Chapter 240 He Dahuang
There was silence in the room.
The smile on He Rui's face didn't last long and quickly faded away.
After restraining his expression, he fell silent and said nothing.
This situation made Ji Changqing feel increasingly depressed as he mistakenly thought that the man had not finished speaking yet, but he did not wait for the other party to speak again.
He began to regret that he shouldn't have been so eager to force things, and shouldn't have paid attention to and asked the other person in time after noticing that the man's mood was obviously getting worse.
Ji Changqing's Adam's apple rolled, and his voice became a little tight. "Can you tell me what you've figured out? Don't refuse to communicate with me. The way you are now..."
After a pause, he pursed his lips and frankly expressed his feelings, "I'm very uneasy."
This frank expression instantly surprised the person on the other side.
He immediately returned to normal, "What the hell? Uneasy? You? Because of me?"
Ji Changqing looked at He Rui with complicated eyes and nodded slowly.
"...It's so strange, is it true or not? Why are you so uneasy?" He Rui didn't quite believe it.
"So what have you figured out?" Ji Changqing asked again in a lower voice.
"......" He Rui hesitated and stammered, not wanting to answer.
Ji Changqing stared at the man intently, "You say."
"Then I told you not to be angry.
Nothing.
I was just thinking about whether I should go to the shelter. The shelter is under official jurisdiction, so there should at least be the three-point order before the disaster, right?
This way I won’t have to kill anyone.”
After hearing what He Rui said, Ji Changqing suddenly tightened his hands, and irritability and panic arose from the bottom of his heart. He held the other party tightly and was unwilling to let go.
He clenched his teeth tightly, looked at the other person, and felt a chill in his heart.
Unexpectedly, the other party wanted to leave him again in an instant.
He Rui changed the subject, "But to be honest, I don't want to be separated from you. To be selfish, being with you is the most comfortable thing.
I'm really worried about what to do in the future, and I haven't figured it out yet...
But in the current situation, I can't bring myself to kill anyone. I have thought of a way.
I plan to put myself in the right place and tone down my personality...
You are right.
You were right from the beginning. My personality, just as you said, means I will be the first to die.
If you want to be tolerant to others, you must first have the corresponding strength.
If you don't have the ability but still want to be kind to your enemies, or even want to influence your thoughts, then you are really unworthy.
I know you are doing this for my own good and are teaching me sincerely.
But I...I would only think of fighting back if the enemy was about to stab me with a knife.
I can't kill people regardless of right or wrong, just to eliminate a hidden danger...
But I thought of a compromise.
As long as I change my position, and no longer regard myself as your ironclad opponent, but as a subordinate who only obeys your will, then all these entanglements of mine will be solved.
I'm sorry...I was mean.
You are good to me, but I still want you to alleviate my guilt and put all the blame on you.
I'm just a dog...
Brother Ji, don't call me He Rui anymore, just call me Da Huang." He Rui pursed his lips, lowered his eyes and whispered guiltily.
He was originally feeling a little sad, but when he heard the last two sentences of this guy, Ji Changqing almost couldn't hold it back.
He looked at the man with complicated eyes, and suddenly felt that this idiot guy deserved the name of idiot.
There are too many misunderstandings.
He explained helplessly, "I didn't want you to kill anyone."
"Ah? But you said to kill them all?"
"I didn't want you to do anything." Ji Changqing didn't dwell on this point and continued.
"Ah?" He Rui's thinking was stuck, "Why don't I understand what you mean? I'm so confused.
Didn't you say to kill them all? You're telling me to be merciful, to stop killing with killing, to stop war with war. You want me to solve problems before they arise? You want me to get bloodied?
Then why don’t you let me do it? If I don’t do it, will you do it? Then what the hell are you going to teach me...?”
"I don't know where you misunderstood. I just wanted you to not show mercy to the enemy, but I didn't want to order you to kill.
With me here, there's no need for your hands to be stained with blood." Ji Changqing explained helplessly.
He Rui sorted out his brother Ji's logic.
"So, you want to correct my thinking, tell me not to be weak, and help me get revenge, so that you can take action to resolve the hidden danger?
So I'm just going to stand there and stare?"
"Well, from now on, if you have something to say, just say it. If you have any questions, just ask. Don't distance yourself from me, and don't let your mind wander." Ji Changqing nodded slightly.
He was silent for a few seconds, then added, "The shelter is not a safe place."
I hope this idiot knows that the safest place in the world is by his side.
"Ah? Just say it if you have something to say?" He Rui frowned, showing a questioning expression.
"But why did you make such a face when I told you I'd compensate them? Don't you think I was bossing you around and that's why it's so unpleasant?"
Ji Changqing flatly denied it, "No! You can say whatever you want."
He quietly looked at this guy who had no idea what he was thinking, and some words that should not have been said came out of his mouth uncontrollably.
"You can talk freely about our relationship. After all, you are the most important person to me, and I will always protect you."
As soon as he said that, Ji Changqing instantly regretted it.
His heart was in his throat, and he looked at the expression of the person opposite him anxiously.
But soon, he felt relieved.
The tension in his heart immediately dissipated when he saw this stupid guy forcing his pretty face into a silly expression like a stupid dog, with his eyebrows raised one higher and one lower, looking at him with suspicion.
Although there was some bitterness and reluctance, there was also a sense of relief.
He Rui curled his lips, "I don't believe you, you sound so nice."
"Why don't you believe me?" Ji Changqing gently pinched He Rui's wrist, not understanding which of his words this person didn't trust?
Or maybe you don't believe it at all.
"Then I definitely don't believe it. The word 'forever' has come up. Isn't that bullshit?
Why do you always protect me? Are you a living Buddha? Or my father?
According to my mother, when I was just a few days old, my biological father climbed over the wall and sneaked into my house and stole me.
But it seems that because I pooped, I became a shit man, and the quilt wrapped around me also became a shit quilt.
He smelled something wrong and probably felt disgusted, and since he didn't run far, he sent me back.
My mother found out and almost killed him with a flying kitchen knife.
Even my own father is like this.
We've only known each other for about half a year, and you suddenly say this, as if it's forever. I believe you, I'm a dog. If I were covered in poop, would you wash me? "
Listening to He Rui's humorous narration of past events, Ji Changqing couldn't help but feel a little curious about this man's past.
He couldn't help but laugh when he heard the last few sentences.
As long as the idiot didn't find it strange, he was willing to help. Being responsible for everything about the other person was what he wanted to do in this relationship.
He raised his hand and touched the stupid guy's head, then asked him, "What species are you now? Didn't you ask me to change my name to Da Huang before?"
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