Chapter 164
Even the sound of birdsong no longer seemed like a din, but rather like beautiful music. A happy occasion brings joy! He had hope of gaining Yun Niu'er's love. He said to Yan She, "That baby you just mentioned..."
Yan She blushed: "What doll? I didn't say..." After saying that, he changed the subject and said, "Did you find it?"
Feng Ming nodded, Yan She waved to Xia Lingjun, and scurried out the door, making Meng Bao burst into laughter. This big, silly guy must be looking for a doll to have some fun again. I wonder how he's going to do it? He hasn't seen it clearly yet!
"Yunniu'er, let's... hehe..." Feng Ming took Xia Lingjun's hand and raised his eyebrows at her.
"Hey your mother!" Xia Lingjun shook off his hand in dissatisfaction, but he pulled it tighter.
"Come on!" He leaned his head close to his ear, "Let's cultivate our relationship, hehe... I want to cultivate you well..."
"Uh..." Xia Lingjun frowned. What kind of training method is this?
Stand up! Girl 030 would rather die standing than live on her knees
Facts have proven that the more you try to force a relationship, the less likely it is to develop.
Xia Lingjun was under a huge pressure and felt like her little universe was about to erupt like a volcano. Time was running out, Phoenix City was in danger, Cang Ran was half dead, and there was a group of men around her who needed her protection. She felt like an indestructible cockroach, able to withstand wind and rain, but feelings were something that could not be forced, okay? No matter how patient Feng Ming was, or how he used both soft and hard tactics, she could not ignite the little passion in her heart. Haha... Mr. Feng had thrown a big problem to her!
In the end, Feng Ming was furious. He was a capricious and bad-tempered person. No matter what he did, he couldn't win Yun Niu'er's heart. He was so angry that he wanted to slap her to death. He looked left and right in the mirror. Damn it! He felt that he was so handsome. The scar on the corner of his forehead not only did not cover up his handsomeness, but instead made his whole face more evil. Why didn't Yun Niu'er love him? It was so frustrating.
The two of them would sometimes get along, sometimes quarrel, and then they would go into a cold war for two days. Feng Ming, being a man, took the initiative to admit his mistake. Who made him love her so much more than she loved him? No matter how great the hurt was, one had to face the difficulties head-on. The road to pursuing love was inherently difficult.
It was a sunny afternoon. Feng Ming and Xia Lingjun lay head to head in a huge sunflower field. The sunflowers raised their golden faces and smiled. The cool breeze of late autumn was blowing. Feng Ming chatted with Xia Lingjun in a casual manner.
"Yunniu'er, what's wrong between us? Why do we always end up quarreling?" Feng Ming turned over and raised his head, facing Xia Lingjun. A thick shadow was cast in the sunlight.
"I don't know either." Xia Lingjun half-closed her eyes and enjoyed the brief warm sunshine. There was undoubtedly a beautiful sea of sunflowers here, but her mood was not good, because she always had a premonition that such peaceful days were about to end.
"What are you dissatisfied with me? Can't you just tell me directly? I will change, isn't it?" Feng Ming looked at her beautiful face and took a breath unconsciously. Her red little mouth was slightly pouting. He felt a little emotional. He was always emotional recently and always wanted to get Yun Niu'er into bed, but he thought about getting her love, so he didn't dare to force her at all. He was waiting for her to willingly entangle with him.
Xia Lingjun raised her eyes and sighed, "I'm not dissatisfied with you. It's probably because you and I are too persistent and demanding. The more we want, the less we get."
Feng Ming raised his head with his hands and sighed again: "Alas! If you weren't doing this for Cang Ran, you definitely wouldn't be willing to talk to me so calmly, right?"
Xia Lingjun said quietly, "That's the crux of the matter. I always feel like our relationship was born out of nothingness. But in reality, the cultivation of this relationship, at least for me, is utilitarian, and love is precisely the thing that cannot tolerate utilitarianism."
"Yunniu'er, I used to think that if you loved something, you just had to snatch it away. Since I met you, I realized that there are many things in life that cannot be snatched away. But how I wish you could stay with me forever..." Feng Ming's long eyelashes flickered, and his thin red lips were lightly pursed. He could no longer restrain himself, and his lips covered hers, gently exploring her mouth. She did not resist, nor did she respond, but mechanically let his tongue twist and entangle her.
