Chapter 49 Chapter 49 Tears
The rain was pouring down, and everything in front of me was blurry and I couldn't see the road clearly.
But the hot and dancing flames burned fiercely, like the gates of hell.
The warm fire that once brought her hope in despair saved her.
Now, they stopped her and surrounded her on three sides.
Flames have no emotions. Just a slight touch from them will instantly turn you into a burning human core and turn you into charcoal.
But she didn't want to look back, didn't want to continue to be trapped in such a cage and endure the pain of anxiety.
She didn't want to continue being a man's plaything and be abused.
Her little Mi died here, and she will die here too.
My heart has become numb and I have no feeling at all. I might as well just let it all end.
However, a strong resistance prevented her from moving forward.
It was like hitting a steel railing, which bounced her in the opposite direction.
She did not fall to the ground because there was a powerful force from the other side that supported her.
She was tightly protected in the middle by these two forces.
"Are you looking for death?!"
The action is a bit rough, but the purpose is self-evident.
Someone pulled her back from the edge of the flames.
Lu Suye grabbed Jiang Xi's arms and roared at her uncontrollably.
I felt a wave of fear because she was willing to commit suicide.
Just a little bit, she touched the fire...
The cold rain soaked her hair and clothes, chilling her to the bone. Jiang Qian looked up at the man chasing after her.
The trembling of her body made her shiver unconsciously.
Her lips moved twice, soft but stubborn.
"I want……"
She never changed her mind and just kept repeating it like a born stubborn person.
"Leave you."
Even though she knew deeply that she couldn't survive even a day without him.
Even if there hadn't been a fire blocking her path, she would have collapsed in the torrential rain on the road from the villa to the base exit...
She also did not look back.
Hearing these words again, Lu Suye collapsed.
Actions taken entirely under the control of one's heart possess endless power.
People who have no weaknesses are invincible in this world and they are not afraid of anything.
In the past, Jiang Ting’s weakness was her kitten. She protected her kitten just as deep down in her heart, she longed for others to protect her.
But now that the kitten is gone, she has no soft spot.
But she has become someone else's weakness.
"Are you trying to drive me crazy?!"
Lu Suye held Jiang Xi's arm tightly, afraid that if he let go, she would disappear.
Just as in her world, he had "disappeared".
She was unwilling to engage in such a dirty "deal" with him again, even though he never felt that they were making a deal.
He just knew what he wanted and tried his best to get it, just like everything he had ever gotten in his life, nothing more.
Why, why did it have to be like this?
She said she didn't want to make any more deals, which meant she didn't want to get anything from him, but he couldn't do the same as her...
He has, he has too much.
He wanted her, her body, her heart, everything about her.
What he wanted from her, no one could ever fill.
It was not until this moment that he deeply felt that he loved her.
What is loving her and what is fucking her.
He suddenly understood the difference between the two when Jiang Xi went downstairs and left him alone.
The reason why he chased her out was not only because of his irrepressible desire for her, but also because he had never felt the slightest bit of love for the opposite sex, which had nothing to do with male primitive instincts.
He couldn't afford for her to leave him.
"Jiang Qian, don't leave me..."
Lu Suye begged again and again. He had never begged anyone in such a humble manner before.
But after he met her, he had done such shameful and humiliating things over and over again.
When they first met, he could have been driven by desire and followed his biological instincts to just take her away by force.
This was originally a lawless place where strength was the only thing that mattered.
But he went through such a big circle and showed infinite patience and tolerance in the matter of "chasing women", allowing her to accept him step by step.
People only pay attention to their image and don't want to disgust the other person when facing the person they love.
"I love you! Jiang Ting, I really love you..."
In the rain, the man kept repeating his sincerity, but was met with indifference.
The belated affection is wrapped in preconceived ideas, and then thrown into an invisible corner, never to be picked up again.
In order to make amends or win back a relationship, what can’t a man do and what can’t he say?
The reason why he chased her and pulled her back from stepping into the fire was simply because he didn't want to end the deal.
He hadn't had enough fun with her.
Jiang Xi didn't say anything, just stood there quietly without any response.
The rain hit her face, followed her eyelashes, and penetrated into her eyes.
It makes her very uncomfortable.
She simply ignored the man in front of her.
As a result, his heartfelt words fell on deaf ears, as if he had exerted all his strength but it had all been hit on cotton, leaving not even a trace.
Just like tears carried away by the heavy rain, they disappeared in the rain together.
Lu Suye continued to fall into the bottomless abyss, at a loss as to what to do.
