Yan Xi walked in the endless darkness with his consciousness in a daze. He walked for too long, until he was so tired that he fell to the ground and could no longer get up.
He wanted to give up and just sink into despair.
He closed his eyes, but suddenly a familiar voice rang in his ears...
"I want you. No, to be more precise, I have always known clearly that you are the only one I want."
"Yanxi... I like you, I really like you, I will like you in my next life too."
"You're so stupid, you can't even lie. How can I trust you with your life if you're so stupid? And you're so lazy and love to eat. What would you do without me?"
"Why can't you kiss me? In my eyes, you are that pretty boy who makes my heart flutter at first sight."
Those words that were so long ago and touched his heart made Yan Xi's eyes wet. He gently opened his eyes and found that there was light in the darkness, and figures appeared one after another in the light.
"Brother... I don't have any other requests now. I just want to be with you. I don't care about anything else."
"I have no other cats. I only have you. Whether in the past, present, or future, you are my only cat."
"There are only three things I like in this world: the sun, the moon, and you... But I only like you, and I don't care about anything else."
"I can protect you too... I don't want you to leave... I will work hard to become the person you like..."
"I said, without my permission, you can never leave me, even if you die!"
"Your smile is so beautiful, and your body is so soft, I like it very much... I want to keep you as my partner..."
"I'm not tired. As long as you're happy, I won't be tired no matter what I do. On the contrary, I'm very happy. With you by my side, I feel that every day is meaningful. The daily necessities of life are all sweet."
Looking at those familiar faces, Yan Xi's eyes turned red. He wanted to run over, but found that they were getting farther and farther away from him.
"No! Don't go! Don't leave me!" Yan Xi begged bitterly, but he could only watch him walk away, powerless to do anything.
He fell to the ground, crying uncontrollably, "Why? Why did you abandon me?"
Suddenly, a pair of polished leather shoes appeared in his sight, and the man's low and pleasant voice sounded above his head, "Yanxi, don't cry, I didn't abandon you."
Hearing this, Yan Xi stopped crying. He raised his head and saw Huo Xiao's handsome face.
He was looking at him tenderly, slowly extending a hand, trying to pull him up, "Yanxi, I like you, will you be with me?"
The man's gentle and affectionate eyes attracted him deeply.
Yan Xi unconsciously indulged in his gentleness. He raised his hand, hesitated for a moment, and when he wanted to touch it, he suddenly shook his head and stepped back, "No, you are not him... You are not him, you are definitely not him..."
The man was confused and hurried forward, "Yanxi, what are you talking about? What is not me? I am me, the one you love the most!"
"You're not! You're not the one I love... He wouldn't do this to me. He said he only wants me..."
Seeing him like this, the man's expression gradually turned cold. He grabbed his hand, closed the distance, and smiled coldly, "Why? Are you so unwilling to admit that I don't love you anymore?"
"He won't!" Yan Xi retorted with trembling body.
But the man refused to stop.
"Haha, look at you, you're so stupid and naive. You can't do anything right and you always hold me back. Who would like you like this? I've been tired of you for a long time."
"Enough! Stop talking. He said he never cared about these things. He likes me as a person, no matter my strengths or weaknesses. You are lying. You are not him. What gives you the right to say these things for him?!" Yan Xi pried his hands apart and struggled desperately.
The man looked at him with a sneer, "Those were just words I said to cheer you up. You're just a piece of trash, why should I love you forever?!"
"I told you to stop talking!" Yan Xi yelled, broke his hand like a madman, and pushed him away with force.
These words were like sharp arrows, piercing his heart one after another, trying to break down his last psychological defense.
Yan Xi could no longer control her emotions and rationality, she completely collapsed and burst into tears, "Get out of here! You are not him, he would not say these words to me, I will not believe you... absolutely not..."
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