Chapter 192
Zhuzi, her heart suddenly ached, her hand loosened, and the knife fell down, "Why? Why did you do this?"
"Because I owe you all this. I have owed you this debt for many years. Now that you are back, I should pay it back." Yun Lieting said lightly.
"I have never known you and have never seen you in the past. How could there be a debt? You are a lunatic. You are immersed in your own imagination and cannot extricate yourself. You still want to lie to me? The one who lied to me is Yu'er. Do you think I am a fool?" Her tears gradually dried up. After all, she was not afraid of him, but she was indeed afraid of herself, so she could not bring herself to kill him.
"Yu'er, you're right. I'm a psychopath, but you should know that I'm crazy because of you. No! You definitely know it, you just don't dare admit it." Yun Lieting pulled her hand to his heart. "Listen, it's beating. You once put your ear to my chest to listen to my heartbeat. Have you forgotten?"
"Get lost!" Xia Lingjun swung her hand and slapped him hard. "You're talking nonsense! I won't believe a word you say." She stared at him angrily. Perverted people all have unimaginable perverted aspects. This damn pervert must have used some kind of drug on himself, causing him to have fantasies again and again in order to achieve his perverted purpose of pleasure. He must have had a lover named Yu'er, but this person died for some reason, so he fantasized about turning another woman into the Yu'er he loved. It must be like this! Shit! She felt that she was too smart. This damn pervert Yun Lieting must be dealing with her like this, because Ling Chi's heart was far more perverted than Ling Chi's body, and it was even more devastating. She suddenly wiped away her tears, a smile in her eyes, and that smile grew deeper and deeper. She pointed at him and said word by word, gritting her teeth, "Damn pervert! Get lost!"
"Yu'er, no! I will never leave you again. You can lose your temper with me, you can kill me, but you can't let me leave your side." He looked at her with firm eyes and refused to leave for a moment.
She suddenly jumped out of bed and roared, "Damn it! If you don't leave, I'll leave myself." She glared at him hatefully. She had to leave this place immediately. If she stayed any longer, he would drive her insane. This pervert was the first man she had ever met that she couldn't face. Damn it! She still had plenty of time to enjoy herself. She didn't want to ruin the rest of her life here, becoming his plaything, becoming a lunatic like him.
"Yu'er, I will never allow you to leave me again. You've finally come back, how could I possibly let you leave again? Don't even think about it." He hugged her tightly from behind, his hands tightly clasped around her waist. "Yu'er, no matter what you do, I don't care. I beg you not to leave me again, okay?"
Her tears poured out again. She used her hands to pry his hands open, but he didn't let go. She dug into him with her sharp nails, even digging out his flesh. He still didn't let go. Her nails and her hands were all covered in blood. She kicked back with her legs in pain, but he didn't let go. She screamed hysterically: "You psychopath, you pervert, I'm not Yu'er, the woman in the bed is already dead, fucking dead, if that dead woman wants you to go crazy, you might as well die yourself, then you can be with her forever."
"No! Yu'er is not dead. You are in my arms. I won't let you talk about death. You finally came back to me. I won't let you talk about death." He turned her over and looked into her eyes. "You are Yu'er, Yu'er is you. Don't even think about escaping. Don't ever think about escaping in your entire life."
His face became obviously excited, and he kissed her eagerly, sweeping her body with kisses all over. "I want you to remember that you are the Yu'er who once enjoyed pleasure under me."
"Let me go--" Xia Lingjun used his hands and feet, beating him violently like crazy.
With a "Pa!" sound, she slapped him hard in the face again. His pale face immediately had a blood-red palm print. He looked at her with eyes as pure as a deer. "Yu'er, hit me if you want! Today I will make you remember the past and return to the past."
Her hands softened, and she no longer had the strength to resist. She looked at him, their eyes meeting, and he said, "Yu'er, I don't want to lie to you. Ever since you left, I've had a mental illness. I'm a lunatic and a pervert, but my madness is intermittent. The me you saw that day was in the onset of the disease, and now I'm normal. Every word I say is true, Yu'er, I love you so much and will never lie to you. I would never lie to anyone in this world, but I wouldn't lie to you, because you are the only Yu'er in my heart. I know I'm not worthy of you now because I'm an intermittent mental patient. I'm afraid I will hurt you when I'm sick, but I can't control myself. I won't let you go. I want to imprison you here for the rest of my life. You are mine, and only mine! Whether you dislike me for being a mental patient or not, you have no choice. I'm sorry! Yu'er, please forgive my selfishness, because love is selfish. What's more, you're back. I believe my illness will heal, it will definitely heal."