What should he do to make her calm down? What should he do to make her come back?
Her indifference frightened him.
He could never have her again.
"Hit me," he grabbed her hand and slapped her in the face.
Such a small pair of hands, frozen stiff by the rain, looked as pale as the snow in the winter forest.
If he was the only one bleeding, she would feel that he was in as much pain as she was. Then he wouldn't mind letting her dig out his heart with her own hands.
"Or you can kill me!"
No knife.
So he pried her fingers apart and let them rest on his neck, strangling him to death.
However, her fingers had no strength at all, and if he hadn't been pulling her hands, her hands would have fallen directly to her sides.
Jiang Xi didn't want to pay any attention to the man's crazy behavior and just closed her eyes.
Nothing has changed, nothing has changed.
It was at this moment that a thought flashed through Lu Suye's mind.
Let her go.
Perhaps this is the best way for her.
But in an instant, he was overwhelmed by the pain and torment of never being able to see her again in this life.
I completely let go of myself, and the depression that had been suppressed in my heart surfaced.
Lu Suye completely exposed his vulnerable side in front of her.
"That cat thing..."
This was a taboo between them that they never mentioned, a tacit understanding, after he returned in vain.
"I admit it," Lu Suye's expression twisted, his brows knitted tightly, and every word he said was extremely difficult.
He was fighting fiercely with his dignity and face as a man, and finally, he chose to discard them completely. What was the use of those things?
In front of the woman he deeply loved, he frankly admitted that he was not as good as her ex.
He was so proud that he never admitted defeat to anyone, but he did now.
Because of a cat.
"I can't compare to Xiao Liang."
They were all doing the same thing, helping her rescue her cat.
But, he failed.
Even though the situations and difficulties they faced at the time were completely different, history only looks at the results, so no matter how hard they tried in the process, what difference would it make.
The dead will not be resurrected, and her cat will not come back.
Lu Suye did not quibble or make excuses for himself, he just admitted it and apologized.
"I will use everything I have to make it up to you, as long as you can give me another chance..."
He couldn't say any more and refused to let go of Jiang Xi's hand.
He covered his face with his hands, and a crystal light flickered at his fingertips.
A man's tears, especially the tears of a man like him, are extremely precious because they are impossible to appear.
He cried in front of her.
It turns out that Lu Suye can cry too...like her?
In that instant, Jiang Xi's heart moved uncontrollably.
It’s so cold in the rain.
A sound so soft as a mosquito's buzz.
"hug."
She lets him hold her.
Lu Suye couldn't believe what he heard, but he didn't hesitate at all. He hugged her tightly and held her in his arms.
More tears flowed, and he kept muttering,
"Jiang Qian, I love you, I really love you..."
"I have never treated you as a tool. You are the woman I love most in my life, and the only woman I have ever loved..."
"The reason I said those words is because I love you too much and I'm afraid you will leave me."
"Don't leave me, I really can't live without you."
His arms kept tightening, and he wanted to rub her into his body.
"Do you love me? Jiang Jiang, do you love me?"
He wanted to know the answer to this question, desperately.
She must love him, otherwise she wouldn't let him hug her.
She returned to him, she was still his!
Lu Suye's heart was filled with joy at the pardon of the death row prisoner and the recovery of his lost treasure.
She still needs herself.
However, Jiang Qian never answered his question.
"Lu Suye,"
The idea that had already taken root in my heart was brought to fruition by this heavy rain.
This is her only hope now.
Jiang Xi: "Please help me find my family and friends."
Wait until he loves her more.
"Okay! I'll help you find it!"
Lu Suye agreed without hesitation, "I will definitely help you find it!"
-
Times have changed.
First it was a bath, this time it was just a pure bath.
After taking a shower, I helped her wipe off the water droplets on her body, put on new home clothes, and then used a hair dryer to dry her hair strand by strand.
Then he carried her back from the second floor to the living room and placed her on a chair next to the dining table.
He had found the missing rabbit slipper and now placed it neatly under her feet.
But before that, he put on her soft cotton socks and then put her slippers on.
He was afraid that she would get sick after being in the rain for so long.
She fell down the stairs and fell to the ground, and the wound on her knee was treated.
Although, most of the skin on her knees was not broken because of this.
After everything was done, Lu Suye went to the kitchen to cook. Since the big meal was gone anyway, he could only cook some instant noodles with the stored ingredients at home.
Jiang Xi lay on the table motionless, as if exhausted, and was almost starving to death.
There are no Snickers these days.
"It will be fine soon!"