After kissing for a while, his eyes were filled with tears. He gently turned around and lay down beside her, his fingers embracing her in an ambiguous way. Her face was slightly red. It was not that she didn't feel his kiss, but she was very conflicted. For her, it didn't matter how many men she had in this apocalyptic world, but love was a pure thing. Whether it was for Cang Ran or Feng Ming, she hoped that her love was sincere and pure. In fact, sometimes, she felt that she was quite ridiculous and paralyzed! If she fell in love with several men at the same time, how could it be called pure love? But she knew clearly that if love could really arise between her and Feng Ming, it could not be because she simply wanted Feng Ming to save Cang Ran. Such love was not pure after all. She had been entangled and conflicted for a while, so how could she still think about love?
"Yunniu'er, I've been holding it in for years. Can you please not reject me this time?" Feng Ming pitifully put his arms around her neck. Damn it! He'd been patient these past few days, quarreling and arguing, but there was no progress between him and Yunniu'er. Damn it! Did he have to wait until his patience ran out before forcing himself on Yunniu'er?
As he spoke, his fingers rested on her body in an ambiguous manner, his fingertips rubbing back and forth on her body, sometimes stopping and sometimes moving. Xia Lingjun turned to look at him. Looking at her charming little face, he suppressed his desire and smiled faintly, saying, "Junniu'er, since talking about feelings always hurts people, why don't we do something practical, hehe... It can finally make up for my hurt heart! Can't you bear to see me hurt both physically and mentally?" He tried to pry open the clothes on her chest with his index finger.
"Tsk! Are you horny again?" Xia Lingjun waved away his dirty hands.
Feng Ming unyieldingly extended his hand and reached up again, grinning and saying, "I'm just horny, so what? Anyway, I've done everything I should and can do, but you're still stubborn. I've used up all my brain cells. If I weren't horny again, my head would have been empty."
His fingers gently began to trace over her body. He really wished he could turn himself into a pen, a steel-hard pen dipped in thick ink. He wanted to turn her into a blank sheet of paper and write on every corner of her body, drawing a perfect and bold ink painting. Of course, the most beautiful painting was the one where the brush penetrated the back of the paper and the thick ink spilled into the soft paper. He longed to be embraced by her body because he had never been embraced. He was a miserable virgin. The title of old virgin was too damn ugly. He wished he could get rid of this crappy title immediately and become a real man who fought fiercely and sweated profusely on a woman's body.
Xia Lingjun chuckled and reached out to push his big head. His head was almost touching her chest. Damn! His tongue was almost licking her. Pfft… It wasn't that she had no sexual interest, but she was depressed and in a bad mood every day. Her resistance was met with his fierce kiss. The fierce kiss quickly swept across her entire face like bean-sized raindrops. Soon his tongue slid into her mouth again, and his tongue rolled up her clove tongue with strong force. His hand was so unscrupulous that he directly lifted the hem of her skirt…
She gasped and bit her teeth, causing his tongue to ooze blood. He didn't feel any pain at all. On the contrary, he found greater joy and excitement in the pain. Damn it! He had indulged her many times, but never received an effective response. His mood had always been in a state of ups and downs, and he was suppressed to the point of exploding. Today, he was going to explode on her.
She began to resist violently. Feng Ming's care and consideration for her over the years made her let down her guard. She even thought that he had completely changed and was no longer the moody and immature child. In fact, she was wrong. He was still the moody and capricious man in essence. For her, he was desperately suppressing his nature, but if he suppressed it for too long, he would always find a breakthrough to explode.
"Yunniu'er, why do you hate me so much?" He held her hands tightly, pressed his whole body on her, and clamped her legs tightly under his slender thighs. He raised his head and stared at her fiercely. He originally wanted to have a good talk with her, but he didn't expect that they would start quarreling after just three sentences, just like before.
"I have never hated you." Xia Lingjun shouted coldly with red eyes.
"Bullshit! Your body clearly tells me that you're resisting, that you're unwilling to give yourself to me. If this isn't disgusting, what is?" He stared at her with his cold brown eyes, then gently bit her chest, leaving a crescent-shaped blood mark. "Yunniu'er, you are mine, you will always be mine. This is the mark I left on you. You will only belong to me for the rest of your life!"
"Feng Ming, you're always so irritable, getting angry after just three sentences. How can I feel at ease giving my heart to an immature man like you?" She stared at him with tears in her eyes. Damn it! There were so many men in this world that she didn't dislike. Did she have to give her body and soul to all of them? Just because she didn't disliked them didn't mean she could have sex with them? What the hell... What kind of bullshit logic was in Feng Ming's head?
"This is all because of you, Yunniuer. I chose to give in again and again, just because I still had hope, hoping that you would love me, but what about you? You ruthlessly destroyed all my hopes time and time again. I am a man, a man with flesh and blood and desires. Don't you forget?
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