late and made you suffer. Fortunately, God has eyes and let me finally find you. In the future, I will protect you well and will never let you face such a dangerous environment again." Ning Qingyun's tone was a little nervous.
"Is the woman in the portrait your first love?" Rong Xianxian asked.
Ning Qingyun's eyes flickered, "I guess so!" Ning Qingyun's expression was gloomy for a moment. His memory of that relationship had long been vague. When he was young, there were always girls around him. Those noble ladies were either wanton and arrogant, or two-faced, or willful and capricious, which made him very annoyed. Most of them were the favored children of major families. If not handled properly, it would be easy to get into trouble. It was at that time that Gong Hanyu helped him solve such troubles many times. Gradually, the news that the eldest daughter of the Gong family fell in love with the illegitimate son of the Ning family spread like wildfire.
Instead of denying it, Gong Hanyu openly expressed her love to him. The girl had bright eyes, a graceful look, and a cheerful personality. Moreover, Gong Hanyu had rescued him many times before, and Ning Qingyun was grateful to her.
When I was young, I admired Ai and my heart was moved. But the rumors were all just a dream.
The most profound memory of this relationship left him at the Beijing International Airport.
I will always remember that when he arrived at the airport, he heard Gong Hanyu talking about their relationship with the man who saw her off. Her tone was cold and indifferent, "I don't need to explain my affairs to him. It's just a game, just for fun."
At that time, he almost rushed out and punched the man, but he finally controlled himself and turned away.
It's like my heart is burned by fire, leaving only ashes. I'm heartbroken and heartbroken, and it's hard to trust anyone anymore.
Ning Qingyun thought about the past, his expression suddenly cleared, and when he came back to his senses, he saw Rong Xianxian's face showing sneer, and finally realized that he had been distracted for a long time, and it seemed something was wrong. "Xianxian, that portrait was not put there by me, and I don't know why the portrait suddenly appeared there. That's why I was very angry at the time, but since Yunshan once found you and told you who she was, then it must be his doing. I have lost contact with her a long time ago, and we don't have any feelings for each other, so how could I marry her? It's just a nightmare, don't think too much about it." Ning Qingyun comforted her softly.
Rong Xianxian remained expressionless, but was secretly thinking in her heart. It seemed that they had really loved each other. Yunshan betrayed Ning Qingyun, and although he was no longer by his side, he was still alive and well. These two people were targets that Rong Xianxian had to deal with, but she didn't know what Ning Qingyun would do then.
Although Rong Xianxian suspected that the people from the mysterious organization that was hunting her and her son were sent by Gong Hanyu, she had no evidence. In this life, those two people probably wouldn't have the chance to take action in front of her. In this case, if she still insisted on taking their lives, would Ning Qingyun stop her?
In the previous life, her mother and her two children died at the hands of those two men. She must avenge this hatred. She believed Ning Qingyun when he said he loved her, but she no longer wanted to accept his love.
"No, no, I didn't think too much about it. I just had a dream and remembered what Yunshan said to me. Everyone has the past. In fact, what happened between you and me is already in the past. The child is still ours, but the relationship can't go back to the same." Rong Xianxian answered seriously.
"Why? Xianxian, I know you love me and I love you too. Since we love each other, why can't we go back to the past?" There was some hurt in Ning Qingyun's eyes.
"Because I've had enough of that kind of life. Now, I just want to practice, make money, develop my power and become stronger. I don't want to talk about love anymore." Rong Xianxian looked at Ning Qingyun with an apologetic look in her eyes.
This man was as handsome as a jade, and his appearance was very beautiful. Just one look at him was pleasing to the eyes. She had to admit that even if she really didn't want to talk about love anymore, she was willing to look at him a few more times.
Ning Qingyun said he loved her, and Rong Xianxian believed him on that point. However, Rong Xianxian knew better that he loved the woman who gave up her social life and work for him, who depended on him wholeheartedly, gave birth to children for him, and treated him as the whole world.
She didn't want to accept his love anymore. Call her selfish or heartless, the misunderstanding could be resolved. After going through hardships, the selfless love that once shackled her had vanished. In this life, she wanted to live freely and unfettered, no longer burdened by love.
(End of this chapter)
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