She reached out and gently stroked his face. His words were so sincere that she almost believed that she was really the woman named Yu'er. His face was beautiful, but his heart was too difficult to understand. The words of a madman could not be believed. She told herself that he was not an intermittent mental patient at all. He was a mental patient at all. There was no intermittence. He was a madman all the time. But her heart was obviously aching, and she actually began to believe him a little?
"Yu'er, I can give you time to recall the past. Now I'm going to do the same thing with you as in the past. Relax, I will love you well." He slowly pressed on her body, his slender body pressed against hers. He looked at her affectionately, kissed, sucked, kissed from her hair to her toes, not letting go of every part of her body.
She felt herself sinking, sinking deeper and deeper, not wanting to wake up. His soft and light kiss made her feel inexplicably hot all over. She twisted her body slightly to respond, but he growled in his throat, and his lips came to her again.
"Mmm..." She moaned softly, his hand gently caressing her.
She opened her vagina slightly, and he penetrated deeper. He called her name softly: "Yu'er, my love, you are finally back."
Tears welled up in her eyes. No! Why had she become like this? She had surrendered to a madman's body and become a substitute for another woman. Holy shit! She was who she was. Her name was Xia Lingjun. She couldn't go on like this. Damn it! She couldn't let this madman abuse her body and her soul at the same time.
"No—" At the last moment, she suddenly raised her legs but was quickly pressed down by him. She began to sob, "You said you loved me, you said I was Yu'er, am I going to treat me like this the moment I come back?"
"Yu'er, what's wrong with you? You clearly reacted just now." He asked gently and puzzledly.
"Everyone will have a reaction. This is human instinct, don't you understand? But even if I have a reaction, it doesn't mean I'm willing. I don't want to be Yu'er's shadow. Wait until you fall in love with Xia Lingjun." Xia Lingjun tried to calm herself down and said through gritted teeth. In fact, she wanted it, but her mind was resisting the desires of her body.
"Alas! It turns out that Yu'er, you still don't understand. You are both Xia Lingjun and Yu'er. You are basically the same person." Yun Lieting stopped all movements. He got off the bed, walked to the wall, pressed the button, and as the light and shadow exchanged, familiar photos and familiar images appeared in Xia Lingjun's eyes.
She opened her eyes wide, as if struck by lightning, and her head was buzzing and in a mess. This time she was completely confused.
Queen, sleep ten thousand times, sleep ten thousand times, sleep the same person as 007
Time went back, the years flew by, slightly yellowed photos and childhood videos played one after another. Xia Lingjun was stunned. She opened her almond-shaped eyes wide and muttered, "Impossible, impossible."
The person in this photo, the little girl in a flowery dress happily dancing ballet in this video, was definitely herself. Where had Yun Lieting gotten this person? Could she really be the Yu'er he'd mentioned? Impossible! Impossible, damn it! She couldn't possibly not recognize herself. Besides, Yu'er was already dead, and she was still alive in this crazy apocalypse. How could the same person exist in two forms, one alive and one dead? She and Yu'er were definitely two different people. The technology in this apocalypse had advanced to a level she couldn't even imagine, and this Yun Lieting was a madman who only cared about research. This photo, this image, must have been fabricated by him to numb himself.
"Yu'er, do you remember your past?" Yun Lieting stared at the wall in a daze.
"You made all these things on purpose, didn't you?" Xia Lingjun asked with red eyes and a little anger.
"Yu'er, why don't you believe me? Don't you feel anything after seeing these things? Okay! I'll show you something exciting." Yun Lieting switched the buttons, and soon, there were bursts of heavy breathing. The two bodies were entangled, the woman's smile was so charming and sweet, while the man's smile was so beautiful and clean. They both showed seemingly painful expressions on their faces at the same time.
"She?" Xia Lingjun shook her head. "She is not me. I have never seen you before.
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