Chapter 450 Happy Again Ji
Ji Changqing's eyelashes trembled slightly, and emotions surged in his eyes. Although the problem had not been solved, he couldn't help but feel happy when He Rui took the initiative to kiss him, and a hint of sweetness rose in his heart.
"Your attitude just now really made me angry," He Rui pinched his brother Ji's cheek, which had just dried its tears and was now a little damp and cool. "Are you really planning on sending me away?"
Ji Changqing pursed his lips, his eyes moist again, and he shook his head gently, his voice so low that it was almost inaudible, "It refused, it won't send you back."
Because...that thing doesn't intend to give up. It is still using He Rui and won't allow He Rui to leave.
This result made him feel both shamefully relieved and uncontrollably guilty and sad.
He seemed to be joining forces with others to harm the very being he should be protecting the most.
He Rui didn't react much and said nonchalantly, "I already knew this a long time ago. I was just preparing myself and making sure I couldn't go back before I decided to date you."
The three words "fall in love" melted like honey in Ji Changqing's heart, but then he was overwhelmed by heavy guilt.
How could he not be able to leave? Since that power could bring people here, how could it not be able to send He Rui away? The truth was that his idiot had no freedom and was not allowed by that power to leave him...
Ji Changqing's eyes became moist again, and the man's face in his sight became blurry.
Seeing this, He Rui quickly hugged him and rubbed his brother Ji's head to force back his tears.
"Be good, don't feel wronged. If you have anything, can you please not keep it in your heart and discuss it with me directly?"
He suddenly said seriously, "If you always want to keep a distance from me and keep everything in your heart, then forget about the kiss just now. Maybe our personalities are not compatible..." He Rui began to threaten.
Before he could finish his words, Ji Changqing interrupted him anxiously, "It's a good match! We are a match made in heaven, destined to be together."
"Then tell me, why are you crying like that? What made you so sad?" His voice gradually lowered. "Seeing you sad and upset, I feel the same way. It's very painful, but you are so silent, which makes me feel powerless..."
Ji Changqing's face was pale, and there was a sense of vulnerability on his handsome face. "I dare not. I'm afraid... you will hate me when you know the truth."
"How could I hate you? Did you kill my family? Or are you my biological father?" He Rui asked. Seeing that the other party was still tense, he reached out and rubbed the top of his head soothingly. His voice softened and he began to coax, "Just tell me, don't be afraid. As long as the problem is not as serious as I said, I will never hate you."
Ji Changqing stammered and tried to answer, but his throat seemed to be blocked and he dared not make a sound.
He looked away uncomfortably.
Silence stretched between the two.
He Rui frowned and looked at his brother for a long time, and finally sighed deeply.
He reached out and hugged the person, resting his chin on the other person's shoulder, and whispered with tears in his eyes, "Forget it if you don't want to talk about it."
The mouth cannot be pried open.
He compromised.
At worst, I can just not ask Brother Ji about things he doesn't want to talk about, and not embarrass him...
He turned his face away and wiped the corners of his wet eyes vigorously. It was quite funny to think about it. Both of them had red eyes, and were they crying face to face?
Ji Changqing straightened his shoulders in a panic, "No! I said, I said..."
He Rui didn't say anything.
Ji Changqing's throat moved with difficulty, and he told the information he had received in a difficult tone.
“…
...Your life...was forcibly changed because of me..."
He Rui listened quietly, his brows furrowed tighter and tighter under the other person's frightened gaze.
Ji Changqing's clenched fingers trembled slightly as he anxiously waited for He Rui's verdict. However, the first sentence he heard from the other party froze him.
"So, you, in the end, chose to commit suicide?"
He Rui frowned, his expression extremely serious. "I've long felt that something's wrong with your mental state. You're always dwelling on trivial matters..."
Ji Changqing stared blankly at the person in front of him, his heartbeat clearly audible, thumping louder and louder each time.
"Don't you have a lot of books? Find all the ones related to psychology and we can study them together to find a way to help you adjust." He Rui moved closer and touched Ji Changqing's forehead. "You have to promise me that if you feel upset or sad in the future, you must tell me the first time, okay?"
Ji Changqing's Adam's apple rolled, and he suddenly hugged the person tightly.
He Rui felt the wetness coming from the side of his shoulder, and patted the other person's back gently and teased, "What a little crybaby."
Ji Changqing said sullenly, "Don't you hate me? It's all because of me..."
"What do you hate? Because of you?" He Rui was confused for a moment, then blinked and figured it out. "Oh, you mean the fact that I was kidnapped by BGM?
You idiot, how can you be blamed for this? Look how scared you are. Your logic is like blaming the children for an unhappy marriage. You have it all reversed.”
Ji Changqing blinked and answered in a low voice, "...But I benefited from it, and it was because of me..."
"I've benefited from it too. I got a wife, haven't I?" He Rui said as a matter of course. He bent down, put his arms around the other's waist and abdomen, and with a strong effort, he picked up his brother Ji.
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