Yan Xi calmed down, raised his head, opened his lightless eyes, and curled his lips, "Don't worry, I just had a cramp just now. It might be because I'm lacking calcium recently. I'll make up for it in the future."
Li Shuyang looked at the calm young man, forced himself to suppress the pain in his heart, and forced a smile. "Okay, I'll go to the city to buy you some today. Promise me that you will eat it on time every day from now on, okay?"
"Okay, I'll listen to you." Yan Xi rubbed his chest, gentle and well-behaved.
He said he was buying some calcium supplements, but in fact, they were all medicines that Li Shuyang had researched himself.
Yan Xi took the medicine obediently every day, but it still didn't work.
Li Shuyang was hiding in the laboratory, looking at the reagents on the laboratory table, clenching his fists and smashing them hard on the ground.
"It's useless... It's all useless..." He smiled desperately, shrank into the corner, looked at his hands, and hit the ground hard.
He is a waste!
I needed Yan Xi’s protection before and could do nothing, and I still can’t do anything now.
Li Jinchen and the others are right.
He is a waste, complete and utter waste.
He couldn't even save his own lover.
I could only watch him walk towards death, step by step, towards the end of his life.
For the first time, Li Shuyang felt extremely powerless.
Yanxi, after you leave...what should I do?
This world is not a beautiful place.
Because of you, I see the other side of it.
Now... why do you want to remove the other side from my sight?
Am I not worthy of it after all?
Li Shuyang raised the corners of his mouth slightly, revealing an extremely sarcastic smile.
Not only that, he didn't even seem to have the ability to follow Yan Xi.
Because he gained eternal life.
Li Shuyang chuckled softly, and the harsh and desolate laughter filled the entire laboratory.
No...
He must have a way, he must have one!
Li Shuyang got up, straightened his slightly messy clothes, changed his mind, and started again.
…
Ever since he lost his five senses, Yan Xi didn't even realize that his organs were rapidly failing.
He lived in darkness, in endless darkness, unable to see, hear, or touch anything.
He had no way of knowing when Li Shuyang came or left, and had to rely entirely on the system 5555's reports.
But he couldn't feel Li Shuyang's presence.
That feeling made him extremely depressed.
A few days later, Yan Xi began to be unable to eat anything, but in order to prevent Li Shuyang from discovering his abnormality, he always forced himself to eat something.
When Li Shuyang turned around to wash the dishes, he couldn't help vomiting.
At night, Yan Xi suffered from incontinence for the first time.
But he was unconscious.
He didn't react until System 5555 reminded him.
Yan Xi frantically fumbled to clean up, but she didn't know that Li Shuyang had already witnessed it all.
He stood at the bathroom door, looked at the people who were in a panic, cruelly looked away, and restrained himself from going up to help.
It was obviously a simple task, but Yan Xi took more than an hour to finish it.
After doing all this, his body was already broken and he fell on the bed exhausted and fell asleep.
When she woke up again, Yan Xi was held in Li Shuyang's arms.
After receiving the prompt from System 5555, he slowly opened his eyes and smiled faintly, "Ayang, what are we having for breakfast today?"
Li Shuyang looked at the rapidly aging man with white hair, and tightened his grip on Yan Xi's hand. He spoke with difficulty, "What do you want to eat? I'll do whatever you want."
"Okay, I want to eat a fried egg and two sausages."
Li Shuyang suppressed his trembling hands and hugged him tightly, "It's so little, are you full?"
"Of course I'm full. I don't know why my appetite has become smaller recently, so you don't have to worry about me not eating enough." Yan Xi blinked and smiled.
"Yeah, that's good. I'll go to the kitchen and make it for you right away. I'll carry you to the living room and sit down."
"Okay." Yan Xi did not refuse.
He felt that he probably didn't have the strength to walk anymore.
Li Shuyang carefully placed him on the sofa in the living room and walked into the kitchen, looking back every few steps.
This time he made breakfast very quickly and served it in ten minutes.
Because he only made one copy.
One fried egg and two grilled sausages, no more, no less.
Li Shuyang feeds Yan Xi attentively.
Yan Xi had a hard time eating.
Take a deep breath with each bite.
After eating a fried egg and a grilled sausage, he was completely exhausted. He slumped against the sofa, breathing more out than in. "Ayang, I'm so sleepy. I want to sleep for a while. You can eat slowly by yourself, okay?"
“…Okay.” Li Shuyang’s lips trembled, and he lowered his head to dip the remaining sausage into the “ketchup” beside him and ate it bite by bite.
At the same time, Yan Xi gradually closed his eyes, his breathing slowly stopped, and he became silent.
Li Shuyang finished his sausage, tilted his head to look at him, put his arm around his waist, pulled him into his arms and hugged him tightly, laughing softly, but tears welled up in his eyes, "Yan Xi...you can't escape, I said you can't leave me without my permission."
As he finished speaking, he made a grunt and felt his internal organs corroding at an accelerated rate. His smile became even brighter. He lowered his head and kissed Yan Xi's forehead. Then he tilted his head and could no longer move.
Yan Xi, compared to losing you, eternal life is something more terrifying to me, because I don't want to live in the pain of losing you. I would rather live and die with you than stay alone in the world forever...
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