Chapter 509: Love Brain Master Ji Changqing
Ji Changqing was completely panicked. His words were too extreme, causing Ruirui's reaction to be much greater than he expected.
“...It’s okay...” He Rui covered his face with his hands, stood up embarrassedly, and tried to squeeze out of Brother Ji’s arms.
Ji Changqing was flustered when he found that He Rui was resisting his closeness, but he refused to let go. He held him tightly in his arms and held him down.
"I'm sorry... don't be sad..." Feeling the person in his arms' body stiffen slightly, his voice became tight and full of regret.
He Rui tried to maintain a calm tone, "It's okay... I understand..."
"Then can we just be like before? It's not that I don't like having sex with you, I really like it, I just..."
The words came to his lips but he didn't know how to explain them. He had never been good at speaking, and now he was even more speechless.
"Okay! Stop talking!" He Rui's voice was a little choked. "I'll know how to handle this later..."
He knew that Brother Ji was doing this for his own good.
But...he also has dignity and a sense of shame.
He has always been thin-skinned and can't stand embarrassment.
When he was a child, he was no longer willing to sing or play the piano in public because of a harsh remark from his biological father. Now that the person he cares about the most has pointed out his lack of self-control and lust, he feels like he has been poured with a bucket of cold water.
His unbridled courage was shattered by Brother Ji, and He Rui no longer wanted to shamelessly pester the other party for pleasure.
Ji Changqing forcefully pulled away He Rui's hands that were covering his face. Seeing that his eyes were red and tears were hanging on his eyelashes, his heart suddenly tightened.
He carefully wiped away the tears from the corners of He Rui's eyes with his thumb.
"Don't cry..."
Ji Changqing coaxed in a low voice, lowered his head and wanted to kiss the eyes of the person in his arms, but He Rui turned his head away.
His expression froze.
Seeing the other person resisting him, his heart felt like it was being torn apart.
He Rui noticed Ji Changqing's sad expression and was stunned.
I guess it was because I dodged the attack just now that Brother Ji got injured.
The discomfort he had felt before was forgotten in an instant. He sniffed, reached out to hug the man back, moved forward, tilted his face up and gently pecked Ji Changqing on the lips.
"We're not arguing," He Rui explained seriously, his eyelashes still wet as he looked at the other person with his moist eyes, "I wasn't trying to avoid you on purpose just now."
Ji Changqing looked at Ruirui, who was clearly feeling wronged but immediately came to comfort him. He felt extremely regretful, as if his heart was being tightly grasped by an invisible hand.
I wish I could tear my damn mouth apart.
Why did you say something like that...and make your baby sad for no reason.
"Can we... stay like before?" His voice was hoarse, almost pleading, "Forget what I said before... It's my fault... I..."
He Rui shook his head gently, his eyelashes drooping, "No, you're right, I was out of control."
"No..." Ji Changqing's throat rolled as he looked at him helplessly. He didn't know what to do, nor did he know how to make He Rui happy again.
Thinking that the other person likes **, perhaps, **** can forget the previous unpleasantness?
Ji Changqing tentatively moved closer and kissed those soft lips.
He Rui did not dodge, but when Ji Changqing's hand slipped into his clothes, he pressed against his chest.
"I'm not in the mood now and don't want to be like this..." He Rui turned his head away, his voice muffled.
This sentence made the expression on Ji Changqing's face crack again. He froze in place, surrounded by uneasiness.
A terrible premonition grew wildly in his heart, and great fear enveloped him.
In the following days, this premonition was confirmed.
Although his sweetheart did not avoid his approach, she was no longer as enthusiastic towards him as before.
She won't sneak up on him from behind and hug him; nor will she throw herself into his arms with sparkling eyes and act coquettishly at any time to invite him.
The person who used to come to me three or four times a day when he was most enthusiastic, now seems to be unable to let go and is much more restrained when he is with me.
An invisible barrier suddenly appeared between them, and it was his careless words that day that built this wall.
Regret and anxiety ran rampant in his mind - they were so loving and so good.
He was the one who destroyed this intimacy.
Ji Changqing's heart seemed to have sunk into an ice cave. He fearfully sensed the distance and estrangement he had created, and was in panic every minute and every second.
He was very scared, afraid that the two of them might never be able to go back to the way they were before.
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