Lu Suye turned around.
It will be fine soon again.
Jiang Xi changed her position and lay down, which was just right for her to "supervise" Chef Lu.
Lu Suye also changed into clean clothes, but the sleeve of one of his arms was wet again.
Washing vegetables involves so much water?
A fool is a fool!
Oh, I’m so hungry.
-
"He burned all the flesh off his arm while cooking. Is this a feast of human flesh?"
The person who was talking was "chatting" while wrapping the gauze.
Lu Suye looked at the "angel in white" sitting next to him in surprise.
"Are you talking too much nonsense?"
How come he didn't know before that his brother was so talkative?
-Office of the Director of Kule Hospital-
The door opened and a member of the Paradise Guild walked out, but did not close the door.
He was completely immersed in his own world.
"This person is called XXX, this person is called XXX... These ones are from the same family, those ones are from the same family..."
He was muttering names and recalling things in his mind as he passed directly by fellow guild members walking towards him.
The man looked back at him, but he didn't notice.
Then, the guild member who had just arrived appeared at the door of the dean's office.
The conversation inside the door came clearly into his ears.
"You should be thankful that you have a genius brother." Otherwise, you might as well change your name to Lu Dubi.
"I thank my mother." For giving birth to you.
The love between brothers is deep.
The brother, who was well bandaged, suddenly rolled his eyes. Without asking, you could tell that he saw the man leaning against the door frame.
Fake brothers are coming.
He watched with interest as the left forearm of the person between real brothers and fake brothers was wrapped in several layers of thick gauze.
"Are you hurt?" The smile on Jingcheng's lips had an ambiguous meaning.
Lu Suye: "..."
That day, his behavior of not telling the whole truth was exposed.
The superpowers were indeed restored, but it was not stated how much was restored.
Sometimes he loses control and is unable to control himself, so that he is hurt by his own abilities. He is probably still the number one person in the Paradise Guild.
If you tell others about it, they will laugh to death. What a waste.
Jingcheng's expression probably showed that he knew.
However, he came at the right time, saving me the trouble of looking for him.
"Funeral Association..." Lu Suye simply gave up and decided not to go.
But when this was mentioned, Jingcheng's eyes suddenly changed, as if he wanted to cause trouble.
Lu Suye: "..."
He now has the leverage over me, and a little impatience will ruin a big plan.
never mind.
"What day of the week was it?" Lu Suye changed the subject and turned to his younger brother beside him.
Lu Suxing: "..."
???
"You ask me!?" He pointed at his nose with an incredible look on his face.
The Paradise Guild and the Bitter Joy Hospital are independent of each other and do not interfere with each other.
How could he know about the Paradise Guild, which is led by Lu Suye and Lu Suxing respectively?
-
The day of departure is getting closer.
Before leaving, Lu Suye gave some instructions on the affairs of the guild. Since he was away, the main work of the guild fell on Jingcheng, and he was promoted from vice president to acting president.
Originally, Lu Suye wanted to take Si Mu with him, but after thinking about it, he decided not to do so. He didn't want to make Jiang Qian worry anymore.
Since two people are together, and are together for a long time, they must trust each other.
However, there is one thing that Lu Suye emphasized: don't tell Jiang Qian about the guild's affairs.
The last cat incident could have been avoided. If Jiang Xi had just thought it was a tornado, there would have been no point in isolating her.
Lu Suye emphasized this to Wang Mingming almost in a warning tone, and the latter felt as if he had escaped death and vowed never to talk too much again.
On a quiet night, the bed was filled with passion, and the woman's moans and cries were leading to bliss.
He was so gentle... so gentle that she was a little uncomfortable with it.
The most important thing is that when she no longer feels that she is just an object of a man, she will completely let go of her tension and defenses and enjoy the ultimate pleasure in the world.
This kind of thing is actually very beautiful and she likes it very much.
"Wait until I come back."
Lu Suye kissed her hard.
"Um."
Jiang Xi's voice was charming, her eyes were hazy, and she wrapped her arms around the man's waist tighter.
-
Lu Suye left and I wouldn't see him for at least a week.
That day, she was weeding and watering the plants in the small garden. Without Jiang Yongzhuang's occasional secret destruction, the flowers and seedlings were growing well.
A group of uninvited guests suddenly came to the door of the villa.
They were wearing uniform blue and white uniforms, and the master behind these blue and white uniforms was the director of Kule Hospital.
Lu Suxing sent someone to tell Jiang Qian,
Her superpower awakening potion has been prepared.
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