Chapter 441: Scheming Ji
Ji Changqing slowly removed his hand that was covering his red eyes, and subtly adjusted the light ball floating in the room to illuminate himself.
She assumed the angle she had chosen when practicing in front of the mirror, taking advantage of her looks, lowering her head slightly, letting her long eyelashes tremble slightly, casting a shadow under her eyes, and smudged the tip of her nose with a faint red.
He took a deep breath but remained silent.
He Rui saw this and reached out to cup Brother Ji's face, forcing him to look up: "Why are you humming so hard?"
His gaze lingered on Ji Changqing's face for a moment, and he felt inexplicably amused that his brother Ji's expression was inexplicably deliberate, which was not quite like his usual sad look.
He suppressed his laughter and followed his brother's lead, deliberately softening his tone and coaxing him, "Are you crying? Are you feeling wronged?"
Ji Changqing, who was caught off guard by having his face held, stopped breathing. His eyes, which were deliberately filled with moisture, widened slightly, and for a moment he even forgot to continue acting.
"You won't tell me?" He Rui rubbed his thumb lightly under the other person's eyes, and suddenly let go of his hand as if to leave. "It seems that I am still not qualified to know what's in your mind." After saying that, he sighed in a serious manner.
"Wait!" Ji Changqing stood up hurriedly and grabbed his wrist with irresistible force, but then he eased up the moment he touched it.
"I..." He hesitated and finally whispered, "Are you trying to draw a line between you and me?"
He Rui turned around and looked at his brother Ji, "No."
Even for a project that scared his lover, he was trying to adjust his mindset, trying to let his more conservative mind slowly accept that he might have very intimate behavior with this person in the future.
Although he was so frightened that his scalp tingled and his hair stood on end just thinking about it, he had no intention of directly rejecting the other party.
He Rui guessed that it was probably because he wanted to be independent that his brother misunderstood him.
But the reason why he did this was so that he could be with the other person on an equal footing and for a longer period of time in the future.
"I just don't want to be a gigolo. If you take care of me all day, I won't even have the courage to have a cold war with you. I feel like if that happens, my mentality will slowly affect our relationship and cause conflicts."
Ji Changqing blinked in confusion.
He Rui continued to explain, "Just like before, you went into the bathroom and didn't let me in. I felt it was unfair, so I wanted to have a cold war with you. But then I realized that what I did was very conscienceless. I shouldn't have lost my temper with someone who took care of me so much.
I feel that there is an imbalance between us, so I want to make some adjustments, not rely on you, and take care of myself.
Long-term inequality in a marriage can cause conflict and lead to a breakdown in the relationship.
I want to be with you forever, but because I haven't been able to give enough, I can only rely less on you to achieve balance. Tietie, can you understand my feelings? "
“Being able to stay with you and get along with you is the happiest thing.
I am the one who gets more.”
Ji Changqing stared at his beloved in front of him, and his cold voice restrainedly revealed the strong possessiveness and obsession in his heart, "I like to take care of you, and I like you to run towards me when I call you.
I like that everything about you is closely related to me, and there are traces of me everywhere."
Ji Changqing leaned over slightly and put his arms around He Rui's shoulders.
Although he was obviously bigger than the young man in front of him, he deliberately bent his body to adjust the angle, and with a weak posture, he carefully controlled his center of gravity so that it would not be too heavy, and pressed on the other person's shoulders.
He took a deep breath of the refreshing sweet scent that came from He Rui, as well as the faint scent of orange blossom that he had specially selected for everything from toothpaste to shampoo and even laundry detergent.
He had enough. He could match clothes for his beloved according to his own preferences every day. This right to leave his own mark on the other person from head to toe filled his heart with unspeakable satisfaction.
Ji Changqing buried his face in the crook of He Rui's neck and spoke again, his voice as soft as a whisper, "I'm afraid you will leave me. Only by letting you rely on me for everything can I keep you by my side and feel safe.
So rely on me, get used to relying on me, and don’t set boundaries with me, so that I can be sure that there is no possibility of losing you. "
He Rui felt a surge of warmth in his heart and his cheeks became hot unconsciously when he heard this confession.
But the more I listened, the more I felt something was wrong, and a question mark slowly appeared above my head.
What does "tightly trapped" mean? Why did Brother Ji's words sound so dangerous?
"Ahem," He Rui coughed lightly twice, selectively ignoring the other person's yandere words, and reached out to hug the other person's slender waist. "I understand. Then, I will try not to be so independent in the future?"
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